भजनसंग्रह 38
1 हे परमप्रभु, तपाईंको रिसमा मलाई नहप्काउनुहोस् । तपाईंको क्रोधमा मलाई दण्ड नदिनुहोस् ।
A Psalm. Of David. To keep in memory. O Lord, be not bitter with me in your wrath; let not your hand be on me in the heat of your passion.
2 किनकि तपाईंका काँडहरूले मलाई छेड्छन् र तपाईंका हातले मलाई भुइँमा पछार्छ ।
For your arrows have gone into my flesh, and I am crushed under the weight of your hand.
3 तपाईंको रिसको कारणले मेरो सम्पूर्ण शरीर बिरामी छ । मेरो पापको कारणले मेरा हाडहरू स्वस्थ्य छैनन् ।
My flesh is wasted because of your wrath; and there is no peace in my bones because of my sin.
4 किनकि मेरा अधर्महरूले मलाई व्याकुल बनाउछन् । ती मेरो निम्ति ज्यादै गह्रौं भारी हुन् ।
For my crimes have gone over my head; they are like a great weight which is more than my strength.
5 मेरा मूर्खतापूर्ण पापहरूका कारणले मेरा घाउहरू सडेका र दुर्गन्धित भएका छन् ।
My wounds are poisoned and evil-smelling, because of my foolish behaviour.
6 म कुप्रिन्छु र हरेक दिन अपमानित हुन्छु । म दिनभरि विलाप गरिरहन्छु ।
I am troubled, I am made low; I go weeping all the day.
7 किनकि जलनले मलाई भरेको छ । मेरो शरीर स्वस्थ्य छैन ।
For my body is full of burning; all my flesh is unhealthy.
8 म स्तब्ध र पूर्ण रूपमा चूर्ण छु । मेरो हृदयको वेदनाको कारणले म सुस्केरा हाल्छु ।
I am feeble and crushed down; I gave a cry like a lion because of the grief in my heart.
9 हे परमप्रभु, मेरो हृदयको भित्री चाहानलाई तपाईंले बुझ्नुहुन्छ र मेरा सुस्केराहरू तपाईंबाट लुकाइएका छैनन् ।
Lord, all my desire is before you; my sorrow is not kept secret from you.
10 मेरो मुटु धड्किन्छ, मेरो बल घट्छ र मेरा आँखा धमिला हुन्छन् ।
My heart goes out in pain, my strength is wasting away; as for the light of my eyes, it is gone from me.
11 मेरो अवस्थाको कारणले मेरा मित्रहरू र साथीहरूले मलाई त्याग्छन् । मेरा छिमेकीहरू टाढै खडा हुन्छन् ।
My lovers and my friends keep away from my disease; my relations keep far away.
12 मेरो ज्यान लिन खोज्नेहरूले मेरो निम्ति पासो थाप्छन् । मेरो हानि गर्न खोज्नेहरूले विनाशकारी कुरा गर्छन् र दिनभरि छलपूर्ण शब्दहरू भन्छन् ।
Those who have a desire to take my life put nets for me; those who are designing my destruction say evil things against me, all the day their minds are full of deceit.
13 तर म बहिरो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु र केही सुन्दिन । म गुँगो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु जसले केही भन्दैन ।
But I kept my ears shut like a man without hearing; like a man without a voice, never opening his mouth.
14 म त्यो मानिसजस्तो भएको छु, जसले सुन्दैन, अनि जवाफ फर्काउँदैन ।
So I was like a man whose ears are shut, and in whose mouth there are no sharp words.
15 हे परमप्रभु, निश्चय नै, म तपाईंको आसा गर्छु । हे परमप्रभु मेरो परमेश्वर, तपाईंले जवाफ दिनुहुनेछ ।
In you, O Lord, is my hope: you will give me an answer, O Lord, my God.
16 म यसो भन्छु ताकि मेरा शत्रुहरूले मेरो गिल्ला नगरून् । मेरो खुट्टा चिप्लयो भने, तिनीहरूले मलाई डरलाग्दो कुराहरू गर्नेछन् ।
I said, Let them not be glad over me; when my foot is moved, let them not be lifted up with pride against me.
17 किन मैले ठेस खान लागेको छु र म निरन्तर पीडामा छु ।
My feet are near to falling, and my sorrow is ever before me.
18 म आफ्नो दोष स्वीकार गर्छु । मेरा पापको बारेमा म चिन्तित छु ।
I will make clear my wrongdoing, with sorrow in my heart for my sin.
19 तर मेरा शत्रुहरू असंख्या छन् । मलाई गलत किसिमले घृणा गर्नेहरू धेरै जना छन् ।
But they are strong who have hate for me without cause: those who are against me falsely are increased in numbers.
20 तिनीहरूले मलाई असलको सट्टा खराबी गर्छन् । जे असल छ सो कुराको पछि म लागे तापनि, तिनीहरूले ममाथि दोष थुपार्छन् ।
They give me back evil for good; they are my haters because I go after the thing which is right.
21 हे परमप्रभु, मलाई नत्याग्नुहोस् । हे मेरा परमेश्वर, मबाट टाढा नहुनुहोस् ।
Do not give me up, O Lord; O my God, be near to me.
22 हे परमप्रभु, मेरो उद्धार, मलाई सहायता गर्न चाँडो आउनुहोस् ।
Come quickly to give me help, O Lord, my salvation.
