< איוב 6 >

וַיַּעַן אִיּוֹב וַיֹּאמַֽר׃ 1
Then Job answered and said,
לוּ שָׁקוֹל יִשָּׁקֵל כַּעְשִׂי (והיתי) [וְהַוָּתִי] בְּֽמֹאזְנַיִם יִשְׂאוּ־יָֽחַד׃ 2
“Oh, if only my anguish were weighed; if only all my calamity were laid in the balance!
כִּֽי־עַתָּה מֵחוֹל יַמִּים יִכְבָּד עַל־כֵּן דְּבָרַי לָֽעוּ׃ 3
For now it would be heavier than the sand of the seas. That is why my words were reckless.
כִּי חִצֵּי שַׁדַּי עִמָּדִי אֲשֶׁר חֲמָתָם שֹׁתָה רוּחִי בִּעוּתֵי אֱלוֹהַּ יַעַרְכֽוּנִי׃ 4
For the arrows of the Almighty are in me, my spirit drinks up the poison; the terrors of God have arranged themselves in array against me.
הֲיִֽנְהַק־פֶּרֶא עֲלֵי־דֶשֶׁא אִם יִגְעֶה־שּׁוֹר עַל־בְּלִילֽוֹ׃ 5
Does the wild donkey bray in despair when he has grass? Or does the ox low in hunger when it has fodder?
הֲיֵאָכֵל תָּפֵל מִבְּלִי־מֶלַח אִם־יֶשׁ־טַעַם בְּרִיר חַלָּמֽוּת׃ 6
Can that which has no taste be eaten without salt? Or is there any taste in the white of an egg?
מֵאֲנָה לִנְגּוֹעַ נַפְשִׁי הֵמָּה כִּדְוֵי לַחְמִֽי׃ 7
I refuse to touch them; they are like disgusting food to me.
מִֽי־יִתֵּן תָּבוֹא שֶׁאֱלָתִי וְתִקְוָתִי יִתֵּן אֱלֽוֹהַּ׃ 8
Oh, that I might have my request; oh, that God would grant me the thing I long for:
וְיֹאֵל אֱלוֹהַּ וִידַכְּאֵנִי יַתֵּר יָדוֹ וִיבַצְּעֵֽנִי׃ 9
that it would please God to crush me once, that he would let loose his hand and cut me off from this life!
וּתְהִי־עוֹד ׀ נֶחָמָתִי וַאֲסַלְּדָה בְחִילָה לֹא יַחְמוֹל כִּי־לֹא כִחַדְתִּי אִמְרֵי קָדֽוֹשׁ׃ 10
May this still be my consolation— even if I exult in pain that does not lessen: that I have not denied the words of the Holy One.
מַה־כֹּחִי כִֽי־אֲיַחֵל וּמַה־קִּצִּי כִּֽי־אַאֲרִיךְ נַפְשִֽׁי׃ 11
What is my strength, that I should try to wait? What is my end, that I should prolong my life?
אִם־כֹּחַ אֲבָנִים כֹּחִי אִֽם־בְּשָׂרִי נָחֽוּשׁ׃ 12
Is my strength the strength of stones? Or is my flesh made of bronze?
הַאִם אֵין עֶזְרָתִי בִי וְתֻשִׁיָּה נִדְּחָה מִמֶּֽנִּי׃ 13
Is it not true that I have no help in myself, and that wisdom has been driven out of me?
לַמָּס מֵרֵעֵהוּ חָסֶד וְיִרְאַת שַׁדַּי יַעֲזֽוֹב׃ 14
To the person who is about to faint, faithfulness should be shown by his friend; even to him who forsakes the fear of the Almighty.
אַחַי בָּגְדוּ כְמוֹ־נָחַל כַּאֲפִיק נְחָלִים יַעֲבֹֽרוּ׃ 15
But my brothers have been as faithful to me as a desert streambed, as channels of water that pass away to nothing,
הַקֹּדְרִים מִנִּי־קָרַח עָלֵימוֹ יִתְעַלֶּם־שָֽׁלֶג׃ 16
which are darkened because of ice over them, and because of the snow that hides itself in them.
בְּעֵת יְזֹרְבוּ נִצְמָתוּ בְּחֻמּוֹ נִדְעֲכוּ מִמְּקוֹמָֽם׃ 17
When they thaw out, they vanish; when it is hot, they melt out of their place.
יִלָּפְתוּ אׇרְחוֹת דַּרְכָּם יַעֲלוּ בַתֹּהוּ וְיֹאבֵֽדוּ׃ 18
The caravans that travel by their way turn aside for water; they wander into barren land and then perish.
הִבִּיטוּ אׇרְחוֹת תֵּמָא הֲלִיכֹת שְׁבָא קִוּוּ־לָֽמוֹ׃ 19
Caravans from Tema looked there, while companies of Sheba hoped in them.
בֹּשׁוּ כִֽי־בָטָח בָּאוּ עָדֶיהָ וַיֶּחְפָּֽרוּ׃ 20
They were disappointed because they had been confident of finding water. They went there, but they were deceived.
כִּֽי־עַתָּה הֱיִיתֶם לֹא תִּֽרְאוּ חֲתַת וַתִּירָֽאוּ׃ 21
For now you friends are nothing to me; you see my dreadful situation and are afraid.
הֲֽכִי־אָמַרְתִּי הָבוּ לִי וּמִכֹּחֲכֶם שִׁחֲדוּ בַעֲדִֽי׃ 22
Did I say to you, 'Give something to me?' Or, 'Offer me a gift from your wealth?'
וּמַלְּטוּנִי מִיַּד־צָר וּמִיַּד עָרִיצִים תִּפְדּֽוּנִי׃ 23
Or, 'Save me from my adversary's hand?' Or, 'Ransom me from the hand of my oppressors?'
הוֹרוּנִי וַאֲנִי אַחֲרִישׁ וּמַה־שָּׁגִיתִי הָבִינוּ לִֽי׃ 24
Teach me, and I will hold my peace; make me understand where I have been wrong.
מַה־נִּמְרְצוּ אִמְרֵי־יֹשֶׁר וּמַה־יּוֹכִיחַ הוֹכֵחַ מִכֶּֽם׃ 25
How painful are truthful words! But your arguments, how do they actually rebuke me?
הַלְהוֹכַח מִלִּים תַּחְשֹׁבוּ וּלְרוּחַ אִמְרֵי נֹאָֽשׁ׃ 26
Do you plan to ignore my words, treating the words of a desperate man like the wind?
אַף־עַל־יָתוֹם תַּפִּילוּ וְתִכְרוּ עַֽל־רֵיעֲכֶֽם׃ 27
Indeed, you cast lots for a fatherless child, and haggle over your friend like merchandise.
וְעַתָּה הוֹאִילוּ פְנוּ־בִי וְעַל־פְּנֵיכֶם אִם־אֲכַזֵּֽב׃ 28
Now, therefore, please look at me, for surely I would not lie to your face.
שֽׁוּבוּ־נָא אַל־תְּהִי עַוְלָה (ושבי) [וְשׁוּבוּ] עוֹד צִדְקִי־בָֽהּ׃ 29
Relent, I beg you; let there be no injustice with you; Indeed, relent, for my cause is just.
הֲיֵשׁ־בִּלְשׁוֹנִי עַוְלָה אִם־חִכִּי לֹא־יָבִין הַוּֽוֹת׃ 30
Is there evil on my tongue? Cannot my mouth detect malicious things?

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