Ayup 31

1 «Men közüm bilen ehdileshken; Shuning üchün men qandaqmu qizlargha hewes qilip köz tashlap yürey?

“I have made a covenant with my eyes. How then could I gaze with desire at a virgin?

2 Undaq qilsam üstümdiki Tengridin alidighan nésiwem néme bolar? Hemmige qadirdin alidighan mirasim néme bolar?

For what is the allotment of God from above, or the heritage from the Almighty on high?

3 Bu gunahning netijisi heqqaniysizlargha bala-qaza emesmu? Qebihlik qilghanlargha külpet emesmu?

Does not disaster come to the unjust and calamity to the workers of iniquity?

4 U méning yollirimni körüp turidu emesmu? Herbir qedemlirimni sanap turidu emesmu?

Does He not see my ways and count my every step?

5 Eger saxtiliqqa hemrah bolup mangghan bolsam’idi! Eger putum aldamchiliq bilen bille bolushqa aldirighan bolsa,

If I have walked in falsehood or my foot has rushed to deceit,

6 (Men adilliq mizanigha qoyulghan bolsam’idi! Undaqta Tengri eyibsizlikimdin xewer alalaytti!)

let God weigh me with honest scales, that He may know my integrity.

7 Eger qedimim yoldin chiqqan bolsa, könglüm közümge egiship mangghan bolsa, Eger qolumgha herqandaq dagh chaplashqan bolsa,

If my steps have turned from the path, if my heart has followed my eyes, or if impurity has stuck to my hands,

8 Undaqta men térighanni bashqa birsi yésun! Bixlirim yulunup tashliwétilsun!

then may another eat what I have sown, and may my crops be uprooted.

9 Eger qelbim melum bir ayaldin azdurulghan bolsa, Shu niyette qoshnamning ishik aldida paylap turghan bolsam,

If my heart has been enticed by my neighbor’s wife, or I have lurked at his door,

10 Öz ayalim bashqilarning tügminini tartidighan kün’ge qalsun, Bashqilar uni ayaq asti qilsun.

then may my own wife grind grain for another, and may other men sleep with her.

11 Chünki bu esheddiy nomusluq gunahtur; U soraqchilar teripidin jazalinishi kérektur.

For that would be a heinous crime, an iniquity to be judged.

12 [Bu gunah] bolsa ademni halak qilghuchi ottur; U méning barliq tapqanlirimni yulup alghan bolatti.

For it is a fire that burns down to Abaddon; it would root out my entire harvest.

13 Eger qulumning yaki dédikimning manga qarita erzi bolghan bolsa, Ularning dewasini közümge ilmighan bolsam,

If I have rejected the cause of my manservant or maidservant when they made a complaint against me,

14 Undaqta Tengri méni soraqqa tartishqa ornidin turghanda qandaq qilimen? Eger U mendin soal-soraq alimen dep kelse, Men Uninggha qandaq jawab bérimen?

what will I do when God rises to judge? How will I answer when called to account?

15 Méni baliyatquda apiride qilghuchi ularnimu apiride qilghan emesmu. Men bilen u ikkimizni anilirimizning baliyatqusida töreldürgüchi bir emesmu?

Did not He who made me in the womb also make them? Did not the same One form us in the womb?

16 Eger miskinlerni öz arzu-ümidliridin tosqan bolsam, Eger tul xotunning köz nurini qarangghulashturghan bolsam,

If I have denied the desires of the poor or allowed the widow’s eyes to fail,

17 Yaki özümning bir chishlem nénimni yalghuz yégen bolsam, Uni yétim-yésir bilen bille yémigen bolsam

if I have eaten my morsel alone, not sharing it with the fatherless—

18 (Emeliyette yash waqtimdin tartip oghli ata bilen bille bolghandek umu men bilen bille turghanidi, Apamning qorsiqidin chiqqandin tartipla tul xotunning yölenchüki bolup keldim),

though from my youth I reared him as would a father, and from my mother’s womb I guided the widow—

19 Eger kiyim-kéchek kemlikidin halak bolay dégen birige, Yaki chapansiz bir yoqsulgha qarap olturghan bolsam,

if I have seen one perish for lack of clothing, or a needy man without a cloak,

20 Eger uning belliri [kiyimsiz qélip] manga bext tilimigen bolsa, Eger u qozilirimning yungida issinmighan bolsa,

if his heart has not blessed me for warming him with the fleece of my sheep,

21 Eger sheher derwazisi aldida «[Höküm chiqarghanlar arisida] méning yölenchüküm bar» dep, Yétim-yésirlargha ziyankeshlik qilishqa qol kötürgen bolsam,

if I have lifted up my hand against the fatherless because I saw that I had support in the gate,

22 Undaqta mürem taghiqidin ajrilip chüshsun! Bilikim ügisidin sunup ketsun!

then may my arm fall from my shoulder and be torn from its socket.

23 Chünki Tengri chüshürgen balayi’apet méni qorqunchqa salmaqta idi, Uning heywitidin undaq ishlarni qet’iy qilalmayttim.

For calamity from God terrifies me, and His splendor I cannot overpower.

24 Eger altun’gha ishinip uni öz tayanchim qilghan bolsam, Yaki sap altun’gha: «Yölenchükümsen!» dégen bolsam,

If I have put my trust in gold or called pure gold my security,

25 Eger bayliqlirim zor bolghanliqidin, Yaki qolum alghan gheniymettin shadlinip ketken bolsam,

if I have rejoiced in my great wealth because my hand had gained so much,

26 Eger men quyashning julasini chachqanliqini körüp, Yaki ayning aydingda mangghanliqini körüp,

if I have beheld the sun in its radiance or the moon moving in splendor,

27 Könglüm astirtin azdurulghan bolsa, Shundaqla [bulargha choqunup] aghzim qolumni söygen bolsa,

so that my heart was secretly enticed and my hand threw a kiss from my mouth,

28 Bumu soraqchi aldida gunah dep hésablinatti, Chünki shundaq qilghan bolsam men yuqirida turghuchi Tengrige wapasizliq qilghan bolattim.

this would also be an iniquity to be judged, for I would have denied God on high.

29 Eger manga nepretlen’gen kishining halakitige qarighinimda shadlinip ketken bolsam, Béshigha külpet chüshkenlikidin xushal bolghan bolsam —

If I have rejoiced in my enemy’s ruin, or exulted when evil befell him—

30 (Emeliyette u tügeshsun dep qarghap, uning ölümini tilep aghzimni gunah ötküzüshke yol qoymighanmen)

I have not allowed my mouth to sin by asking for his life with a curse—

31 Eger chédirimdikiler men toghruluq: «Xojayinimizning dastixinidin yep toyunmighan qéni kim bar?» démigen bolsa,

if the men of my house have not said, ‘Who is there who has not had his fill?’—

32 (Musapirlardin kochida qalghini ezeldin yoqtur; Chünki ishikimni herdaim yoluchilargha échip kelgenmen)

but no stranger had to lodge on the street, for my door has been open to the traveler—

33 Eger Adem’atimizdek itaetsizliklirimni yapqan, Qebihlikimni könglümge yoshurghan bolsam,

if I have covered my transgressions like Adam by hiding my guilt in my heart,

34 Hemde shuning üchün pütkül xalayiq aldida uning ashkarilinishidin qorqup yürgen bolsam, Jemiyetning kemsitishliri manga wehime qilghan bolsa, Shuning bilen men talagha chiqmay yürgen bolsam, ...

because I greatly feared the crowds and the contempt of the clans terrified me, so that I kept silent and would not go outside—

35 — Ah, manga qulaq salghuchi birsi bolsidi! Mana, imzayimni qoyup bérey; Hemmige Qadir manga jawab bersun! Reqibim méning üstümdin erz yazsun!

(Oh, that I had one to hear me! Here is my signature. Let the Almighty answer me; let my accuser compose an indictment.

36 Shu erzni zimmemge artattim emesmu? Choqum tajlardek béshimgha kiyiwalattim.

Surely I would carry it on my shoulder and wear it like a crown.

37 Men Uninggha qedemlirimning pütün sanini hésablap bérettim; Shahzadidek men Uning aldigha barattim.

I would give account of all my steps; I would approach Him like a prince.)—

38 Eger öz étizlirim manga qarshi guwah bolup chuqan kötürse, Uning chünekliri bilen birge yighlashsa,

if my land cries out against me and its furrows weep together,

39 Chünki chiqarghan méwisini heq tölimey yégen bolsam, Höddigerlerni halsizlandurup nepisini toxtatqan bolsam,

if I have devoured its produce without payment or broken the spirit of its tenants,

40 Undaqta bughdayning ornida shumbuya össun! Arpining ornida mestek össun. Mana shuning bilen [men] Ayupning sözliri tamam wessalam!»

then let briers grow instead of wheat and stinkweed instead of barley.” Thus conclude the words of Job.