< Nehemia 2 >
1 Pada suatu hari, empat bulan kemudian, yaitu pada bulan Nisan, ketika Raja Artahsasta sedang makan, aku menghidangkan anggur kepadanya dengan muka murung. Belum pernah aku tampak murung di hadapannya seperti pada hari itu.
And it came to pass in the month Nisan of the twentieth year of king Arthasastha, that the wine was before me: and I took the wine, and gave [it] to the king: and there was not another before him.
2 Sebab itu ia bertanya, "Mengapa kau kelihatan begitu sedih padahal tidak sakit? Pasti ada sesuatu yang kaurisaukan." Aku terkejut,
And the king said to me, Why is your countenance sad, and do you not control yourself? and now this is nothing but sorrow of heart. Then I was very much alarmed,
3 lalu menjawab, "Hiduplah Baginda untuk selama-lamanya! Bagaimana hamba tidak sedih, kalau kota tempat kuburan nenek moyang hamba sekarang tinggal puing-puing belaka dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya telah hancur dimakan api."
and I said to the king, Let the king live for ever: why should not my countenance be said, forasmuch as the city, even the home of the sepulchres of my fathers, has been laid waste, and her gates have been devoured with fire?
4 Raja bertanya, "Jadi, apa yang kauinginkan?" Dalam hati aku berdoa kepada Allah penguasa di surga,
And the king said to me, For what do you ask thus? So I prayed to the God of heaven.
5 lalu aku berkata kepada raja, "Kalau Baginda berkenan dan mau mengabulkan permintaan hamba, utuslah hamba ke tanah Yehuda untuk membangun kembali kota tempat kuburan nenek moyang hamba."
And I said to the king, If [it seem] good to the king, and if your servant shall have found favor in your sight, [I ask] that [you] would send him into Juda, to the city of the sepulchres of my fathers; then will I rebuild it.
6 Lalu raja yang sedang duduk didampingi Sri Ratu, mengabulkan permohonanku. Ia bertanya berapa lama aku akan tinggal di sana dan kapan kembali, maka kuberitahukan kepadanya tanggal yang telah kutentukan.
And the king, and his concubine that sat next to him, said to me, For how long will your journey be, and when will you return? and [the proposal] was pleasing before the king, and he sent me away, and I appointed him a time.
7 Kemudian aku minta surat untuk para gubernur di provinsi Efrat Barat, supaya mereka memudahkan perjalananku sampai ke Yehuda.
And I said to the king, If [it seem] good to the king, let him give me letters to the governors beyond the river, so as to forward me till I come to Juda;
8 Selain itu, aku juga minta surat untuk Asaf, pengawas hutan kerajaan, supaya ia menyediakan kayu untuk pintu gerbang benteng di dekat Rumah TUHAN, dan untuk tembok kota serta rumah yang akan kudiami. Raja memenuhi semua permintaanku itu, karena Allah menolong aku.
and a letter to Asaph the keeper of the garden which belongs to the king, that he may give me timber to cover the gates, and for the wall of the city, and for the house into which I shall enter. And the king gave to me, according as the good hand of God [was upon me].
9 Bersama dengan beberapa perwira dan tentara berkuda, yang atas perintah raja mengiringiku, berangkatlah aku ke Efrat Barat. Di sana surat raja itu kusampaikan kepada para gubernur.
And I came to the governors beyond the river, and I gave them the king's letters. (Now the king had sent with me captains of the army and horsemen.)
10 Tetapi ketika Sanbalat, orang Bet-Horon, dan Tobia, seorang pejabat dari Amon, mendengar bahwa aku datang untuk kepentingan bangsa Israel, mereka menjadi sangat kesal.
And Sanaballat the Aronite heard [it], and Tobia the servant, the Ammonite, and it was grievous to them that a man was come to seek good for the children of Israel.
11 Aku sampai di Yerusalem, lalu beristirahat tiga hari.
So I came to Jerusalem, and was there three days.
12 Selama itu aku tidak memberitahukan kepada siapa pun bahwa Allah memberi ilham kepadaku untuk membangun kembali kota Yerusalem. Besoknya malam-malam aku bangun lalu mengajak beberapa teman pergi ke luar kota. Selain keledai yang kukendarai, kami tidak membawa hewan tunggangan yang lain.
And I rose up by night, I and a few men with me; and I told no man what God put into my heart to do with Israel; and there was no beast with me, except the beast which I rode upon.
13 Hari masih malam, ketika kami meninggalkan kota melalui Pintu Gerbang Lembah di sebelah barat. Kami menuju ke arah selatan, ke Pintu Gerbang Sampah, melalui Mata Air Naga. Dalam perjalanan itu aku memeriksa kerusakan-kerusakan pada tembok kota dan kulihat pula pintu-pintu gerbang yang telah habis dimakan api.
And I went forth by the gate of the valley by night, and to the mouth of the well of fig trees, and to the dung-gate: and I mourned over the wall of Jerusalem which they were destroying, and her gates were devoured with fire.
14 Kemudian dari bagian timur kota kami terus ke utara, ke Pintu Gerbang Air Mancur dan Kolam Raja. Tetapi di situ tidak ada tempat berjalan untuk keledai yang kukendarai itu, karena terlalu banyak reruntuhan.
And I passed on to the fountain gate, and to the king's pool; and there was no room for the beast to pass under me.
15 Jadi, kami turun ke Lembah Kidron dan meneruskan perjalanan pada malam itu, sambil memeriksa tembok kota. Setelah itu kami membelok dan kembali ke kota melalui Pintu Gerbang Lembah.
And I went up by the wall of the brook by night, and mourned over the wall, and passed through the gate of the valley, and returned.
16 Tak seorang pun dari para pemuka rakyat tahu ke mana aku pergi, dan apa yang sedang kurencanakan. Sebab sampai waktu itu aku belum mengatakan apa-apa kepada orang-orang sebangsaku, baik kepada para imam maupun kepada para pemuka, atau kepada para pegawai, dan siapa saja yang akan turut membangun kota Yerusalem.
And the sentinels knew not why I went, nor what I was doing; and until that time I told [it] not to the Jews, or to the priests, or to the nobles, or to the captains, or to the rest [of the men] who wrought the works.
17 Tetapi kemudian aku berkata kepada mereka, "Lihatlah keadaan kita yang sengsara ini! Yerusalem tinggal puing-puing dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya habis dimakan api. Marilah kita membangun kembali tembok-tembok kota Yerusalem supaya kita tidak dihina lagi."
Then I said to them, You see this evil, in which we are, how Jerusalem is desolate, and her gates have been set on fire: come, and let us build throughout the wall of Jerusalem, and we shall be no longer a reproach.
18 Lalu kuceritakan kepada mereka bagaimana Allah menolongku dan apa yang telah dikatakan raja kepadaku. Mereka menjawab, "Mari kita mulai membangun!" Lalu bersiap-siaplah mereka untuk mulai bekerja.
And I told them of the hand of God which was good upon me, also about the words of the king which he spoke to me: and I said, Let us arise and build. And their hands were strengthened for the good [work].
19 Ketika rencana kami itu ketahuan oleh Sanbalat, Tobia dan Gesyem, seorang Arab, mereka menertawakan dan mengejek kami. Kata mereka, "Apa yang hendak kamu lakukan? Apakah kamu mau memberontak terhadap raja?"
And Sanaballat the Aronite, and Tobia the servant, the Ammonite, and Gesam the Arabian, heard [it], and they laughed us to scorn, and came to us, and said, What [is] this thing that you are doing? are you revolting against the king?
20 Aku menjawab, "Allah penguasa di surga akan membuat pekerjaan kami berhasil. Kami adalah hamba-hambanya dan kami akan mulai membangun. Tetapi kamu tidak mempunyai hak atau milik apa pun di Yerusalem. Bahkan bila orang berbicara tentang Yerusalem, namamu tak akan disebut-sebut."
And I answered them, and said to them, The God of heaven, he shall prosper us, and we his servants are pure, and we will build: but you have no part, nor right, nor memorial, in Jerusalem.