< Nehemia 2 >

1 Pada bulan Nisan tahun kedua puluh pemerintahan raja Artahsasta, ketika menjadi tugasku untuk menyediakan anggur, aku mengangkat anggur dan menyampaikannya kepada raja. Karena aku kelihatan sedih, yang memang belum pernah terjadi di hadapan raja,
Now it happened that, in the month of Nisan, in the twentieth year of king Artaxerxes, wine was before him; and I lifted up the wine, and I gave it to the king. And I was like someone languishing before his face.
2 bertanyalah ia kepadaku: "Mengapa mukamu muram, walaupun engkau tidak sakit? Engkau tentu sedih hati." Lalu aku menjadi sangat takut.
And the king said to me: “Why is your expression sad, though you do not appear to be sick? This is not without cause, but some evil, I know not what, is in your heart.” And I was struck with an exceedingly great fear.
3 Jawabku kepada raja: "Hiduplah raja untuk selamanya! Bagaimana mukaku tidak akan muram, kalau kota, tempat pekuburan nenek moyangku, telah menjadi reruntuhan dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya habis dimakan api?"
And I said to the king: “O king, live forever. Why should my expression not be mournful, since the city of the house of the sepulchers of my father is desolate, and its gates have been burned with fire?”
4 Lalu kata raja kepadaku: "Jadi, apa yang kauinginkan?" Maka aku berdoa kepada Allah semesta langit,
And the king said to me: “What would you request?” And I prayed to the God of heaven.
5 kemudian jawabku kepada raja: "Jika raja menganggap baik dan berkenan kepada hambamu ini, utuslah aku ke Yehuda, ke kota pekuburan nenek moyangku, supaya aku membangunnya kembali."
And I said to the king: “If it seems good to the king, and if your servant is pleasing before your face: that you would send me into Judea, to the city of the sepulcher of my father. And I will rebuild it.”
6 Lalu bertanyalah raja kepadaku, sedang permaisuri duduk di sampingnya: "Berapa lama engkau dalam perjalanan, dan bilakah engkau kembali?" Dan raja berkenan mengutus aku, sesudah aku menyebut suatu jangka waktu kepadanya.
And the king said to me, with the queen who was sitting beside him: “Until what time will your journey be, and when will you return?” And it was pleasing before the countenance of the king, and so he sent me. And I established a time for him.
7 Berkatalah aku kepada raja: "Jika raja menganggap baik, berikanlah aku surat-surat bagi bupati-bupati di daerah seberang sungai Efrat, supaya mereka memperbolehkan aku lalu sampai aku tiba di Yehuda.
And I said to the king: “If it seems good to the king, may he give me letters to the governors of the region beyond the river, so that they may lead me through, until I arrive in Judea,
8 Pula sepucuk surat bagi Asaf, pengawas taman raja, supaya dia memberikan aku kayu untuk memasang balok-balok pada pintu-pintu gerbang di benteng bait suci, untuk tembok kota dan untuk rumah yang akan kudiami." Dan raja mengabulkan permintaanku itu, karena tangan Allahku yang murah melindungi aku.
and a letter to Asaph, the keeper of the king’s forest, so that he may give me timber, in order that I may be able to cover the gates of the tower of the house, and the walls of the city, and the house that I will enter.” And the king granted to me in accord with the good hand of my God, who is with me.
9 Maka datanglah aku kepada bupati-bupati di daerah seberang sungai Efrat dan menyerahkan kepada mereka surat-surat raja. Dan raja menyuruh panglima-panglima perang dan orang-orang berkuda menyertai aku.
And I went to the governors of the region beyond the river, and I gave them the letters of the king. Now the king had sent with me military leaders and horsemen.
10 Ketika Sanbalat, orang Horon, dan Tobia, orang Amon, pelayan itu, mendengar hal itu, mereka sangat kesal karena ada orang yang datang mengusahakan kesejahteraan orang Israel.
And Sanballat, a Horonite, and the servant Tobiah, an Ammonite, heard this. And they were saddened, with a great affliction, that a man had arrived who was seeking the prosperity of the sons of Israel.
11 Maka tibalah aku di Yerusalem. Sesudah tiga hari aku di sana,
And I arrived at Jerusalem, and I was there for three days.
12 bangunlah aku pada malam hari bersama-sama beberapa orang saja yang menyertai aku. Aku tidak beritahukan kepada siapapun rencana yang akan kulakukan untuk Yerusalem, yang diberikan Allahku dalam hatiku. Juga tak ada lain binatang kepadaku kecuali yang kutunggangi.
And I got up in the night, I and a few men with me. And I did not reveal to anyone what God had placed in my heart to do in Jerusalem. And there was no animal with me, except the animal on which I was sitting.
13 Demikian pada malam hari aku keluar melalui pintu gerbang Lebak, ke jurusan mata air Ular Naga dan pintu gerbang Sampah. Aku menyelidiki dengan seksama tembok-tembok Yerusalem yang telah terbongkar dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya yang habis dimakan api.
And I departed in the night through the gate of the valley, and before the fountain of the dragon, and toward the dung gate. And I considered the wall of Jerusalem, which was broken apart, and its gates, which had been consumed by fire.
14 Lalu aku meneruskan perjalananku ke pintu gerbang Mata Air dan ke kolam Raja. Karena binatang yang kutunggangi tidak dapat lalu di tempat itu,
And I continued on to the gate of the fountain, and to the aqueduct of the king. And there was no room for the beast on which I was sitting to pass through.
15 aku naik ke atas melalui wadi pada malam hari dan menyelidiki dengan seksama tembok itu. Kemudian aku kembali, lalu masuk melalui pintu gerbang Lebak. Demikianlah aku pulang.
And so I climbed up in the night along the torrent, and I considered the wall. And turning back, I went by the gate of the valley, and I returned.
16 Para penguasa tidak tahu ke mana aku telah pergi dan apa yang telah kulakukan, karena sampai kini aku belum memberitahukan apa-apa kepada orang Yahudi, baik kepada para imam, maupun kepada para pemuka, kepada para penguasa dan para petugas lainnya.
Now the magistrates did not know where I had gone, or what I had done. For I had revealed nothing, even to that point in time, to the Jews, or to the priests, or to the nobles, or to the magistrates, or to the others who were doing the work.
17 Berkatalah aku kepada mereka: "Kamu lihat kemalangan yang kita alami, yakni Yerusalem telah menjadi reruntuhan dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya telah terbakar. Mari, kita bangun kembali tembok Yerusalem, supaya kita tidak lagi dicela."
And so I said to them: “You know the affliction in which we are, because Jerusalem is desolate, and its gates have been consumed by fire. Come, and let us rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, and let us no longer be in disgrace.”
18 Ketika kuberitahukan kepada mereka, betapa murahnya tangan Allahku yang melindungi aku dan juga apa yang dikatakan raja kepadaku, berkatalah mereka: "Kami siap untuk membangun!" Dan dengan sekuat tenaga mereka mulai melakukan pekerjaan yang baik itu.
And I revealed to them how the hand of my God was with me for good, and the words of the king, which he had spoken to me. And I said: “Let us rise up, and build.” And their hands were strengthened for good.
19 Ketika Sanbalat, orang Horon, dan Tobia, orang Amon, pelayan itu, dan Gesyem, orang Arab, mendengar itu, mereka mengolok-olokkan dan menghina kami. Kata mereka: "Apa yang kamu lakukan itu? Apa kamu mau berontak terhadap raja?"
But Sanballat, a Horonite, and the servant Tobiah, an Ammonite, and Geshem, an Arab, heard of it. And they ridiculed and disparaged us, and they said: “What is this thing that you are doing? Could you be rebelling against the king?”
20 Aku menjawab mereka, kataku: "Allah semesta langit, Dialah yang membuat kami berhasil! Kami, hamba-hamba-Nya, telah siap untuk membangun. Tetapi kamu tak punya bagian atau hak dan tidak akan diingat di Yerusalem!"
And I replied to them a word, and I said to them: “The God of heaven himself is helping us, and we are his servants. Let us rise up and build. But there is no portion, or justice, or remembrance in Jerusalem for you.”

< Nehemia 2 >