< Ayup 31 >

1 «Mǝn kɵzüm bilǝn ǝⱨdilǝxkǝn; Xuning üqün mǝn ⱪandaⱪmu ⱪizlarƣa ⱨǝwǝs ⱪilip kɵz taxlap yürǝy?
I reached an agreement with my eyes, that I would not so much as think about a virgin.
2 Undaⱪ ⱪilsam üstümdiki Tǝngridin alidiƣan nesiwǝm nemǝ bolar? Ⱨǝmmigǝ ⱪadirdin alidiƣan mirasim nemǝ bolar?
For what portion should God from above hold for me, and what inheritance should the Almighty from on high keep?
3 Bu gunaⱨning nǝtijisi ⱨǝⱪⱪaniysizlarƣa bala-ⱪaza ǝmǝsmu? Ⱪǝbiⱨlik ⱪilƣanlarƣa külpǝt ǝmǝsmu?
Is not destruction held for the wicked and repudiation kept for those who work injustice?
4 U mening yollirimni kɵrüp turidu ǝmǝsmu? Ⱨǝrbir ⱪǝdǝmlirimni sanap turidu ǝmǝsmu?
Does he not examine my ways and number all my steps?
5 Əgǝr sahtiliⱪⱪa ⱨǝmraⱨ bolup mangƣan bolsam’idi! Əgǝr putum aldamqiliⱪ bilǝn billǝ boluxⱪa aldiriƣan bolsa,
If I have walked in vanity, or if my foot has hurried towards deceitfulness,
6 (Mǝn adilliⱪ mizaniƣa ⱪoyulƣan bolsam’idi! Undaⱪta Tǝngri ǝyibsizlikimdin hǝwǝr alalaytti!)
let him weigh me in a just balance, and let God know my simplicity.
7 Əgǝr ⱪǝdimim yoldin qiⱪⱪan bolsa, kɵnglüm kɵzümgǝ ǝgixip mangƣan bolsa, Əgǝr ⱪolumƣa ⱨǝrⱪandaⱪ daƣ qaplaxⱪan bolsa,
If my steps have turned aside from the way, or if my heart has followed my eyes, or if a blemish has clung to my hands,
8 Undaⱪta mǝn teriƣanni baxⱪa birsi yesun! Bihlirim yulunup taxliwetilsun!
then may I sow, and let another consume, and let my offspring be eradicated.
9 Əgǝr ⱪǝlbim mǝlum bir ayaldin azdurulƣan bolsa, Xu niyǝttǝ ⱪoxnamning ixik aldida paylap turƣan bolsam,
If my heart has been deceived over a woman, or if I have waited in ambush at my friend’s door,
10 Ɵz ayalim baxⱪilarning tügminini tartidiƣan küngǝ ⱪalsun, Baxⱪilar uni ayaⱪ asti ⱪilsun.
then let my wife be the harlot of another, and let other men lean over her.
11 Qünki bu ǝxǝddiy nomusluⱪ gunaⱨtur; U soraⱪqilar tǝripidin jazalinixi kerǝktur.
For this is a crime and a very great injustice.
12 [Bu gunaⱨ] bolsa adǝmni ⱨalak ⱪilƣuqi ottur; U mening barliⱪ tapⱪanlirimni yulup alƣan bolatti.
It is a fire devouring all the way to perdition, and it roots out all that springs forth.
13 Əgǝr ⱪulumning yaki dedikimning manga ⱪarita ǝrzi bolƣan bolsa, Ularning dǝwasini kɵzümgǝ ilmiƣan bolsam,
If I have despised being subject to judgment with my servant or my maid, when they had any complaint against me,
14 Undaⱪta Tǝngri meni soraⱪⱪa tartixⱪa ornidin turƣanda ⱪandaⱪ ⱪilimǝn? Əgǝr U mǝndin soal-soraⱪ alimǝn dǝp kǝlsǝ, Mǝn Uningƣa ⱪandaⱪ jawab berimǝn?
then what will I do when God rises to judge, and, when he inquires, how will I respond to him?
15 Meni baliyatⱪuda apiridǝ ⱪilƣuqi ularnimu apiridǝ ⱪilƣan ǝmǝsmu. Mǝn bilǝn u ikkimizni anilirimizning baliyatⱪusida tɵrǝldürgüqi bir ǝmǝsmu?
Is not he who created me in the womb, also he who labored to make him? And did not one and the same form me in the womb?
16 Əgǝr miskinlǝrni ɵz arzu-ümidliridin tosⱪan bolsam, Əgǝr tul hotunning kɵz nurini ⱪarangƣulaxturƣan bolsam,
If I have denied the poor what they wanted and have made the eyes of the widow wait;
17 Yaki ɵzümning bir qixlǝm nenimni yalƣuz yegǝn bolsam, Uni yetim-yesir bilǝn billǝ yemigǝn bolsam
if I have eaten my morsel of food alone, while orphans have not eaten from it;
18 (Əmǝliyǝttǝ yax waⱪtimdin tartip oƣli ata bilǝn billǝ bolƣandǝk umu mǝn bilǝn billǝ turƣanidi, Apamning ⱪorsiⱪidin qiⱪⱪandin tartipla tul hotunning yɵlǝnqüki bolup kǝldim),
(for from my infancy mercy grew with me, and it came out with me from my mother’s womb; )
19 Əgǝr kiyim-keqǝk kǝmlikidin ⱨalak bolay degǝn birigǝ, Yaki qapansiz bir yoⱪsulƣa ⱪarap olturƣan bolsam,
if I have looked down on him who was perishing because he had no clothing and the poor without any covering,
20 Əgǝr uning bǝlliri [kiyimsiz ⱪelip] manga bǝht tilimigǝn bolsa, Əgǝr u ⱪozilirimning yungida issinmiƣan bolsa,
if his sides have not blessed me, and if he were not warmed with the fleece of my sheep;
21 Əgǝr xǝⱨǝr dǝrwazisi aldida «[Ⱨɵküm qiⱪarƣanlar arisida] mening yɵlǝnqüküm bar» dǝp, Yetim-yesirlarƣa ziyankǝxlik ⱪilixⱪa ⱪol kɵtürgǝn bolsam,
if I have lifted up my hand over an orphan, even when it might seem to me that I have the advantage over him at the gate;
22 Undaⱪta mürǝm taƣiⱪidin ajrilip qüxsun! Bilikim ügisidin sunup kǝtsun!
then may my shoulder fall from its joint, and may my arm, with all its bones, be broken.
23 Qünki Tǝngri qüxürgǝn balayi’apǝt meni ⱪorⱪunqⱪa salmaⱪta idi, Uning ⱨǝywitidin undaⱪ ixlarni ⱪǝt’iy ⱪilalmayttim.
For I have always feared God, like waves flowing over me, whose weight I was unable to bear.
24 Əgǝr altunƣa ixinip uni ɵz tayanqim ⱪilƣan bolsam, Yaki sap altunƣa: «Yɵlǝnqükümsǝn!» degǝn bolsam,
If I have considered gold to be my strength, or if I have called purified gold ‘my Trust;’
25 Əgǝr bayliⱪlirim zor bolƣanliⱪidin, Yaki ⱪolum alƣan ƣǝniymǝttin xadlinip kǝtkǝn bolsam,
if I have rejoiced over my great success, and over the many things my hand has obtained;
26 Əgǝr mǝn ⱪuyaxning julasini qaqⱪanliⱪini kɵrüp, Yaki ayning aydingda mangƣanliⱪini kɵrüp,
if I gazed upon the sun when it shined and the moon advancing brightly,
27 Kɵnglüm astirtin azdurulƣan bolsa, Xundaⱪla [bularƣa qoⱪunup] aƣzim ⱪolumni sɵygǝn bolsa,
so that my heart rejoiced in secret and I kissed my hand with my mouth,
28 Bumu soraⱪqi aldida gunaⱨ dǝp ⱨesablinatti, Qünki xundaⱪ ⱪilƣan bolsam mǝn yuⱪirida turƣuqi Tǝngrigǝ wapasizliⱪ ⱪilƣan bolattim.
which is a very great iniquity and a denial against the most high God;
29 Əgǝr manga nǝprǝtlǝngǝn kixining ⱨalakitigǝ ⱪariƣinimda xadlinip kǝtkǝn bolsam, Bexiƣa külpǝt qüxkǝnlikidin huxal bolƣan bolsam —
if I have been glad at the ruin of him who hated me and have exulted that evil found him,
30 (Əmǝliyǝttǝ u tügǝxsun dǝp ⱪarƣap, uning ɵlümini tilǝp aƣzimni gunaⱨ ɵtküzüxkǝ yol ⱪoymiƣanmǝn)
for I have not been given my throat to sin by asking for a curse on his soul;
31 Əgǝr qedirimdikilǝr mǝn toƣruluⱪ: «Hojayinimizning dastihinidin yǝp toyunmiƣan ⱪeni kim bar?» demigǝn bolsa,
if the men around my tabernacle have not said: “He might give us some of his food, so that we will be filled,”
32 (Musapirlardin koqida ⱪalƣini ǝzǝldin yoⱪtur; Qünki ixikimni ⱨǝrdaim yoluqilarƣa eqip kǝlgǝnmǝn)
for the foreigner did not remain at the door, my door was open to the traveler;
33 Əgǝr Adǝm’atimizdǝk itaǝtsizliklirimni yapⱪan, Ⱪǝbiⱨlikimni kɵnglümgǝ yoxurƣan bolsam,
if, as man does, I have hidden my sin and have concealed my iniquity in my bosom;
34 Ⱨǝmdǝ xuning üqün pütkül halayiⱪ aldida uning axkarilinixidin ⱪorⱪup yürgǝn bolsam, jǝmiyǝtning kǝmsitixliri manga wǝⱨimǝ ⱪilƣan bolsa, Xuning bilǝn mǝn talaƣa qiⱪmay yürgǝn bolsam, ...
if I became frightened by an excessive crowd, and the disrespect of close relatives alarmed me, so that I would much rather have remained silent or have gone out the door;
35 — Aⱨ, manga ⱪulaⱪ salƣuqi birsi bolsidi! Mana, imzayimni ⱪoyup berǝy; Ⱨǝmmigǝ Ⱪadir manga jawab bǝrsun! Rǝⱪibim mening üstümdin ǝrz yazsun!
then, would he grant me a hearing, so that the Almighty would listen to my desire, and he who judges would himself write a book,
36 Xu ǝrzni zimmǝmgǝ artattim ǝmǝsmu? Qoⱪum tajlardǝk beximƣa kiyiwalattim.
which I would then carry on my shoulder and wrap around me like a crown?
37 Mǝn Uningƣa ⱪǝdǝmlirimning pütün sanini ⱨesablap berǝttim; Xaⱨzadidǝk mǝn Uning aldiƣa barattim.
With each of my steps, I would pronounce and offer it, as if to a prince.
38 Əgǝr ɵz etizlirim manga ⱪarxi guwaⱨ bolup quⱪan kɵtürsǝ, Uning qünǝkliri bilǝn birgǝ yiƣlaxsa,
So, if my land cries out against me, and if its furrows weep with it,
39 Qünki qiⱪarƣan mewisini ⱨǝⱪ tɵlimǝy yegǝn bolsam, Ⱨɵddigǝrlǝrni ⱨalsizlandurup nǝpisini tohtatⱪan bolsam,
if I have used its fruits for nothing but money and have afflicted the souls of its tillers,
40 Undaⱪta buƣdayning ornida xumbuya ɵssun! Arpining ornida mǝstǝk ɵssun. Mana xuning bilǝn [mǝn] Ayupning sɵzliri tamam wǝssalam!»
then, may thistles spring forth for me instead of grain, and thorns instead of barley. (This ended the words of Job.)

< Ayup 31 >