< Ayup 31 >
1 «Mǝn kɵzüm bilǝn ǝⱨdilǝxkǝn; Xuning üqün mǝn ⱪandaⱪmu ⱪizlarƣa ⱨǝwǝs ⱪilip kɵz taxlap yürǝy?
I made a covenant with mine eyes, and I will not think upon a virgin.
2 Undaⱪ ⱪilsam üstümdiki Tǝngridin alidiƣan nesiwǝm nemǝ bolar? Ⱨǝmmigǝ ⱪadirdin alidiƣan mirasim nemǝ bolar?
Now what portion has God given from above? and is there an inheritance [given] of the Mighty One from the highest?
3 Bu gunaⱨning nǝtijisi ⱨǝⱪⱪaniysizlarƣa bala-ⱪaza ǝmǝsmu? Ⱪǝbiⱨlik ⱪilƣanlarƣa külpǝt ǝmǝsmu?
Alas! destruction to the unrighteous, and rejection to them that do iniquity.
4 U mening yollirimni kɵrüp turidu ǝmǝsmu? Ⱨǝrbir ⱪǝdǝmlirimni sanap turidu ǝmǝsmu?
Will he not see my way, and number all my steps?
5 Əgǝr sahtiliⱪⱪa ⱨǝmraⱨ bolup mangƣan bolsam’idi! Əgǝr putum aldamqiliⱪ bilǝn billǝ boluxⱪa aldiriƣan bolsa,
But if I had gone with scorners, and if too my foot has hasted to deceit:
6 (Mǝn adilliⱪ mizaniƣa ⱪoyulƣan bolsam’idi! Undaⱪta Tǝngri ǝyibsizlikimdin hǝwǝr alalaytti!)
(for I am weighed in a just balance, and the Lord knows my innocence: )
7 Əgǝr ⱪǝdimim yoldin qiⱪⱪan bolsa, kɵnglüm kɵzümgǝ ǝgixip mangƣan bolsa, Əgǝr ⱪolumƣa ⱨǝrⱪandaⱪ daƣ qaplaxⱪan bolsa,
if my foot has turned aside out of the way, or if mine heart has followed mine eye, and if too I have touched gifts with my hands;
8 Undaⱪta mǝn teriƣanni baxⱪa birsi yesun! Bihlirim yulunup taxliwetilsun!
then let me sow, and let others eat; and let me be uprooted on the earth.
9 Əgǝr ⱪǝlbim mǝlum bir ayaldin azdurulƣan bolsa, Xu niyǝttǝ ⱪoxnamning ixik aldida paylap turƣan bolsam,
If my heart has gone forth after another man's wife, and if I laid wait at her doors;
10 Ɵz ayalim baxⱪilarning tügminini tartidiƣan küngǝ ⱪalsun, Baxⱪilar uni ayaⱪ asti ⱪilsun.
then let my wife also please another, and let my children be brought low.
11 Qünki bu ǝxǝddiy nomusluⱪ gunaⱨtur; U soraⱪqilar tǝripidin jazalinixi kerǝktur.
For the rage of anger is not to be controlled, [in the case] of defiling [another] man's wife.
12 [Bu gunaⱨ] bolsa adǝmni ⱨalak ⱪilƣuqi ottur; U mening barliⱪ tapⱪanlirimni yulup alƣan bolatti.
For it is a fire burning on every side, and whoever it attacks, it utterly destroys.
13 Əgǝr ⱪulumning yaki dedikimning manga ⱪarita ǝrzi bolƣan bolsa, Ularning dǝwasini kɵzümgǝ ilmiƣan bolsam,
And if too I despised the judgement of my servant or [my] handmaid, when they pleaded with me;
14 Undaⱪta Tǝngri meni soraⱪⱪa tartixⱪa ornidin turƣanda ⱪandaⱪ ⱪilimǝn? Əgǝr U mǝndin soal-soraⱪ alimǝn dǝp kǝlsǝ, Mǝn Uningƣa ⱪandaⱪ jawab berimǝn?
what then shall I do if the Lord should try me? and if also he should at all visit me, can I make an answer?
15 Meni baliyatⱪuda apiridǝ ⱪilƣuqi ularnimu apiridǝ ⱪilƣan ǝmǝsmu. Mǝn bilǝn u ikkimizni anilirimizning baliyatⱪusida tɵrǝldürgüqi bir ǝmǝsmu?
Were not they too formed as I also was formed in the womb? yes, we were formed in the same womb.
16 Əgǝr miskinlǝrni ɵz arzu-ümidliridin tosⱪan bolsam, Əgǝr tul hotunning kɵz nurini ⱪarangƣulaxturƣan bolsam,
But the helpless missed not whatever need they had, and I did not cause the eye of the widow to fail.
17 Yaki ɵzümning bir qixlǝm nenimni yalƣuz yegǝn bolsam, Uni yetim-yesir bilǝn billǝ yemigǝn bolsam
And if too I ate my morsel alone, and did not impart [of it] to the orphan;
18 (Əmǝliyǝttǝ yax waⱪtimdin tartip oƣli ata bilǝn billǝ bolƣandǝk umu mǝn bilǝn billǝ turƣanidi, Apamning ⱪorsiⱪidin qiⱪⱪandin tartipla tul hotunning yɵlǝnqüki bolup kǝldim),
(for I nourished [them] as a father from my youth and guided [them] from my mother's womb.)
19 Əgǝr kiyim-keqǝk kǝmlikidin ⱨalak bolay degǝn birigǝ, Yaki qapansiz bir yoⱪsulƣa ⱪarap olturƣan bolsam,
And if too I overlooked the naked as he was perishing, and did not clothe him;
20 Əgǝr uning bǝlliri [kiyimsiz ⱪelip] manga bǝht tilimigǝn bolsa, Əgǝr u ⱪozilirimning yungida issinmiƣan bolsa,
and if the poor did not bless me, and their shoulders were [not] warmed with the fleece of my lambs;
21 Əgǝr xǝⱨǝr dǝrwazisi aldida «[Ⱨɵküm qiⱪarƣanlar arisida] mening yɵlǝnqüküm bar» dǝp, Yetim-yesirlarƣa ziyankǝxlik ⱪilixⱪa ⱪol kɵtürgǝn bolsam,
if I lifted my hand against an orphan, trusting that my strength was far superior [to his]:
22 Undaⱪta mürǝm taƣiⱪidin ajrilip qüxsun! Bilikim ügisidin sunup kǝtsun!
let them my shoulder start from the blade-bone, and my arm be crushed off from the elbow.
23 Qünki Tǝngri qüxürgǝn balayi’apǝt meni ⱪorⱪunqⱪa salmaⱪta idi, Uning ⱨǝywitidin undaⱪ ixlarni ⱪǝt’iy ⱪilalmayttim.
For the fear of the Lord constrained me, and I can’t bear up by reason of his burden.
24 Əgǝr altunƣa ixinip uni ɵz tayanqim ⱪilƣan bolsam, Yaki sap altunƣa: «Yɵlǝnqükümsǝn!» degǝn bolsam,
If I made gold my treasure, and if too I trusted the precious stone;
25 Əgǝr bayliⱪlirim zor bolƣanliⱪidin, Yaki ⱪolum alƣan ƣǝniymǝttin xadlinip kǝtkǝn bolsam,
and if too I rejoiced when my wealth was abundant, and if too I laid my hand on innumerable [treasures]:
26 Əgǝr mǝn ⱪuyaxning julasini qaqⱪanliⱪini kɵrüp, Yaki ayning aydingda mangƣanliⱪini kɵrüp,
(do we not see the shining sun eclipsed, and the moon waning? for they have not [power to continue]: )
27 Kɵnglüm astirtin azdurulƣan bolsa, Xundaⱪla [bularƣa qoⱪunup] aƣzim ⱪolumni sɵygǝn bolsa,
and if my heart was secretly deceived, and if I have laid my hand upon my mouth and kissed it:
28 Bumu soraⱪqi aldida gunaⱨ dǝp ⱨesablinatti, Qünki xundaⱪ ⱪilƣan bolsam mǝn yuⱪirida turƣuqi Tǝngrigǝ wapasizliⱪ ⱪilƣan bolattim.
let this also then be reckoned to me as the greatest iniquity: for I [should] have lied against the Lord Most High.
29 Əgǝr manga nǝprǝtlǝngǝn kixining ⱨalakitigǝ ⱪariƣinimda xadlinip kǝtkǝn bolsam, Bexiƣa külpǝt qüxkǝnlikidin huxal bolƣan bolsam —
And if too I was glad at the fall of mine enemies, and mine heart said, Aha!
30 (Əmǝliyǝttǝ u tügǝxsun dǝp ⱪarƣap, uning ɵlümini tilǝp aƣzimni gunaⱨ ɵtküzüxkǝ yol ⱪoymiƣanmǝn)
let then mine ear hear my curse, and let me be a byword amongst my people in my affliction.
31 Əgǝr qedirimdikilǝr mǝn toƣruluⱪ: «Hojayinimizning dastihinidin yǝp toyunmiƣan ⱪeni kim bar?» demigǝn bolsa,
And if too my handmaids have often said, Oh that we might be satisfied with his flesh; (whereas I was very kind:
32 (Musapirlardin koqida ⱪalƣini ǝzǝldin yoⱪtur; Qünki ixikimni ⱨǝrdaim yoluqilarƣa eqip kǝlgǝnmǝn)
for the stranger did not lodge without, and my door was opened to every one that came: )
33 Əgǝr Adǝm’atimizdǝk itaǝtsizliklirimni yapⱪan, Ⱪǝbiⱨlikimni kɵnglümgǝ yoxurƣan bolsam,
or if too having sinned unintentionally, I hid my sin;
34 Ⱨǝmdǝ xuning üqün pütkül halayiⱪ aldida uning axkarilinixidin ⱪorⱪup yürgǝn bolsam, jǝmiyǝtning kǝmsitixliri manga wǝⱨimǝ ⱪilƣan bolsa, Xuning bilǝn mǝn talaƣa qiⱪmay yürgǝn bolsam, ...
(for I did not stand in awe of a great multitude, so as not to declare boldly before them: ) and if too I permitted a poor man to go out of my door with an empty bosom:
35 — Aⱨ, manga ⱪulaⱪ salƣuqi birsi bolsidi! Mana, imzayimni ⱪoyup berǝy; Ⱨǝmmigǝ Ⱪadir manga jawab bǝrsun! Rǝⱪibim mening üstümdin ǝrz yazsun!
(Oh that I had a hearer, ) and if I had not feared the hand of the Lord; and [as to] the written charge which I had against any one,
36 Xu ǝrzni zimmǝmgǝ artattim ǝmǝsmu? Qoⱪum tajlardǝk beximƣa kiyiwalattim.
I would place [it] as a chaplet on my shoulders, and read it.
37 Mǝn Uningƣa ⱪǝdǝmlirimning pütün sanini ⱨesablap berǝttim; Xaⱨzadidǝk mǝn Uning aldiƣa barattim.
And if I did not read it and return it, having taken nothing from the debtor:
38 Əgǝr ɵz etizlirim manga ⱪarxi guwaⱨ bolup quⱪan kɵtürsǝ, Uning qünǝkliri bilǝn birgǝ yiƣlaxsa,
If at any time the land groaned against me, and if its furrows mourned together;
39 Qünki qiⱪarƣan mewisini ⱨǝⱪ tɵlimǝy yegǝn bolsam, Ⱨɵddigǝrlǝrni ⱨalsizlandurup nǝpisini tohtatⱪan bolsam,
and if I ate its strength alone without price, and if I too grieved the heart of the owner of the soil, by taking [anything] from [him]:
40 Undaⱪta buƣdayning ornida xumbuya ɵssun! Arpining ornida mǝstǝk ɵssun. Mana xuning bilǝn [mǝn] Ayupning sɵzliri tamam wǝssalam!»
then let the nettle come up to me instead of wheat, and a bramble instead of barley. And Job ceased speaking.