< Nehemia 2 >

1 Pada suatu hari, empat bulan kemudian, yaitu pada bulan Nisan, ketika Raja Artahsasta sedang makan, aku menghidangkan anggur kepadanya dengan muka murung. Belum pernah aku tampak murung di hadapannya seperti pada hari itu.
After King Artaxerxes [had been ruling the Persian Empire] for almost 20 years, (during the spring/before the hot season) of that year, when it was time to serve wine to him [during a feast], I took the wine and gave it to him. I had never looked sad when I was in front of him before, [but on that day he saw that I looked very sad].
2 Sebab itu ia bertanya, "Mengapa kau kelihatan begitu sedih padahal tidak sakit? Pasti ada sesuatu yang kaurisaukan." Aku terkejut,
So he asked me, “Why are you sad? [I know that] you are not sick. It must be that you are troubled about something.” Then I was very afraid, [because it was not proper to be sad when I came to the king] (OR, [because I was worried what the king would do to me if he refused to do what I was about to request him to do]).
3 lalu menjawab, "Hiduplah Baginda untuk selama-lamanya! Bagaimana hamba tidak sedih, kalau kota tempat kuburan nenek moyang hamba sekarang tinggal puing-puing belaka dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya telah hancur dimakan api."
I replied, “Your majesty, I hope you will live a very long time! But (how can I prevent myself from being sad, because the city where my ancestors are buried [has been destroyed] and is in ruins?/I cannot keep myself from looking sad, because the city where my ancestors are buried [has been destroyed and] is in ruins.) [RHQ] [Even] the city gates have been completely burned.”
4 Raja bertanya, "Jadi, apa yang kauinginkan?" Dalam hati aku berdoa kepada Allah penguasa di surga,
The king replied, “What do you want me to do [for you]?” I prayed [silently] to our God [who is/rules] in heaven.
5 lalu aku berkata kepada raja, "Kalau Baginda berkenan dan mau mengabulkan permintaan hamba, utuslah hamba ke tanah Yehuda untuk membangun kembali kota tempat kuburan nenek moyang hamba."
Then I replied, “If you are willing [to do it], and if I have pleased you, send me to the city [of Jerusalem] in Judah [province] where my ancestors are buried, in order that I may [help people to] rebuild the city.”
6 Lalu raja yang sedang duduk didampingi Sri Ratu, mengabulkan permohonanku. Ia bertanya berapa lama aku akan tinggal di sana dan kapan kembali, maka kuberitahukan kepadanya tanggal yang telah kutentukan.
While the queen was sitting beside the king, he asked, [“If I allow you to go, ] how long will you be gone? When will you return?” [I told the king how long I would be gone, and] the king gave me permission to go, and I told him what day [I wanted to leave].
7 Kemudian aku minta surat untuk para gubernur di provinsi Efrat Barat, supaya mereka memudahkan perjalananku sampai ke Yehuda.
I also said to the king, “If you are willing to do it, write letters for me to take to the governors of the province west of the [Euphrates] River. Tell them to allow me to travel safely [through their province] until I arrive in Judah.
8 Selain itu, aku juga minta surat untuk Asaf, pengawas hutan kerajaan, supaya ia menyediakan kayu untuk pintu gerbang benteng di dekat Rumah TUHAN, dan untuk tembok kota serta rumah yang akan kudiami. Raja memenuhi semua permintaanku itu, karena Allah menolong aku.
Also, [please write] a letter to Asaph, the man who takes care of your forest [in that area], telling him to give me timber to make the beams to support the gates of the fortress that is near the temple, and timber for making the walls of the city, and for building the house in which I [will live].” The king did what I requested him to do, because my God was graciously/kindly (helping/acting for) me.
9 Bersama dengan beberapa perwira dan tentara berkuda, yang atas perintah raja mengiringiku, berangkatlah aku ke Efrat Barat. Di sana surat raja itu kusampaikan kepada para gubernur.
[After I got ready, I left to travel to Judah]. The king sent some army officers and soldiers riding on horses to accompany me, [to protect me]. When I came to where the governors of the provinces west of the [Euphrates] River lived, I gave them the letters that the king had written.
10 Tetapi ketika Sanbalat, orang Bet-Horon, dan Tobia, seorang pejabat dari Amon, mendengar bahwa aku datang untuk kepentingan bangsa Israel, mereka menjadi sangat kesal.
But when [two government officials, ] Sanballat from [a village near] Horon and Tobiah from the Ammon [people-group], heard that I had arrived, they were very angry that someone had come to help the Israeli people.
11 Aku sampai di Yerusalem, lalu beristirahat tiga hari.
When I arrived in Jerusalem, I did not tell anyone what thoughts God had given to me about what I should do there. Three days after I arrived in Jerusalem, I went out of the city in the evening, taking a few other men with me. I was riding a donkey; we had no other animals with us.
12 Selama itu aku tidak memberitahukan kepada siapa pun bahwa Allah memberi ilham kepadaku untuk membangun kembali kota Yerusalem. Besoknya malam-malam aku bangun lalu mengajak beberapa teman pergi ke luar kota. Selain keledai yang kukendarai, kami tidak membawa hewan tunggangan yang lain.
13 Hari masih malam, ketika kami meninggalkan kota melalui Pintu Gerbang Lembah di sebelah barat. Kami menuju ke arah selatan, ke Pintu Gerbang Sampah, melalui Mata Air Naga. Dalam perjalanan itu aku memeriksa kerusakan-kerusakan pada tembok kota dan kulihat pula pintu-pintu gerbang yang telah habis dimakan api.
We left the city, going out through the Valley Gate, then past the well called the Jackal (OR, Dragon’s) Well, and then past the gate called the Rubbish/Garbage Gate. We inspected all the walls that had been broken down and all the gates that had been burned down.
14 Kemudian dari bagian timur kota kami terus ke utara, ke Pintu Gerbang Air Mancur dan Kolam Raja. Tetapi di situ tidak ada tempat berjalan untuk keledai yang kukendarai itu, karena terlalu banyak reruntuhan.
Then we went to the Fountain Gate and to the pool called the King’s Pool, but my donkey could not get through [the narrow opening] (OR, [the rubble]).
15 Jadi, kami turun ke Lembah Kidron dan meneruskan perjalanan pada malam itu, sambil memeriksa tembok kota. Setelah itu kami membelok dan kembali ke kota melalui Pintu Gerbang Lembah.
So we turned back and went along the [Kidron] Valley. We inspected the wall there before we turned back/around and entered the city again at the Valley Gate.
16 Tak seorang pun dari para pemuka rakyat tahu ke mana aku pergi, dan apa yang sedang kurencanakan. Sebab sampai waktu itu aku belum mengatakan apa-apa kepada orang-orang sebangsaku, baik kepada para imam maupun kepada para pemuka, atau kepada para pegawai, dan siapa saja yang akan turut membangun kota Yerusalem.
The [city] officials did not know where I had gone or what I was doing, because I had not told anyone about what I planned to do. I had not said anything about it to the Jewish leaders or the officials or the priests or any of the others who would be helping me in the work [that I wanted to do].
17 Tetapi kemudian aku berkata kepada mereka, "Lihatlah keadaan kita yang sengsara ini! Yerusalem tinggal puing-puing dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya habis dimakan api. Marilah kita membangun kembali tembok-tembok kota Yerusalem supaya kita tidak dihina lagi."
But now I said to them, “You all know very well the terrible things [that have happened to] our city. The city is ruined; even the gates are burned down. So we should rebuild the city wall. If we do that, we will no longer feel humiliated/disgraced.”
18 Lalu kuceritakan kepada mereka bagaimana Allah menolongku dan apa yang telah dikatakan raja kepadaku. Mereka menjawab, "Mari kita mulai membangun!" Lalu bersiap-siaplah mereka untuk mulai bekerja.
Then I told them about how God had kindly/graciously helped me [when I talked to the king], and what the king had said to me. They immediately replied, “Let’s start rebuilding!” So they started to do this good work.
19 Ketika rencana kami itu ketahuan oleh Sanbalat, Tobia dan Gesyem, seorang Arab, mereka menertawakan dan mengejek kami. Kata mereka, "Apa yang hendak kamu lakukan? Apakah kamu mau memberontak terhadap raja?"
But when Sanballat, Tobiah, and Gershom the Arab [king of the Kedar region] heard about what we planned to do, they made fun of us and ridiculed us. They said, “What is this work that you are doing? Are you rebelling against the king [again]?” [RHQ]
20 Aku menjawab, "Allah penguasa di surga akan membuat pekerjaan kami berhasil. Kami adalah hamba-hambanya dan kami akan mulai membangun. Tetapi kamu tidak mempunyai hak atau milik apa pun di Yerusalem. Bahkan bila orang berbicara tentang Yerusalem, namamu tak akan disebut-sebut."
But I replied, “Our God [who is/rules] in heaven will help our plans to succeed. But as for you, you have no right to decide anything about this city, because you have not participated in what has happened in this city in previous years.”

< Nehemia 2 >