Zǝbur 38
1 Dawut yazƣan küy: — (Əslimǝ üqün) I Pǝrwǝrdigar, ƣǝzipingdǝ tǝnbiⱨ bǝrmigǝysǝn, Ⱪǝⱨringdǝ meni jazalimiƣaysǝn!
A psalm of David, for a memorial. Lord, please don't condemn me because you're angry with me; don't punish me because you're furious with me!
2 Qünki oⱪliring meni zǝhimlǝndürüp sanjidi, Ⱪolung üstümdin ⱪattiⱪ basti.
Your arrows have pierced me deeply, your hand has come down hard on me.
3 Ⱪattiⱪ ƣǝziping tüpǝylidin ǝtlirimdǝ ⱨeq saⱪliⱪ yoⱪ, Gunaⱨim tüpǝylidin ustihanlirimda aram yoⱪtur.
Because you're so upset with me, not a single part of my body is healthy; I am completely sick because of my sins.
4 Qünki gunaⱨlirim boyumdin taxti; Ular kɵtürǝlmigüsiz eƣir yüktǝk meni besiwaldi.
I'm drowning in guilt—the burden is too heavy to bear.
5 Əhmǝⱪliⱪimdin jaraⱨǝtlirim sesip, xǝlwǝrǝp kǝtti.
My wounds are infected—they're smelling—all because of my stupidity.
6 Azabtin bǝllirim tolimu pükülüp kǝtti, Kün boyi ƣǝmgǝ petip yürimǝn!
I am bent over, doubled up in pain. The whole day I walk around crying my eyes out.
7 Qatiraⱪlirim otⱪa toldi, Ətlirimning saⱪ yeri yoⱪtur.
Inside I'm burning up with fever; no part of my body is healthy.
8 Mǝn tolimu ⱨalsirap, ezilip kǝttim; Ⱪǝlbimdiki azab-ⱪayƣu tüpǝylidin ⱨɵrkirǝymǝn.
I'm worn out, totally down. I groan because of the anguish I feel in my heart.
9 Rǝb, barliⱪ arzuyum kɵz aldingdidur; Uⱨ tartixlirim Sǝndin yoxurun ǝmǝs;
Lord, you know what I desperately want, you hear every sigh I make.
10 Yürikim jiƣildap, ⱨalimdin kǝttim; Kɵzlirimning nuri ɵqti.
My heart is racing, leaving me with no strength; my eyesight is failing.
11 Yar-buradǝrlirimmu meni urƣan waba tüpǝylidin, ɵzlirini mǝndin tartti; Yeⱪinlirimmu mǝndin yiraⱪ ⱪaqti.
My loved ones and my friends don't come near me because they're afraid of what I've got. Even my family keeps me at a distance.
12 Jenimni almaⱪqi bolƣanlar tuzaⱪ ⱪuridu; Manga ziyanni ⱪǝstligǝnlǝr zǝⱨirini qaqmaⱪta; Ular kün boyi ⱨiylǝ-mikirlǝrni oylimaⱪta.
Those who are trying to kill me set traps for me; those who want to hurt me make threats against me, working on their deceitful schemes all day long.
13 Lekin mǝn gas adǝmdǝk anglimaymǝn, Gaqa adǝmdǝk aƣzimni aqmaymǝn;
I act as if I'm deaf to what they're saying, and pretend to be dumb so I don't have to speak.
14 Bǝrⱨǝⱪ, mǝn angliyalmaydiƣan gaslardǝk bolup ⱪaldim; Aƣzimda ⱪilidiƣan rǝddiyǝ-tǝnbiⱨ yoⱪ.
Like a man who can't hear, and who doesn't reply—that's me!
15 Qünki ümidimni Sǝn Pǝrwǝrdigarƣa baƣlidim; Rǝb Hudayim, Sǝn iltijayimƣa ijabǝt ⱪilisǝn.
For I'm waiting on you, Lord! You will answer for me, my Lord and my God.
16 Qünki mǝn: — «Ular mening üstümgǝ qiⱪip mahtanmiƣay; Bolmisa, putlirim teyilip kǝtkǝndǝ, ular xadlinidu» — dedim mǝn.
I'm asking you, Lord, please don't let my enemies gloat over me, don't let them be glad when I trip up.
17 Qünki mǝn dǝldǝngxip, tügixǝy dǝp ⱪaldim, Azabim kɵz aldimdin kǝtmǝydu.
For I'm about ready to collapse—the pain never stops.
18 Qünki mǝn ɵz yamanliⱪimni iⱪrar ⱪilimǝn; Gunaⱨim üstidǝ ⱪayƣurimǝn.
I do confess my sins; I am terribly sorry for what I've done.
19 Lekin düxmǝnlirim juxⱪun ⱨǝm küqlüktur; Ⱪara qaplap, manga nǝprǝtlǝngǝnlǝrning sani nurƣundur.
I have many powerful enemies—they are very active, hating me for no reason.
20 Wapaƣa japa ⱪilidiƣanlar bolsa, mǝn bilǝn ⱪarxilixidu; Qünki mǝn yahxiliⱪni kɵzlǝp, intilimǝn.
They pay me back evil for good; they accuse me for the good I try to do.
21 I Pǝrwǝrdigar, mǝndin waz kǝqmigǝysǝn! I Hudayim, mǝndin yiraⱪlaxmiƣaysǝn!
Don't give up on me, my Lord and my God, don't stay away from me.
22 I Rǝb, mening nijatliⱪim, Manga qapsan yardǝm ⱪilƣaysǝn!
Hurry, come and help me, Lord my salvation.
