< Ayup 7 >
1 Insanƣa zeminda jǝwrǝ-japa qekidiƣan turmux bekitilgǝn ǝmǝsmu? Uning künliri bir mǝdikarningkigǝ ohxax ǝmǝsmu?
The life of man upon earth is a warfare, and his days are like the days of a hireling.
2 Ⱪul kǝqⱪurunning sayisigǝ tǝxna bolƣandǝk, Mǝdikar ɵz ǝmgikining ⱨǝⱪⱪini kütkǝndǝk,
As a servant longeth for the shade, as the hireling looketh for the end of his work;
3 Mana biⱨudǝ aylar manga bekitilgǝn, Ƣǝxlikkǝ tolƣan keqilǝr manga nesip ⱪilinƣan.
So I also have had empty months, and have numbered to myself wearisome nights.
4 Mǝn yatⱪinimda: «Ⱪaqan ⱪoparmǝn?» dǝp oylaymǝn, Biraⱪ kǝq uzundin uzun bolidu, Tang atⱪuqǝ pütün bir keqǝ mǝn tolƣinip yatimǝn.
If I lie down to sleep, I shall say: When shall arise? and again I shall look for the evening, and shall be filled with sorrows even till darkness.
5 Ətlirim ⱪurtlar ⱨǝm topa-qanglar bilǝn ⱪaplandi, Terilirim yerilip, yiringlap kǝtti.
My flesh is clothed with rottenness and the filth of dust, my skin is withered and drawn together.
6 Künlirim bapkarning mokisidinmu ittik ɵtidu, Ular ümidsizlik bilǝn ayaƣlixay dǝp ⱪaldi.
My days have passed more swiftly than the web is cut by the weaver, and are consumed without any hope.
7 [Aⱨ Huda], mening jenim bir nǝpǝsla halas. Kɵzüm yahxiliⱪni ⱪaytidin kɵrmǝydiƣanliⱪi esingdǝ bolsun;
Remember that my life is but wind, and my eyes shall not return to see good things.
8 Meni Kɵrgüqining kɵzi ikkinqi ⱪetim manga ⱪarimaydu, Sǝn nǝziringni üstümgǝ qüxürginingdǝ, mǝn yoⱪalƣan bolimǝn.
Nor shall the sight of man behold me: thy eyes are upon me, and I shall be no more.
9 Bulut ƣayib bolup, ⱪayta kɵrünmigǝndǝk, Ohxaxla tǝⱨtisaraƣa qüxkǝn adǝm ⱪaytidin qiⱪmaydu. (Sheol )
As a cloud is consumed, and passeth away: so he that shall go down to hell shall not come up. (Sheol )
10 U yǝnǝ ɵz ɵyigǝ ⱪaytmaydu, Ɵz yurti uni ⱪayta tonumaydu.
Nor shall he return my more into his house, neither shall his place know him any more.
11 Xunga mǝn aƣzimni yummay, Roⱨimning dǝrd-ǝlimi bilǝn sɵz ⱪilay, Jenimning azabidin zarlaymǝn.
Wherefore I will not spare my month, I will speak in the affliction of my spirit: I will talk with the bitterness of my soul.
12 Nemixⱪa Sǝn üstümdin kɵzǝt ⱪilisǝn? Mǝn [hǝtǝrlik] bir dengizmu-ya? Yaki dengizdiki bir ǝjdiⱨamumǝn?
Am I a sea, or a whale, that thou hast enclosed me in a prison?
13 Mǝn: «Aⱨ, yatⱪan ornum manga raⱨǝt beridu, Kɵrpǝm nalǝ-pǝryadimƣa dǝrman bolidu» — desǝm,
If I say: My bed shall comfort me, and I shall be relieved speaking with myself on my couch:
14 Əmdi Sǝn qüxlǝr bilǝn meni ⱪorⱪutiwatisǝn, Ƣayibanǝ alamǝtlǝr bilǝn manga wǝⱨimǝ salisǝn.
Thou wilt frighten me with dreams and terrify me with visions.
15 Xuning üqün boƣuluxumni, ɵlümni, Bu sɵngǝklirimgǝ ⱪarap olturuxtin artuⱪ bilimǝn.
So that my soul rather chooseth hanging, and my bones death.
16 Mǝn ɵz jenimdin toydum; Mening mǝnggügǝ yaxiƣum yoⱪ, Meni mǝylimgǝ ⱪoyiwǝtkin, Mening künlirim biⱨudidur.
I have done with hope, I shall now live no longer: spare me, for my days are nothing.
17 Insan balisi nemidi? Sǝn nemixⱪa uni qong bilisǝn, Nemǝ dǝp uningƣa kɵngül berisǝn?
What is a man that thou shouldst magnify him? or why dost thou set thy heart upon him?
18 Ⱨǝr ǝtigǝndǝ uni sürüxtürüp kelisǝn, Ⱨǝr nǝpǝs uni sinaysǝn!
Thou visitest him early in the morning, and thou provest him suddenly.
19 Ⱪaqanƣiqǝ meningdin nǝziringni almaysǝn, Manga ⱪaqanƣiqǝ aƣzimdiki seriⱪ suni yutuwalƣudǝk aram bǝrmǝysǝn?
How long wilt thou not spare me, nor suffer me to swallow down my spittle?
20 Mǝn gunaⱨ ⱪilƣan bolsammu, i insaniyǝtni Kɵzǝtküqi, Sanga nemǝ ⱪiliptimǝn?! Mǝn Sanga yük bolup ⱪaldimmu? Buning bilǝn meni Ɵzünggǝ zǝrbǝ nixani ⱪilƣansǝnmu?
I have sinned: what shall I do to thee, O keeper of men? why hast thou set me opposite to thee, and I am become burdensome to myself?
21 Sǝn nemixⱪa mening itaǝtsizlikimni kǝqürüm ⱪilip, Gunaⱨimni saⱪit ⱪilmaysǝn? Qünki mǝn pat arida topining iqidǝ uhlaymǝn; Sǝn meni izdǝp kelisǝn, lekin mǝn mǝwjut bolmaymǝn».
Why dost thou not remove my sin, and why dost thou not take away my iniquity? Behold now I shall sleep in the dust: and if thou seek me in the morning, I shall not be.