Job 7
1 “People need to work hard on this earth, like soldiers do; all during the time that we are alive, we work hard [RHQ], like laborers/servants do.
| הלא צבא לאנוש על ארץ וכימי שכיר ימיו׃ |
2 We are like [SIM] slaves who keep wanting to be in the cool shade, and we are like [SIM] workers who are waiting to be paid.
| כעבד ישאף צל וכשכיר יקוה פעלו׃ |
3 God has given me many months [in which I think that it is] useless [to remain alive]; he has allotted/given to me many nights during which I feel miserable.
| כן הנחלתי לי ירחי שוא ולילות עמל מנו לי׃ |
4 When I lie down [at night] I say, ‘How long will it be until morning?’ But nights are long, and I (toss/turn over and over) [on my bed] until dawn.
| אם שכבתי ואמרתי מתי אקום ומדד ערב ושבעתי נדדים עדי נשף׃ |
5 My body is covered with maggots and scabs; pus oozes out of my open sores.
| לבש בשרי רמה וגיש עפר עורי רגע וימאס׃ |
6 My days pass as quickly as a weaver’s (shuttle/stick that takes the thread back and forth), and they end without my confidently expecting [that things will be better the next day].
| ימי קלו מני ארג ויכלו באפס תקוה׃ |
7 God, do not forget that my life is [as short as] a breath [MET]; I [think that] I [SYN] will never again be happy.
| זכר כי רוח חיי לא תשוב עיני לראות טוב׃ |
8 God, you [SYN] see me now, but [some day] you will not see me any more. You will search for me, but I will be gone [because I will be dead].
| לא תשורני עין ראי עיניך בי ואינני׃ |
9 Like [SIM] clouds (disperse/break up) and then disappear, people [die and] descend to the place where dead people are, and they do not return; (Sheol h7585)
| כלה ענן וילך כן יורד שאול לא יעלה׃ (Sheol h7585) |
10 they never return to their houses, and people among whom they lived do not remember them any more.
| לא ישוב עוד לביתו ולא יכירנו עוד מקמו׃ |
11 So, I will not be silent; while I am suffering I will speak; I will complain [to God about what has happened to me] because I [SYN] am very angry.
| גם אני לא אחשך פי אדברה בצר רוחי אשיחה במר נפשי׃ |
12 [God, ] why do you watch closely what I am doing? [Do you think that] I am a [dangerous] sea monster?
| הים אני אם תנין כי תשים עלי משמר׃ |
13 When [I lie down at night, ] I think, ‘I will be comforted here on my bed; my pain will be less while I am sleeping.’
| כי אמרתי תנחמני ערשי ישא בשיחי משכבי׃ |
14 But then you give me dreams that cause me to be afraid; you give me visions that terrify me,
| וחתתני בחלמות ומחזינות תבעתני׃ |
15 with the result that I would prefer to be strangled to death than to continue to [be alive] being only a bunch of bones.
| ותבחר מחנק נפשי מות מעצמותי׃ |
16 I detest continuing to be alive; I do not want to live for many years [HYP]. Allow me to be alone, [because I will be alive] for only a very short remaining time [HYP].
| מאסתי לא לעלם אחיה חדל ממני כי הבל ימי׃ |
17 “We human beings are not [very important]; so, why do you pay a lot of attention to us [DOU]?
| מה אנוש כי תגדלנו וכי תשית אליו לבך׃ |
18 You look at us every morning [to see what we are doing], and examine us every moment [to see if we are doing what is right].
| ותפקדנו לבקרים לרגעים תבחננו׃ |
19 (When will you stop looking at me and leave me alone [for a little time], long enough to swallow my spit?/Please stop looking at me and leave me alone [for a little time], long enough to swallow my spit.) [RHQ]
| כמה לא תשעה ממני לא תרפני עד בלעי רקי׃ |
20 [Why do] you watch me constantly? If I sin, that certainly does not harm you! Why have you set me up like a target to shoot at? Do you consider me to be a heavy load that you are forced to carry?
| חטאתי מה אפעל לך נצר האדם למה שמתני למפגע לך ואהיה עלי למשא׃ |
21 [If I have sinned, ] are you not able to forgive me for my sins— the things that I have done that are wrong? Soon I will lie in my grave; you will search for me, but [you will not find me because] I will be [dead and] gone.”
| ומה לא תשא פשעי ותעביר את עוני כי עתה לעפר אשכב ושחרתני ואינני׃ |
