भजनसंग्रह 38
1 हे परमप्रभु, तपाईंको रिसमा मलाई नहप्काउनुहोस् । तपाईंको क्रोधमा मलाई दण्ड नदिनुहोस् ।
A Melody of David. To bring to Remembrance. O Yahweh, do not, in thine anger, correct me, nor, in thy wrath, chastise me;
2 किनकि तपाईंका काँडहरूले मलाई छेड्छन् र तपाईंका हातले मलाई भुइँमा पछार्छ ।
For, thine arrows, have sunk down into me, and thy hand, presseth heavily upon me.
3 तपाईंको रिसको कारणले मेरो सम्पूर्ण शरीर बिरामी छ । मेरो पापको कारणले मेरा हाडहरू स्वस्थ्य छैनन् ।
There is no soundness in my flesh, By reason of thine indignation, There is no peace in my bones, By reason of my sin;
4 किनकि मेरा अधर्महरूले मलाई व्याकुल बनाउछन् । ती मेरो निम्ति ज्यादै गह्रौं भारी हुन् ।
For, mine iniquities, have passed over my head, Like a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me:
5 मेरा मूर्खतापूर्ण पापहरूका कारणले मेरा घाउहरू सडेका र दुर्गन्धित भएका छन् ।
My wounds are of bad odour—they have festered, by reason of my folly:
6 म कुप्रिन्छु र हरेक दिन अपमानित हुन्छु । म दिनभरि विलाप गरिरहन्छु ।
I am bent, I am bowed down very low. All the day, have I gloomily walked;
7 किनकि जलनले मलाई भरेको छ । मेरो शरीर स्वस्थ्य छैन ।
For, my loins, are filled with inflammation, and there is no soundness in my flesh:
8 म स्तब्ध र पूर्ण रूपमा चूर्ण छु । मेरो हृदयको वेदनाको कारणले म सुस्केरा हाल्छु ।
I am benumbed and crushed exceedingly, —I have cried aloud because of the groaning of my heart.
9 हे परमप्रभु, मेरो हृदयको भित्री चाहानलाई तपाईंले बुझ्नुहुन्छ र मेरा सुस्केराहरू तपाईंबाट लुकाइएका छैनन् ।
O My Lord! before thee, is all my longing, and, my sighing, from thee, hath not been hid:
10 मेरो मुटु धड्किन्छ, मेरो बल घट्छ र मेरा आँखा धमिला हुन्छन् ।
My heart, fluttereth, my strength hath forsaken me, and, as for the light of mine eyes, even they, are not with me:
11 मेरो अवस्थाको कारणले मेरा मित्रहरू र साथीहरूले मलाई त्याग्छन् । मेरा छिमेकीहरू टाढै खडा हुन्छन् ।
My lovers, and my friends, from before my stroke, stand aloof, —and, my near ones, far away, do stand:
12 मेरो ज्यान लिन खोज्नेहरूले मेरो निम्ति पासो थाप्छन् । मेरो हानि गर्न खोज्नेहरूले विनाशकारी कुरा गर्छन् र दिनभरि छलपूर्ण शब्दहरू भन्छन् ।
Yea they who are seeking my life, have laid snares, and they who are asking my harm, have threatened engulfing ruin, And, deceitful things—all day long, do they mutter.
13 तर म बहिरो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु र केही सुन्दिन । म गुँगो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु जसले केही भन्दैन ।
But, I, as one deaf, will not hear, —and as one dumb, who will not open his mouth:
14 म त्यो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु, जसले सुन्दैन, अनि जवाफ फर्काउँदैन ।
Thus have I become as a man who cannot hear, in whose mouth are no arguments:
15 हे परमप्रभु, निश्चय नै, म तपाईंको आसा गर्छु । हे परमप्रभु मेरो परमेश्वर, तपाईंले जवाफ दिनुहुनेछ ।
Because, for thee, O Yahweh, have I waited, Thou, wilt answer, O Adonay, my God!
16 म यसो भन्छु ताकि मेरा शत्रुहरूले मेरो गिल्ला नगरून् । मेरो खुट्टा चिप्लयो भने, तिनीहरूले मलाई डरलाग्दो कुराहरू गर्नेछन् ।
For I said, Lest they rejoice over me! When my feet were tottering, against me, have they magnified themselves:
17 किन मैले ठेस खान लागेको छु र म निरन्तर पीडामा छु ।
For, I, to halt, am ready, and, my pain, is before me continually;
18 म आफ्नो दोष स्वीकार गर्छु । मेरा पापको बारेमा म चिन्तित छु ।
For, mine iniquity, will I declare, I shall be anxious because of my sin;
19 तर मेरा शत्रुहरू असंख्या छन् । मलाई गलत किसिमले घृणा गर्नेहरू धेरै जना छन् ।
And, my foes, are alive—have become strong, —and multiplied are they who hate me for false cause:
20 तिनीहरूले मलाई असलको सट्टा खराबी गर्छन् । जे असल छ सो कुराको पछि म लागे तापनि, तिनीहरूले ममाथि दोष थुपार्छन् ।
Even they who are repaying evil for good, accuse me because I pursue the good.
21 हे परमप्रभु, मलाई नत्याग्नुहोस् । हे मेरा परमेश्वर, मबाट टाढा नहुनुहोस् ।
Do not forsake me, O Yahweh, My God! be not far from me:
22 हे परमप्रभु, मेरो उद्धार, मलाई सहायता गर्न चाँडो आउनुहोस् ।
Make haste to help me, My Lord, my deliverance!
