Ayuub 10
1 Naftaydu noloshadayday la daallan tahay, Oo joojinla'aan waan ku sii caban doonaa, Oo qadhaadhka naftayda waan ku hadli doonaa.
I hate my life! Let me speak freely about my complaints—I can't keep my bitterness to myself.
2 Waxaan Ilaah ku odhan doonaa, Ha i xukumine. Bal waxaad i tustaa waxa aad aawadood iila diriraysid.
I will tell God, “Don't just condemn me—tell me what you have against me.
3 Bal miyey kuu wanaagsan tahay inaad cidhiidhisid Oo aad quudhsatid shuqulkii gacantaada, Oo haddana aad iftiimisid kuwa sharka ah taladooda?
Do you enjoy accusing me? Why do you reject me, someone you made with your own hands, and yet smile on the scheming of the wicked?
4 Ma waxaad leedahay indho binu-aadmi, Mase sida dadkaad wax u aragtaa?
Do you have human eyes? Do you see like human beings do?
5 Wakhtigaagu ma sida wakhtiga dadkoo kalaa? Cimrigaaguse ma sida cimriga dadkoo kalaa?
Is your life as short as mortal beings? Are your years as brief as those of humanity,
6 Oo bal ma sidaas daraaddeed baad xumaantayda u daba joogtaa, Oo aad dembigayga u baadhaysaa,
that you have to examine my wrongs and investigate my sins?
7 In kastoo aad ogtahay inaanan sharrow ahayn, Oo uusan jirin mid gacantaada iga samatabbixinaya?
Even though you know I'm not guilty, no one can save me from you.
8 Gacmahaaga ayaa i qabanqaabiyey oo i dhisay dhammaantay, Laakiin haddana intaad igu soo jeesato ayaad i duminaysaa.
You made me and shaped me with your own hands, and yet you destroy me.
9 Bal xusuuso waan ku baryayaaye inaad ii dhoobtay sidii wax dhoobo laga sameeyey, Haddaba ma boodhkaad dib iigu celinaysaa?
Remember that you shaped me like a piece of clay—are you now going to turn me back into dust?
10 War sow sidii caano iima aadan daadin, Oo sidii gadhoodh oo kale sow iigama aadan dhigin?
You poured me out like milk, you curdled me like cheese.
11 Waxaad i huwisay harag iyo hilib, Oo waxaad dhammaantay igu dhistay lafo iyo seedo.
You clothed me with skin and flesh; you wove my body together with bones and muscles.
12 Waxaad i siisay nolol iyo raallinimo, Oo booqashadaadiina waxay xannaanaysay ruuxayga.
You granted me life and showed me your kindness; you have taken great care of me.
13 Laakiin waxyaalahaas qalbigaaga waad ku qarisay; Oo waan ogahay in taasu ay kugu jirto.
But you kept these things hidden in your heart. I know your purpose was
14 Haddaan dembaabo waad iska kay fiirsataa, Oo ma aad caddaysid inaan dembi la'ahay.
to watch me, and if I sinned, then you would not forgive my wrongs.
15 Haddaan sharrow ahay, anaa iska hoogay, Oo haddaan xaq ahayna, innaba madaxayga kor u qaadi maayo Anigoo ceeb ka buuxa Oo dhibaatadayda fiirinaya.
If I'm guilty I'm in trouble, if I'm innocent I can't hold my head high because I'm totally disgraced as I look at my sufferings.
16 Oo haddii madaxaygu kor isu qaadona, waxaad ii ugaadhsataa sida libaax oo kale, Oo haddana wax laga yaabo ayaad igu samaysaa.
If I do hold my head high you hunt me down like a lion, showing how powerful you are in hurting me.
17 Waxaad ii keensataa markhaatiyaal cusub, Oo dhirifkaagana waad igu sii kordhisaa, Oo hadba waxaad igu soo daysaa col iyo belaayo isu kay bedbeddela.
You repeat your arguments against me, you pour out more and more of your anger against me, you send fresh armies against me.
18 Bal maxaad iiga soo bixisay uurkii hooyaday? Waxaa wanaagsanaan lahayd in naftu iga baxdo iyadoo aan iluna i arag!
So why did you allow me to be born? I wish that I had died, and nobody had ever seen me!
19 Waxaa igu habboonaan lahayd inaan ahaado sidii wax aan jirin, Oo waxaa ii roonaan lahayd in qabriga la ii qaado isla markii aan uurka hooyaday ka soo baxay.
It would have been better if I had never existed, taken straight from the womb to the grave.
20 War cimriga noloshaydu sow wax yar ma aha? Haddaba iska kay daa Oo i dhaaf, aan in yar nastee,
I only have a few days left, so why don't you leave me alone so I can have a little peace
21 Intaanan tegin meesha aanan ka soo noqonayn, Oo ah dalka gudcur iyo hooska dhimashada,
before I go to where I shall never return from, the land of darkness and the shadow of death—
22 Kaasoo ah gudcur qaro weyn oo ah sida mugdi dam ah, Dalkaas oo ah hooska dhimashada, oo aan innaba nidaam lahayn, Halkaas oo iftiinku yahay sida mugdi oo kale.
the land of total darkness where death's shadow lies, a place of chaos where light itself is darkness.”
