Nehemiah 1
1 [I am] Nehemiah, the son of Hacaliah. [I am writing] this account [of what I did when I returned to Jerusalem. After King Artaxerxes had been ruling the Persian Empire] for almost 20 years, near the end of that year, I was in Susa, the capital [of Persia].
Inilah laporan Nehemia anak Hakhalya tentang kegiatan-kegiatannya. Dalam bulan Kislew pada tahun kedua puluh pemerintahan Artahsasta sebagai raja di Persia, aku, Nehemia, ada di Susan, ibukota kerajaan.
2 My brother Hanani came to visit me. He and some other men had just returned from Judah. I queried them about the Jews who were living there, whose [parents] had been (exiled/taken forcefully) [to Babylonia many years previously]. I also asked them about [what was happening in] Jerusalem.
Pada waktu itu, saudaraku Hanani, datang dari Yehuda bersama beberapa orang. Lalu mereka kutanyai tentang keadaan di Yerusalem dan orang-orang Yahudi yang telah kembali dari pembuangan di Babel.
3 They said to me, “The Jews in Jerusalem who returned there from Babylonia are living in a very difficult situation. The walls of the city have been broken down, and even the city gates have been burned down.”
Mereka menceritakan bahwa orang-orang bekas buangan yang telah kembali ke tanah air itu, kini hidup sengsara dan dihina oleh bangsa-bangsa asing yang ada di sekitarnya. Lagipula, tembok-tembok kota Yerusalem masih hancur berantakan dan pintu-pintu gerbangnya belum diperbaiki sejak dibakar di waktu yang lampau.
4 When I heard that, I sat down and cried. For several days I mourned, and I (fasted/abstained from eating food), and I prayed to our God, [who is/rules] in heaven.
Mendengar berita itu, aku duduk dan menangis. Berhari-hari lamanya aku bersedih hati. Aku terus berpuasa sambil berdoa kepada Allah,
5 I said, “Yahweh, [you who are/rule] in heaven, you are a wonderful and awesome God. You keep your promise to faithfully love those who love you and who obey your commands.
"Ya TUHAN Allah penguasa di surga. Engkau Allah yang Besar dan kami menghadap Engkau dengan penuh rasa takut. Engkau tetap setia dan memegang janji-Mu kepada orang yang cinta kepada-Mu dan mentaati perintah-Mu.
6 Now please look down and listen to what I am praying. I pray during the day and at night for your Israeli people. I confess that we Israeli people have sinned. Even my family and I have sinned against you.
Pandanglah aku ya TUHAN, dan dengarkan doa yang kunaikkan ke hadapan-Mu siang dan malam untuk umat Israel, hamba-hamba-Mu itu. Aku mengakui bahwa kami, umat Israel, telah berdosa; aku dan para leluhurku telah berdosa juga.
7 We have acted very wickedly. [Many years ago] your servant Moses gave us your laws and all the things you commanded us to do [DOU], but we have not obeyed/done them.
Kami telah mendurhaka kepada-Mu dan melanggar perintah-perintah-Mu. Kami tidak mematuhi hukum-hukum yang telah Kauberikan kepada kami melalui Musa, hamba-Mu itu.
8 “But please remember what you told your servant Moses. You said, ‘If you sin, I will scatter you among the ([heathen nations/nations that do not believe in me]).
Ya TUHAN, ingatlah kata-kata-Mu yang diucapkan Musa atas perintah-Mu, bahwa jika kami, umat Israel, tidak setia kepada-Mu, kami akan Kauceraiberaikan di antara bangsa-bangsa lain.
9 But if you return to me and obey my commands, even if you have been exiled to very remote/distant places on the earth, I will bring you back here [to Israel], the land that I [MTY] have chosen to be honored in.’
Tetapi jika kami kembali lagi kepada-Mu dan mentaati perintah-perintah-Mu, maka kami yang sudah tercerai-berai itu akan Kaukumpulkan lagi, meskipun kami ada di ujung-ujung bumi. Lalu kami akan Kaukembalikan ke tempat yang sudah Kaupilih untuk menjadi tempat beribadat kepada-Mu.
10 “We are your servants. We are the people whom you brought here by your very great power [MTY, DOU]
TUHAN, kami ini hamba-hamba-Mu, umat-Mu sendiri yang telah Kauselamatkan dengan kuasa dan kekuatan-Mu yang hebat.
11 Yahweh, please hear this prayer of mine, and the prayers of all your people who are delighted to revere you [MTY]. Today I will go to the king, to request that he do me a great favor. Please motivate him to act kindly toward me, in order that I will be successful [in obtaining what I want].” At that time, I was the one whose work was to taste all the food and drink before it was served to the king, [to be sure that no one had put poison in it].
Dengarkanlah doaku dan doa semua hamba-Mu yang lain, yang mau menghormati Engkau. Berikanlah pertolongan-Mu supaya pada hari ini hamba-Mu ini berhasil mendapat belas kasihan dari raja." Pada masa itu aku adalah pengurus minuman raja.
