Ayuub 10
1 Naftaydu noloshadayday la daallan tahay, Oo joojinla'aan waan ku sii caban doonaa, Oo qadhaadhka naftayda waan ku hadli doonaa.
“My soul has been weary of my life, I leave off my talking to myself, I speak in the bitterness of my soul.
2 Waxaan Ilaah ku odhan doonaa, Ha i xukumine. Bal waxaad i tustaa waxa aad aawadood iila diriraysid.
I say to God, Do not condemn me, Let me know why You strive [with] me.
3 Bal miyey kuu wanaagsan tahay inaad cidhiidhisid Oo aad quudhsatid shuqulkii gacantaada, Oo haddana aad iftiimisid kuwa sharka ah taladooda?
Is it good for You that You oppress? That You despise the labor of Your hands, And shine on the counsel of the wicked?
4 Ma waxaad leedahay indho binu-aadmi, Mase sida dadkaad wax u aragtaa?
Do you have eyes of flesh? Do You see as man sees?
5 Wakhtigaagu ma sida wakhtiga dadkoo kalaa? Cimrigaaguse ma sida cimriga dadkoo kalaa?
[Are] Your days as the days of man? Your years as the days of a man?
6 Oo bal ma sidaas daraaddeed baad xumaantayda u daba joogtaa, Oo aad dembigayga u baadhaysaa,
That You inquire for my iniquity, And seek for my sin?
7 In kastoo aad ogtahay inaanan sharrow ahayn, Oo uusan jirin mid gacantaada iga samatabbixinaya?
For You know that I am not wicked, And there is no deliverer from Your hand.
8 Gacmahaaga ayaa i qabanqaabiyey oo i dhisay dhammaantay, Laakiin haddana intaad igu soo jeesato ayaad i duminaysaa.
Your hands have taken pains about me, And they make me together all around, And You swallow me up!
9 Bal xusuuso waan ku baryayaaye inaad ii dhoobtay sidii wax dhoobo laga sameeyey, Haddaba ma boodhkaad dib iigu celinaysaa?
Please remember That You have made me as clay, And You bring me back to dust.
10 War sow sidii caano iima aadan daadin, Oo sidii gadhoodh oo kale sow iigama aadan dhigin?
Do You not pour me out as milk? And curdle me as cheese?
11 Waxaad i huwisay harag iyo hilib, Oo waxaad dhammaantay igu dhistay lafo iyo seedo.
Skin and flesh You put on me, And fence me with bones and sinews.
12 Waxaad i siisay nolol iyo raallinimo, Oo booqashadaadiina waxay xannaanaysay ruuxayga.
Life and kindness You have done with me. And Your inspection has preserved my spirit.
13 Laakiin waxyaalahaas qalbigaaga waad ku qarisay; Oo waan ogahay in taasu ay kugu jirto.
And these You have laid up in Your heart, I have known that this [is] with You.
14 Haddaan dembaabo waad iska kay fiirsataa, Oo ma aad caddaysid inaan dembi la'ahay.
If I sinned, then You have observed me, And do not acquit me from my iniquity,
15 Haddaan sharrow ahay, anaa iska hoogay, Oo haddaan xaq ahayna, innaba madaxayga kor u qaadi maayo Anigoo ceeb ka buuxa Oo dhibaatadayda fiirinaya.
If I have done wickedly—woe to me, And righteously—I do not lift up my head, Full of shame—then see my affliction,
16 Oo haddii madaxaygu kor isu qaadona, waxaad ii ugaadhsataa sida libaax oo kale, Oo haddana wax laga yaabo ayaad igu samaysaa.
And it rises—as a lion You hunt me. And You turn back—You show Yourself wonderful in me.
17 Waxaad ii keensataa markhaatiyaal cusub, Oo dhirifkaagana waad igu sii kordhisaa, Oo hadba waxaad igu soo daysaa col iyo belaayo isu kay bedbeddela.
You renew Your witnesses against me, and multiply Your anger with me, Changes and warfare [are] with me.
18 Bal maxaad iiga soo bixisay uurkii hooyaday? Waxaa wanaagsanaan lahayd in naftu iga baxdo iyadoo aan iluna i arag!
And why from the womb Have You brought me forth? I expire, and the eye does not see me.
19 Waxaa igu habboonaan lahayd inaan ahaado sidii wax aan jirin, Oo waxaa ii roonaan lahayd in qabriga la ii qaado isla markii aan uurka hooyaday ka soo baxay.
I am as [if] I had not been, I am brought from the belly to the grave,
20 War cimriga noloshaydu sow wax yar ma aha? Haddaba iska kay daa Oo i dhaaf, aan in yar nastee,
Are my days not few? Cease then, and put from me, And I brighten up a little,
21 Intaanan tegin meesha aanan ka soo noqonayn, Oo ah dalka gudcur iyo hooska dhimashada,
Before I go, and do not return, To a land of darkness and death-shade,
22 Kaasoo ah gudcur qaro weyn oo ah sida mugdi dam ah, Dalkaas oo ah hooska dhimashada, oo aan innaba nidaam lahayn, Halkaas oo iftiinku yahay sida mugdi oo kale.
A land of obscurity as thick darkness, Death-shade—and no order, And the shining [is] as thick darkness.”
