Psalmi 38
1 Oh Gospod, ne oštevaj me v svojem besu niti me ne karaj v svojem silnem nezadovoljstvu.
A Psalm of David, for remembrance. O LORD, do not rebuke me in Your anger or discipline me in Your wrath.
2 Kajti tvoje puščice trdno tičijo v meni in tvoja roka me boleče pritiska.
For Your arrows have pierced me deeply, and Your hand has pressed down on me.
3 Zaradi tvoje jeze na mojem mesu ni zdravja niti ni v mojih kosteh zaradi mojega greha nobenega počitka.
There is no soundness in my body because of Your anger; there is no rest in my bones because of my sin.
4 Kajti moje krivičnosti so presegle mojo glavo, kakor težko breme so zame pretežke.
For my iniquities have overwhelmed me; they are a burden too heavy to bear.
5 Moje rane zaudarjajo in so okužene zaradi moje nespametnosti.
My wounds are foul and festering because of my sinful folly.
6 Zaskrbljen sem, silno sem sklonjen, ves dan hodim in žalujem.
I am bent and brought low; all day long I go about mourning.
7 Kajti moja ledja so napolnjena z gnusno boleznijo in zdravja ni na mojem mesu.
For my loins are full of burning pain, and no soundness remains in my body.
8 Slaboten sem in boleče zlomljen, vpil sem zaradi nemira v svojem srcu.
I am numb and badly crushed; I groan in anguish of heart.
9 Gospod, pred teboj je vse moje hrepenenje in moje stokanje ni skrito pred teboj.
O Lord, my every desire is before You; my groaning is not hidden from You.
10 Moje srce trepeta, moja moč me zapušča. Glede svetlobe mojih oči, je tudi ta odšla od mene.
My heart pounds, my strength fails, and even the light of my eyes has faded.
11 Moji ljubi in moji prijatelji stojijo daleč stran od moje rane in moji sorodniki stojijo daleč stran.
My beloved and friends shun my disease, and my kinsmen stand at a distance.
12 Tudi tisti, ki mi strežejo po življenju, zame postavljajo zanke in tisti, ki iščejo mojo bolečino, govorijo pogubne stvari in si ves dan domišljajo prevare.
Those who seek my life lay snares; those who wish me harm speak destruction, plotting deceit all day long.
13 Toda jaz, kakor gluh človek, nisem slišal in bil sem nem človek, ki ne odpira svojih ust.
But like a deaf man, I do not hear; and like a mute man, I do not open my mouth.
14 Tako sem bil človek, ki ne sliši in v čigar ustih ni opominov.
I am like a man who cannot hear, whose mouth offers no reply.
15 Kajti vate zaupam, oh Gospod, ti boš uslišal, oh Gospod, moj Bog.
I wait for You, O LORD; You will answer, O Lord my God.
16 Kajti rekel sem: » Usliši me, da se ne bi sicer veselili nad menoj. Ko moje stopalo zdrsuje, se poveličujejo proti meni.«
For I said, “Let them not gloat over me— those who taunt me when my foot slips.”
17 Kajti pripravljen sem, da se zaustavim in moja bridkost je nenehno pred menoj.
For I am ready to fall, and my pain is ever with me.
18 Kajti oznanil bom svojo krivičnost, žalosten bom zaradi svojega greha.
Yes, I confess my iniquity; I am troubled by my sin.
19 Toda moji sovražniki so živi in oni so močni, in tisti, ki me krivično sovražijo, so pomnoženi.
Many are my enemies without cause, and many hate me without reason.
20 Tudi tisti, ki vračajo zlo za dobro, so moji nasprotniki, ker sledim stvari, ki je dobra.
Those who repay my good with evil attack me for pursuing the good.
21 Ne zapusti me, oh Gospod. Oh moj Bog, ne bodi daleč od mene.
Do not forsake me, O LORD; be not far from me, O my God.
22 Podvizaj se, da mi pomagaš, oh Gospod, rešitev moje duše.
Come quickly to help me, O Lord my Savior.
