< איוב 10 >
נָֽקְטָה נַפְשִׁי בְּחַיָּי אֶעֶזְבָה עָלַי שִׂיחִי אֲדַבְּרָה בְּמַר נַפְשִֽׁי׃ | 1 |
Weary in my soul, I will pour my words with groans upon him: I will speak being straitened in the bitterness of my soul.
אֹמַר אֶל־אֱלוֹהַּ אַל־תַּרְשִׁיעֵנִי הוֹדִיעֵנִי עַל מַה־תְּרִיבֵֽנִי׃ | 2 |
And I will say to the Lord, Do not teach me to be impious; and wherefore hast thou thus judged me?
הֲטוֹב לְךָ ׀ כִּֽי־תַעֲשֹׁק כִּֽי־תִמְאַס יְגִיעַ כַּפֶּיךָ וְעַל־עֲצַת רְשָׁעִים הוֹפָֽעְתָּ׃ | 3 |
Is it good before thee if I be unrighteous? for thou hast disowned the work of thy hands, and attended to the counsel of the ungodly.
הַעֵינֵי בָשָׂר לָךְ אִם־כִּרְאוֹת אֱנוֹשׁ תִּרְאֶֽה׃ | 4 |
Or dost thou see as a mortal sees? or wilt thou look as a man sees?
הֲכִימֵי אֱנוֹשׁ יָמֶיךָ אִם־שְׁנוֹתֶיךָ כִּימֵי גָֽבֶר׃ | 5 |
Or is thy life human, or thy years [the years] of a man,
כִּֽי־תְבַקֵּשׁ לַעֲוֺנִי וּֽלְחַטָּאתִי תִדְרֽוֹשׁ׃ | 6 |
that thou hast enquired into mine iniquity, and searched out my sins?
עַֽל־דַּעְתְּךָ כִּי־לֹא אֶרְשָׁע וְאֵין מִיָּדְךָ מַצִּֽיל׃ | 7 |
For thou knowest that I have not committed iniquity: but who is he that can deliver out of thy hands?
יָדֶיךָ עִצְּבוּנִי וַֽיַּעֲשׂוּנִי יַחַד סָבִיב וַֽתְּבַלְּעֵֽנִי׃ | 8 |
Thy hands have formed me and made me; afterwards thou didst change [thy mind], and smite me.
זְכׇר־נָא כִּֽי־כַחֹמֶר עֲשִׂיתָנִי וְֽאֶל־עָפָר תְּשִׁיבֵֽנִי׃ | 9 |
Remember that thou hast made me [as] clay, and thou dost turn me again to earth.
הֲלֹא כֶחָלָב תַּתִּיכֵנִי וְכַגְּבִנָּה תַּקְפִּיאֵֽנִי׃ | 10 |
Hast thou not poured me out like milk, and curdled me like cheese?
עוֹר וּבָשָׂר תַּלְבִּישֵׁנִי וּֽבַעֲצָמוֹת וְגִידִים תְּשֹׂכְכֵֽנִי׃ | 11 |
And thou didst clothe me with skin and flesh, and frame me with bones and sinews.
חַיִּים וָחֶסֶד עָשִׂיתָ עִמָּדִי וּפְקֻדָּתְךָ שָֽׁמְרָה רוּחִֽי׃ | 12 |
And thou didst bestow upon me life and mercy, and thy oversight has preserved my spirit.
וְאֵלֶּה צָפַנְתָּ בִלְבָבֶךָ יָדַעְתִּי כִּי־זֹאת עִמָּֽךְ׃ | 13 |
Having these things in thyself, I know that thou canst do all things; for nothing is impossible with thee.
אִם־חָטָאתִי וּשְׁמַרְתָּנִי וּמֵעֲוֺנִי לֹא תְנַקֵּֽנִי׃ | 14 |
And if I should sin, thou watchest me; and thou hast not cleared me from iniquity.
אִם־רָשַׁעְתִּי אַלְלַי לִי וְצָדַקְתִּי לֹא־אֶשָּׂא רֹאשִׁי שְׂבַע קָלוֹן וּרְאֵה עׇנְיִֽי׃ | 15 |
Or if I should be ungodly, woe is me: and if I should be righteous, I cannot lift myself up, for I am full of dishonour.
וְיִגְאֶה כַּשַּׁחַל תְּצוּדֵנִי וְתָשֹׁב תִּתְפַּלָּא־בִֽי׃ | 16 |
For I am hunted like a lion for slaughter; for again thou hast changed and art terribly destroying me;
תְּחַדֵּשׁ עֵדֶיךָ ׀ נֶגְדִּי וְתֶרֶב כַּעַשְׂךָ עִמָּדִי חֲלִיפוֹת וְצָבָא עִמִּֽי׃ | 17 |
renewing against me my torture: and thou hast dealt with me in great anger, and thou hast brought trials upon me.
וְלָמָּה מֵרֶחֶם הֹצֵאתָנִי אֶגְוַע וְעַיִן לֹֽא־תִרְאֵֽנִי׃ | 18 |
Why then didst thou bring me out of the womb? and why did I not die, and no eye see me,
כַּאֲשֶׁר לֹא־הָיִיתִי אֶהְיֶה מִבֶּטֶן לַקֶּבֶר אוּבָֽל׃ | 19 |
and I become as if I had not been? for why was I not carried from the womb to the grave?
הֲלֹֽא־מְעַט יָמַי (יחדל) [וַחֲדָל] (ישית) [וְשִׁית] מִמֶּנִּי וְאַבְלִיגָה מְּעָֽט׃ | 20 |
Is not the time of my life short? suffer me to rest a little,
בְּטֶרֶם אֵלֵךְ וְלֹא אָשׁוּב אֶל־אֶרֶץ חֹשֶׁךְ וְצַלְמָֽוֶת׃ | 21 |
before I go whence I shall not return, to a land of darkness and gloominess;
אֶרֶץ עֵפָתָה ׀ כְּמוֹ אֹפֶל צַלְמָוֶת וְלֹא סְדָרִים וַתֹּפַע כְּמוֹ־אֹֽפֶל׃ | 22 |
to a land of perpetual darkness, where there is no light, neither [can any one] see the life of mortals.