Ayup 31
1 «Men közüm bilen ehdileshken; Shuning üchün men qandaqmu qizlargha hewes qilip köz tashlap yürey?
I reached an agreement with my eyes, that I would not so much as think about a virgin.
2 Undaq qilsam üstümdiki Tengridin alidighan nésiwem néme bolar? Hemmige qadirdin alidighan mirasim néme bolar?
For what portion should God from above hold for me, and what inheritance should the Almighty from on high keep?
3 Bu gunahning netijisi heqqaniysizlargha bala-qaza emesmu? Qebihlik qilghanlargha külpet emesmu?
Is not destruction held for the wicked and repudiation kept for those who work injustice?
4 U méning yollirimni körüp turidu emesmu? Herbir qedemlirimni sanap turidu emesmu?
Does he not examine my ways and number all my steps?
5 Eger saxtiliqqa hemrah bolup mangghan bolsam’idi! Eger putum aldamchiliq bilen bille bolushqa aldirighan bolsa,
If I have walked in vanity, or if my foot has hurried towards deceitfulness,
6 (Men adilliq mizanigha qoyulghan bolsam’idi! Undaqta Tengri eyibsizlikimdin xewer alalaytti!)
let him weigh me in a just balance, and let God know my simplicity.
7 Eger qedimim yoldin chiqqan bolsa, könglüm közümge egiship mangghan bolsa, Eger qolumgha herqandaq dagh chaplashqan bolsa,
If my steps have turned aside from the way, or if my heart has followed my eyes, or if a blemish has clung to my hands,
8 Undaqta men térighanni bashqa birsi yésun! Bixlirim yulunup tashliwétilsun!
then may I sow, and let another consume, and let my offspring be eradicated.
9 Eger qelbim melum bir ayaldin azdurulghan bolsa, Shu niyette qoshnamning ishik aldida paylap turghan bolsam,
If my heart has been deceived over a woman, or if I have waited in ambush at my friend’s door,
10 Öz ayalim bashqilarning tügminini tartidighan kün’ge qalsun, Bashqilar uni ayaq asti qilsun.
then let my wife be the harlot of another, and let other men lean over her.
11 Chünki bu esheddiy nomusluq gunahtur; U soraqchilar teripidin jazalinishi kérektur.
For this is a crime and a very great injustice.
12 [Bu gunah] bolsa ademni halak qilghuchi ottur; U méning barliq tapqanlirimni yulup alghan bolatti.
It is a fire devouring all the way to perdition, and it roots out all that springs forth.
13 Eger qulumning yaki dédikimning manga qarita erzi bolghan bolsa, Ularning dewasini közümge ilmighan bolsam,
If I have despised being subject to judgment with my servant or my maid, when they had any complaint against me,
14 Undaqta Tengri méni soraqqa tartishqa ornidin turghanda qandaq qilimen? Eger U mendin soal-soraq alimen dep kelse, Men Uninggha qandaq jawab bérimen?
then what will I do when God rises to judge, and, when he inquires, how will I respond to him?
15 Méni baliyatquda apiride qilghuchi ularnimu apiride qilghan emesmu. Men bilen u ikkimizni anilirimizning baliyatqusida töreldürgüchi bir emesmu?
Is not he who created me in the womb, also he who labored to make him? And did not one and the same form me in the womb?
16 Eger miskinlerni öz arzu-ümidliridin tosqan bolsam, Eger tul xotunning köz nurini qarangghulashturghan bolsam,
If I have denied the poor what they wanted and have made the eyes of the widow wait;
17 Yaki özümning bir chishlem nénimni yalghuz yégen bolsam, Uni yétim-yésir bilen bille yémigen bolsam
if I have eaten my morsel of food alone, while orphans have not eaten from it;
18 (Emeliyette yash waqtimdin tartip oghli ata bilen bille bolghandek umu men bilen bille turghanidi, Apamning qorsiqidin chiqqandin tartipla tul xotunning yölenchüki bolup keldim),
(for from my infancy mercy grew with me, and it came out with me from my mother’s womb; )
19 Eger kiyim-kéchek kemlikidin halak bolay dégen birige, Yaki chapansiz bir yoqsulgha qarap olturghan bolsam,
if I have looked down on him who was perishing because he had no clothing and the poor without any covering,
20 Eger uning belliri [kiyimsiz qélip] manga bext tilimigen bolsa, Eger u qozilirimning yungida issinmighan bolsa,
if his sides have not blessed me, and if he were not warmed with the fleece of my sheep;
21 Eger sheher derwazisi aldida «[Höküm chiqarghanlar arisida] méning yölenchüküm bar» dep, Yétim-yésirlargha ziyankeshlik qilishqa qol kötürgen bolsam,
if I have lifted up my hand over an orphan, even when it might seem to me that I have the advantage over him at the gate;
22 Undaqta mürem taghiqidin ajrilip chüshsun! Bilikim ügisidin sunup ketsun!
then may my shoulder fall from its joint, and may my arm, with all its bones, be broken.
23 Chünki Tengri chüshürgen balayi’apet méni qorqunchqa salmaqta idi, Uning heywitidin undaq ishlarni qet’iy qilalmayttim.
For I have always feared God, like waves flowing over me, whose weight I was unable to bear.
24 Eger altun’gha ishinip uni öz tayanchim qilghan bolsam, Yaki sap altun’gha: «Yölenchükümsen!» dégen bolsam,
If I have considered gold to be my strength, or if I have called purified gold ‘my Trust;’
25 Eger bayliqlirim zor bolghanliqidin, Yaki qolum alghan gheniymettin shadlinip ketken bolsam,
if I have rejoiced over my great success, and over the many things my hand has obtained;
26 Eger men quyashning julasini chachqanliqini körüp, Yaki ayning aydingda mangghanliqini körüp,
if I gazed upon the sun when it shined and the moon advancing brightly,
27 Könglüm astirtin azdurulghan bolsa, Shundaqla [bulargha choqunup] aghzim qolumni söygen bolsa,
so that my heart rejoiced in secret and I kissed my hand with my mouth,
28 Bumu soraqchi aldida gunah dep hésablinatti, Chünki shundaq qilghan bolsam men yuqirida turghuchi Tengrige wapasizliq qilghan bolattim.
which is a very great iniquity and a denial against the most high God;
29 Eger manga nepretlen’gen kishining halakitige qarighinimda shadlinip ketken bolsam, Béshigha külpet chüshkenlikidin xushal bolghan bolsam —
if I have been glad at the ruin of him who hated me and have exulted that evil found him,
30 (Emeliyette u tügeshsun dep qarghap, uning ölümini tilep aghzimni gunah ötküzüshke yol qoymighanmen)
for I have not been given my throat to sin by asking for a curse on his soul;
31 Eger chédirimdikiler men toghruluq: «Xojayinimizning dastixinidin yep toyunmighan qéni kim bar?» démigen bolsa,
if the men around my tabernacle have not said: “He might give us some of his food, so that we will be filled,”
32 (Musapirlardin kochida qalghini ezeldin yoqtur; Chünki ishikimni herdaim yoluchilargha échip kelgenmen)
for the foreigner did not remain at the door, my door was open to the traveler;
33 Eger Adem’atimizdek itaetsizliklirimni yapqan, Qebihlikimni könglümge yoshurghan bolsam,
if, as man does, I have hidden my sin and have concealed my iniquity in my bosom;
34 Hemde shuning üchün pütkül xalayiq aldida uning ashkarilinishidin qorqup yürgen bolsam, Jemiyetning kemsitishliri manga wehime qilghan bolsa, Shuning bilen men talagha chiqmay yürgen bolsam, ...
if I became frightened by an excessive crowd, and the disrespect of close relatives alarmed me, so that I would much rather have remained silent or have gone out the door;
35 — Ah, manga qulaq salghuchi birsi bolsidi! Mana, imzayimni qoyup bérey; Hemmige Qadir manga jawab bersun! Reqibim méning üstümdin erz yazsun!
then, would he grant me a hearing, so that the Almighty would listen to my desire, and he who judges would himself write a book,
36 Shu erzni zimmemge artattim emesmu? Choqum tajlardek béshimgha kiyiwalattim.
which I would then carry on my shoulder and wrap around me like a crown?
37 Men Uninggha qedemlirimning pütün sanini hésablap bérettim; Shahzadidek men Uning aldigha barattim.
With each of my steps, I would pronounce and offer it, as if to a prince.
38 Eger öz étizlirim manga qarshi guwah bolup chuqan kötürse, Uning chünekliri bilen birge yighlashsa,
So, if my land cries out against me, and if its furrows weep with it,
39 Chünki chiqarghan méwisini heq tölimey yégen bolsam, Höddigerlerni halsizlandurup nepisini toxtatqan bolsam,
if I have used its fruits for nothing but money and have afflicted the souls of its tillers,
40 Undaqta bughdayning ornida shumbuya össun! Arpining ornida mestek össun. Mana shuning bilen [men] Ayupning sözliri tamam wessalam!»
then, may thistles spring forth for me instead of grain, and thorns instead of barley. (This ended the words of Job.)
