< Psalmi 38 >
1 Psalm Davidov za spomin. Gospod, v srdu svojem ne dólži me, in v togoti svoji ne pokôri me.
A psalm of David, for a memorial. Lord, please don't condemn me because you're angry with me; don't punish me because you're furious with me!
2 Ker pušice tvoje so zasajene v mé, in nadme si spustil roko svojo.
Your arrows have pierced me deeply, your hand has come down hard on me.
3 Nič celega ni na mesu mojem zavoljo srdú tvojega; mirú ni v mojih kostéh zavoljo greha mojega.
Because you're so upset with me, not a single part of my body is healthy; I am completely sick because of my sins.
4 Ker krivice moje presezajo glavo mojo, kakor težko breme; pretežke so, da bi jih prenašati mogel.
I'm drowning in guilt—the burden is too heavy to bear.
5 Segnjile so in usmradile se bule moje, zavoljo nespameti moje.
My wounds are infected—they're smelling—all because of my stupidity.
6 Mučim se, krivim se presilno, ves dan pohajam v črni obleki.
I am bent over, doubled up in pain. The whole day I walk around crying my eyes out.
7 Ker drob moj je poln prisada, tako da ni nič celega na mesu mojem.
Inside I'm burning up with fever; no part of my body is healthy.
8 Oslabljen sem in potrt presilno; tulim od stokanja svojega srca.
I'm worn out, totally down. I groan because of the anguish I feel in my heart.
9 Gospod, pred teboj je vse hrepenenje moje; in zdihovanje ni ti skrito.
Lord, you know what I desperately want, you hear every sigh I make.
10 Srce moje utriplje, zapušča me moja krepost, in luč mojih očî, tudi one niso v moji oblasti.
My heart is racing, leaving me with no strength; my eyesight is failing.
11 Prijátelji moji in bližnji moji stojé nadlogi moji nasproti, in sorodniki moji stojé od daleč.
My loved ones and my friends don't come near me because they're afraid of what I've got. Even my family keeps me at a distance.
12 Stavijo pa zanke, kateri iščejo duše moje: in kateri iščejo hudega meni, govoré nadloge in izmišljajo ves dan zvijače.
Those who are trying to kill me set traps for me; those who want to hurt me make threats against me, working on their deceitful schemes all day long.
13 Jaz pa jih ne slišim kakor gluh, in kakor nem ne odprem svojih ust.
I act as if I'm deaf to what they're saying, and pretend to be dumb so I don't have to speak.
14 Ampak sem kakor ón, ki ne sliši, in kateremu ní dokazov v ustih.
Like a man who can't hear, and who doesn't reply—that's me!
15 Ker tebe čakam, Gospod; da me ti uslišiš, Gospod, Bog moj.
For I'm waiting on you, Lord! You will answer for me, my Lord and my God.
16 Ker pravim: Naj se ne radujejo nad menoj; ko omahuje noga moja, naj se ne povzdigujejo proti meni,
I'm asking you, Lord, please don't let my enemies gloat over me, don't let them be glad when I trip up.
17 Ako bodem jaz za omahnenje pripravljen, in bolečina moja bode vedno pred mano.
For I'm about ready to collapse—the pain never stops.
18 Ker krivico svojo oznanjam, skrbi me moj greh.
I do confess my sins; I am terribly sorry for what I've done.
19 Neprijatelji pa moji krepčajo se živi, in množijo se, kateri me sovražijo iz krivih vzrokov.
I have many powerful enemies—they are very active, hating me for no reason.
20 In vračajoč hudo za dobro nasprotujejo mi, zato ker hodim za dobrim.
They pay me back evil for good; they accuse me for the good I try to do.
21 Ne zapústi me, Gospod, Bog moj; ne bivaj daleč od mene.
Don't give up on me, my Lord and my God, don't stay away from me.
22 Hiti na pomoč mojo, Gospod, blaginja moja!
Hurry, come and help me, Lord my salvation.