< Mazmur 38 >

1 Mazmur Daud waktu mempersembahkan kurban peringatan. TUHAN, jangan menghukum aku dalam kemarahan-Mu, jangan menyiksa aku dalam kemurkaan-Mu.
A Psalm of David for remembrance concerning the Sabbath-day. O Lord, rebuke me not in your wrath, neither chasten me in your anger.
2 Panah-Mu menembus melukai tubuhku, tangan-Mu terasa berat menekan aku.
For your weapons are fixed in me, and you have pressed your hand heavily upon me.
3 Aku sakit parah karena kemarahan-Mu; tak ada yang sehat pada tubuhku karena dosaku.
For there is no health in my flesh because of your anger; there is no peace to my bones because of my sins.
4 Aku tenggelam dalam banjir kesalahanku, beban dosaku terlalu berat bagiku.
For my transgressions have gone over mine head: they have pressed heavily upon me like a weighty burden.
5 Luka-lukaku bernanah dan berbau busuk, karena aku telah berlaku bodoh.
My bruises have become noisome and corrupt, because of my foolishness.
6 Aku tertunduk dan terbungkuk, sepanjang hari aku murung dan sedih.
I have been wretched and bowed down continually: I went with a mourning countenance all the day.
7 Demam membakar tubuhku, tak ada yang sehat pada badanku.
For my soul is filled with mockings; and there is no health in my flesh.
8 Aku remuk-redam dan kehabisan tenaga, aku merintih karena hatiku resah.
I have been afflicted and brought down exceedingly: I have roared for the groaning of my heart.
9 TUHAN, Engkau tahu segala keinginanku, keluh kesahku tidak tersembunyi bagi-Mu.
But all my desire is before you; and my groaning is not hidden from you.
10 Jantungku berdebar-debar, tenagaku hilang, mataku sudah menjadi pudar.
My heart is troubled, my strength has failed me; and the light of mine eyes is not with me.
11 Handai-taulanku menghindar karena penyakitku, bahkan kaum kerabatku menjauhi aku.
My friends and my neighbors drew near before me, and stood still; and my nearest of kin stood afar off.
12 Orang yang ingin membunuh aku memasang jerat bagiku; yang ingin mencelakakan aku mengancam hendak menumpas aku.
While they pressed hard upon me that sought my soul: and they that sought my hurt spoke vanities, and devised deceits all the day.
13 Tetapi aku seperti orang tuli yang tidak mendengar, seperti orang bisu yang tidak bicara.
But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and was as a dumb man not opening his mouth.
14 Sungguh, aku seperti orang yang tidak mendengar, dan karena itu tidak membantah.
And I was as a man that hears not, and who has no reproofs in his mouth.
15 Tetapi aku berharap kepada-Mu, ya TUHAN, dan Engkau, TUHAN Allahku, menjawab aku.
For I hoped in you, O Lord: you will hear, O Lord my God.
16 Jangan biarkan musuhku senang melihat kesusahanku, jangan biarkan mereka membual bila aku goyah.
For I said, Lest mine enemies rejoice against me: for when my feet were moved, they spoke boastingly against me.
17 Aku hampir saja jatuh, terus menerus aku kesakitan.
For I am ready for plagues, and my grief is continually before me.
18 Aku mengakui dosa-dosaku; hatiku cemas memikirkan kesalahanku.
For I will declare mine iniquity, and be distressed for my sin.
19 Orang-orang yang memusuhi aku banyak dan kuat, mereka membenci cara hidupku.
But mine enemies live, and are mightier than I: and they that hate me unjustly are multiplied.
20 Orang yang membalas kebaikan dengan kejahatan memusuhi aku karena aku melakukan yang baik.
They that reward evil for good slandered me; because I followed righteousness.
21 Ya TUHAN, jangan meninggalkan aku, jangan jauh daripadaku, ya Allahku.
Forsake me not, O Lord my God: depart not from me.
22 Datanglah segera menolong aku, ya TUHAN penyelamatku.
Draw near to my help, O Lord of my salvation.

< Mazmur 38 >