Ayup 31
1 «Men közüm bilen ehdileshken; Shuning üchün men qandaqmu qizlargha hewes qilip köz tashlap yürey?
“I made a covenant with my eyes; how then should I look lustfully at a young woman?
2 Undaq qilsam üstümdiki Tengridin alidighan nésiwem néme bolar? Hemmige qadirdin alidighan mirasim néme bolar?
For what is the portion from God above, and the heritage from the Almighty on high?
3 Bu gunahning netijisi heqqaniysizlargha bala-qaza emesmu? Qebihlik qilghanlargha külpet emesmu?
Is it not calamity to the unrighteous, and disaster to the workers of iniquity?
4 U méning yollirimni körüp turidu emesmu? Herbir qedemlirimni sanap turidu emesmu?
Doesn’t he see my ways, and count all my steps?
5 Eger saxtiliqqa hemrah bolup mangghan bolsam’idi! Eger putum aldamchiliq bilen bille bolushqa aldirighan bolsa,
“If I have walked with falsehood, and my foot has hurried to deceit
6 (Men adilliq mizanigha qoyulghan bolsam’idi! Undaqta Tengri eyibsizlikimdin xewer alalaytti!)
(let me be weighed in an even balance, that God may know my integrity);
7 Eger qedimim yoldin chiqqan bolsa, könglüm közümge egiship mangghan bolsa, Eger qolumgha herqandaq dagh chaplashqan bolsa,
if my step has turned out of the way, if my heart walked after my eyes, if any defilement has stuck to my hands,
8 Undaqta men térighanni bashqa birsi yésun! Bixlirim yulunup tashliwétilsun!
then let me sow, and let another eat. Yes, let the produce of my field be rooted out.
9 Eger qelbim melum bir ayaldin azdurulghan bolsa, Shu niyette qoshnamning ishik aldida paylap turghan bolsam,
“If my heart has been enticed to a woman, and I have laid wait at my neighbor’s door,
10 Öz ayalim bashqilarning tügminini tartidighan kün’ge qalsun, Bashqilar uni ayaq asti qilsun.
then let my wife grind for another, and let others sleep with her.
11 Chünki bu esheddiy nomusluq gunahtur; U soraqchilar teripidin jazalinishi kérektur.
For that would be a heinous crime. Yes, it would be an iniquity to be punished by the judges,
12 [Bu gunah] bolsa ademni halak qilghuchi ottur; U méning barliq tapqanlirimni yulup alghan bolatti.
for it is a fire that consumes to destruction, and would root out all my increase.
13 Eger qulumning yaki dédikimning manga qarita erzi bolghan bolsa, Ularning dewasini közümge ilmighan bolsam,
“If I have despised the cause of my male servant or of my female servant, when they contended with me,
14 Undaqta Tengri méni soraqqa tartishqa ornidin turghanda qandaq qilimen? Eger U mendin soal-soraq alimen dep kelse, Men Uninggha qandaq jawab bérimen?
what then will I do when God rises up? When he visits, what will I answer him?
15 Méni baliyatquda apiride qilghuchi ularnimu apiride qilghan emesmu. Men bilen u ikkimizni anilirimizning baliyatqusida töreldürgüchi bir emesmu?
Didn’t he who made me in the womb make him? Didn’t one fashion us in the womb?
16 Eger miskinlerni öz arzu-ümidliridin tosqan bolsam, Eger tul xotunning köz nurini qarangghulashturghan bolsam,
“If I have withheld the poor from their desire, or have caused the eyes of the widow to fail,
17 Yaki özümning bir chishlem nénimni yalghuz yégen bolsam, Uni yétim-yésir bilen bille yémigen bolsam
or have eaten my morsel alone, and the fatherless has not eaten of it
18 (Emeliyette yash waqtimdin tartip oghli ata bilen bille bolghandek umu men bilen bille turghanidi, Apamning qorsiqidin chiqqandin tartipla tul xotunning yölenchüki bolup keldim),
(no, from my youth he grew up with me as with a father, I have guided her from my mother’s womb);
19 Eger kiyim-kéchek kemlikidin halak bolay dégen birige, Yaki chapansiz bir yoqsulgha qarap olturghan bolsam,
if I have seen any perish for want of clothing, or that the needy had no covering;
20 Eger uning belliri [kiyimsiz qélip] manga bext tilimigen bolsa, Eger u qozilirimning yungida issinmighan bolsa,
if his heart hasn’t blessed me, if he hasn’t been warmed with my sheep’s fleece;
21 Eger sheher derwazisi aldida «[Höküm chiqarghanlar arisida] méning yölenchüküm bar» dep, Yétim-yésirlargha ziyankeshlik qilishqa qol kötürgen bolsam,
if I have lifted up my hand against the fatherless, because I saw my help in the gate;
22 Undaqta mürem taghiqidin ajrilip chüshsun! Bilikim ügisidin sunup ketsun!
then let my shoulder fall from the shoulder blade, and my arm be broken from the bone.
23 Chünki Tengri chüshürgen balayi’apet méni qorqunchqa salmaqta idi, Uning heywitidin undaq ishlarni qet’iy qilalmayttim.
For calamity from God is a terror to me. Because of his majesty, I can do nothing.
24 Eger altun’gha ishinip uni öz tayanchim qilghan bolsam, Yaki sap altun’gha: «Yölenchükümsen!» dégen bolsam,
“If I have made gold my hope, and have said to the fine gold, ‘You are my confidence;’
25 Eger bayliqlirim zor bolghanliqidin, Yaki qolum alghan gheniymettin shadlinip ketken bolsam,
If I have rejoiced because my wealth was great, and because my hand had gotten much;
26 Eger men quyashning julasini chachqanliqini körüp, Yaki ayning aydingda mangghanliqini körüp,
if I have seen the sun when it shined, or the moon moving in splendor,
27 Könglüm astirtin azdurulghan bolsa, Shundaqla [bulargha choqunup] aghzim qolumni söygen bolsa,
and my heart has been secretly enticed, and my hand threw a kiss from my mouth;
28 Bumu soraqchi aldida gunah dep hésablinatti, Chünki shundaq qilghan bolsam men yuqirida turghuchi Tengrige wapasizliq qilghan bolattim.
this also would be an iniquity to be punished by the judges, for I would have denied the God who is above.
29 Eger manga nepretlen’gen kishining halakitige qarighinimda shadlinip ketken bolsam, Béshigha külpet chüshkenlikidin xushal bolghan bolsam —
“If I have rejoiced at the destruction of him who hated me, or lifted up myself when evil found him
30 (Emeliyette u tügeshsun dep qarghap, uning ölümini tilep aghzimni gunah ötküzüshke yol qoymighanmen)
(I have certainly not allowed my mouth to sin by asking his life with a curse);
31 Eger chédirimdikiler men toghruluq: «Xojayinimizning dastixinidin yep toyunmighan qéni kim bar?» démigen bolsa,
if the men of my tent have not said, ‘Who can find one who has not been filled with his meat?’
32 (Musapirlardin kochida qalghini ezeldin yoqtur; Chünki ishikimni herdaim yoluchilargha échip kelgenmen)
(the foreigner has not camped in the street, but I have opened my doors to the traveler);
33 Eger Adem’atimizdek itaetsizliklirimni yapqan, Qebihlikimni könglümge yoshurghan bolsam,
if like Adam I have covered my transgressions, by hiding my iniquity in my heart,
34 Hemde shuning üchün pütkül xalayiq aldida uning ashkarilinishidin qorqup yürgen bolsam, Jemiyetning kemsitishliri manga wehime qilghan bolsa, Shuning bilen men talagha chiqmay yürgen bolsam, ...
because I feared the great multitude, and the contempt of families terrified me, so that I kept silence, and didn’t go out of the door—
35 — Ah, manga qulaq salghuchi birsi bolsidi! Mana, imzayimni qoyup bérey; Hemmige Qadir manga jawab bersun! Reqibim méning üstümdin erz yazsun!
oh that I had one to hear me! Behold, here is my signature! Let the Almighty answer me! Let the accuser write my indictment!
36 Shu erzni zimmemge artattim emesmu? Choqum tajlardek béshimgha kiyiwalattim.
Surely I would carry it on my shoulder, and I would bind it to me as a crown.
37 Men Uninggha qedemlirimning pütün sanini hésablap bérettim; Shahzadidek men Uning aldigha barattim.
I would declare to him the number of my steps. I would go near to him like a prince.
38 Eger öz étizlirim manga qarshi guwah bolup chuqan kötürse, Uning chünekliri bilen birge yighlashsa,
If my land cries out against me, and its furrows weep together;
39 Chünki chiqarghan méwisini heq tölimey yégen bolsam, Höddigerlerni halsizlandurup nepisini toxtatqan bolsam,
if I have eaten its fruits without money, or have caused its owners to lose their life,
40 Undaqta bughdayning ornida shumbuya össun! Arpining ornida mestek össun. Mana shuning bilen [men] Ayupning sözliri tamam wessalam!»
let briers grow instead of wheat, and stinkweed instead of barley.” The words of Job are ended.
