< भजनसंग्रह 38 >
1 हे परमप्रभु, तपाईंको रिसमा मलाई नहप्काउनुहोस् । तपाईंको क्रोधमा मलाई दण्ड नदिनुहोस् ।
A Psalm of David for remembrance concerning the Sabbath-day. O Lord, rebuke me not in your wrath, neither chasten me in your anger.
2 किनकि तपाईंका काँडहरूले मलाई छेड्छन् र तपाईंका हातले मलाई भुइँमा पछार्छ ।
For your weapons are fixed in me, and you have pressed your hand heavily upon me.
3 तपाईंको रिसको कारणले मेरो सम्पूर्ण शरीर बिरामी छ । मेरो पापको कारणले मेरा हाडहरू स्वस्थ्य छैनन् ।
For there is no health in my flesh because of your anger; there is no peace to my bones because of my sins.
4 किनकि मेरा अधर्महरूले मलाई व्याकुल बनाउछन् । ती मेरो निम्ति ज्यादै गह्रौं भारी हुन् ।
For my transgressions have gone over mine head: they have pressed heavily upon me like a weighty burden.
5 मेरा मूर्खतापूर्ण पापहरूका कारणले मेरा घाउहरू सडेका र दुर्गन्धित भएका छन् ।
My bruises have become noisome and corrupt, because of my foolishness.
6 म कुप्रिन्छु र हरेक दिन अपमानित हुन्छु । म दिनभरि विलाप गरिरहन्छु ।
I have been wretched and bowed down continually: I went with a mourning countenance all the day.
7 किनकि जलनले मलाई भरेको छ । मेरो शरीर स्वस्थ्य छैन ।
For my soul is filled with mockings; and there is no health in my flesh.
8 म स्तब्ध र पूर्ण रूपमा चूर्ण छु । मेरो हृदयको वेदनाको कारणले म सुस्केरा हाल्छु ।
I have been afflicted and brought down exceedingly: I have roared for the groaning of my heart.
9 हे परमप्रभु, मेरो हृदयको भित्री चाहानलाई तपाईंले बुझ्नुहुन्छ र मेरा सुस्केराहरू तपाईंबाट लुकाइएका छैनन् ।
But all my desire is before you; and my groaning is not hidden from you.
10 मेरो मुटु धड्किन्छ, मेरो बल घट्छ र मेरा आँखा धमिला हुन्छन् ।
My heart is troubled, my strength has failed me; and the light of mine eyes is not with me.
11 मेरो अवस्थाको कारणले मेरा मित्रहरू र साथीहरूले मलाई त्याग्छन् । मेरा छिमेकीहरू टाढै खडा हुन्छन् ।
My friends and my neighbours drew near before me, and stood still; and my nearest of kin stood afar off.
12 मेरो ज्यान लिन खोज्नेहरूले मेरो निम्ति पासो थाप्छन् । मेरो हानि गर्न खोज्नेहरूले विनाशकारी कुरा गर्छन् र दिनभरि छलपूर्ण शब्दहरू भन्छन् ।
While they pressed hard upon me that sought my soul: and they that sought my hurt spoke vanities, and devised deceits all the day.
13 तर म बहिरो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु र केही सुन्दिन । म गुँगो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु जसले केही भन्दैन ।
But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and was as a dumb man not opening his mouth.
14 म त्यो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु, जसले सुन्दैन, अनि जवाफ फर्काउँदैन ।
And I was as a man that hears not, and who has no reproofs in his mouth.
15 हे परमप्रभु, निश्चय नै, म तपाईंको आसा गर्छु । हे परमप्रभु मेरो परमेश्वर, तपाईंले जवाफ दिनुहुनेछ ।
For I hoped in you, O Lord: you will hear, O Lord my God.
16 म यसो भन्छु ताकि मेरा शत्रुहरूले मेरो गिल्ला नगरून् । मेरो खुट्टा चिप्लयो भने, तिनीहरूले मलाई डरलाग्दो कुराहरू गर्नेछन् ।
For I said, Lest mine enemies rejoice against me: for when my feet were moved, they spoke boastingly against me.
17 किन मैले ठेस खान लागेको छु र म निरन्तर पीडामा छु ।
For I am ready for plagues, and my grief is continually before me.
18 म आफ्नो दोष स्वीकार गर्छु । मेरा पापको बारेमा म चिन्तित छु ।
For I will declare mine iniquity, and be distressed for my sin.
19 तर मेरा शत्रुहरू असंख्या छन् । मलाई गलत किसिमले घृणा गर्नेहरू धेरै जना छन् ।
But mine enemies live, and are mightier than I: and they that hate me unjustly are multiplied.
20 तिनीहरूले मलाई असलको सट्टा खराबी गर्छन् । जे असल छ सो कुराको पछि म लागे तापनि, तिनीहरूले ममाथि दोष थुपार्छन् ।
They that reward evil for good slandered me; because I followed righteousness.
21 हे परमप्रभु, मलाई नत्याग्नुहोस् । हे मेरा परमेश्वर, मबाट टाढा नहुनुहोस् ।
Forsake me not, O Lord my God: depart not from me.
22 हे परमप्रभु, मेरो उद्धार, मलाई सहायता गर्न चाँडो आउनुहोस् ।
Draw near to my help, O Lord of my salvation.