to loath
Definition:
to loathe, be grieved, feel a loathing 1a) (Qal) to feel a loathing 1b) (Niphal) 1b1) to feel loathing against self 1b2) to detest 1c) (Hithpolel) to loathe oneself Also means:
na.qat (נָקַט "to tire"
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Definition:
properly, to cut off, i.e. (figuratively) detest; begrieved, loathe self.; a primitive root