Psalms 38
1 Yahweh, when you are angry [with me], do not rebuke/scold me and punish me!
O Jehovah, rebuke me not in thy wrath, nor chasten me in thy hot displeasure.
2 [Now it is as though] you have shot your arrows at me and wounded me; you have struck me and knocked me down.
For thine arrows stick fast in me, and thy hand presses me severely.
3 Because you have been angry with me, I am suffering great pain. Because of my sin, my whole body is diseased.
There is no soundness in my flesh because of thine indignation, nor is there any health in my bones because of my sin.
4 All my sins are [like a flood] that covers my head; they are like a load that is very heavy, with the result that I cannot carry it.
For my iniquities have gone over my head. As a heavy burden they are too heavy for me.
5 Because I have done foolish things, I have sores that have become worse, and they stink.
My wounds are loathsome and corrupt, because of my foolishness.
6 [Sometimes] I am bent over, and [sometimes] I lie prostrate; I am sad/cry all day.
I am pained and bowed down greatly. I go mourning all the day long.
7 My body is burning with fever, and I am very ill.
For my loins are filled with burning, and there is no soundness in my flesh.
8 I am completely exhausted, and I have no strength. I am very distressed, and I groan with pain.
I am faint and severely bruised. I have groaned because of the disquietness of my heart.
9 Yahweh, you know that I desire [to be healed]; you hear me while I am groaning.
Lord, all my desire is before thee, and my groaning is not hid from thee.
10 My heat is pounding heavily, and all my strength is gone. I am no longer able to see well.
My heart throbs, my strength fails me. As for the light of my eyes, it also is gone from me.
11 My friends and neighbors stay away from me because of my sores; even my own family stays away from me.
Those I love and my friends stand aloof from my plague, and my kinsmen stand afar off.
12 And those who want to kill me set traps to catch me; those who want to harm me discuss ways to get rid of me; they plot against me all day.
Those also who seek after my life lay snares for me. And those who seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and meditate deceits all the day long.
13 Now I act like I’m deaf, and do not listen [to what they say]. I act like I cannot talk, so I say nothing [to reply to them].
But I, as a deaf man, hear not. And I am as a mute man who opens not his mouth.
14 I act like a man who does not answer [when people talk to him], because he cannot hear anything.
Yea, I am as a man who hears not, and in whose mouth are no reproofs.
15 But Yahweh, I trust in you. My Lord God, you will answer me.
For in thee, O Jehovah, do I hope. Thou will answer, O Lord my God.
16 I said to you, “Do not cause [me to die, with the result that] my enemies will rejoice! Do not cause me to stumble, with the result that they will be very happy!”
For I said, Lest they rejoice over me. When my foot slips, they magnify themselves against me.
17 I say that because I am about to fall down, and I constantly have pain.
For I am ready to fall, and my sorrow is continually before me.
18 I confess the wrong things that I have done; I am [very] sorry for the sins that I have committed.
For I will declare my iniquity. I will be sorry for my sin.
19 My enemies are healthy and strong; there are many people who hate me for no reason.
But my enemies are energetic, and are strong, and those who hate me wrongfully are multiplied.
20 Those who do evil things to me in return for my doing good things to them oppose me because I try to do what is right.
They also who render evil for good are adversaries to me, because I follow the thing that is good.
21 Yahweh, do not abandon me! My God, do not stay far from me!
Forsake me not, O Jehovah. O my God, be not far from me.
22 Lord, you are the one who saves/rescues me; Quickly [come and] help me!
Make haste to help me, O Lord, my salvation.
