Job 31
1 “I solemnly promised myself that I would not look at a young woman with a desire [to have sex with her].
Gözlərim üçün əhd etmişəm, Gözüm bir qıza baxarmı?
2 [If I did not do what I promised, ] what would God who is in heaven [MTY] do to me [RHQ]? Almighty [God] would certainly not [RHQ] give me any reward!
İnsan yuxarıdan – Allahdan nə pay alır? İnsana ucalardan – Külli-İxtiyardan nə irs qalır?
3 [Previously I thought that] surely [RHQ] it was unrighteous people who would experience calamities, and that it was those who do what is wrong who would experience disasters.
Məgər haqsızların başına fəlakət gəlmir? Məgər fitnəkarların başına bəla gəlmir?
4 God certainly sees [RHQ] everything that I do, [so why is he causing me to suffer?] [It is as though] he counts every step that I take.
Məgər O, yollarıma baxmır? Məgər O hər addımımı saymır?
5 [“I solemnly declare that] I have never acted wickedly and have never tried to deceive people.
Əgər yalançı olaraq gəzmişəmsə, Ayağım fırıldaq üçün qaçıbsa,
6 I request only that God judge me fairly [MET], and if he does that, he will know that I (am innocent/have not done what is wrong).
Qoy Allah məni haqq tərəzisində çəksin, Kamil olduğumu görsün.
7 If [it were true that] I have stopped living righteously, or [that] I [SYN] have desired the things that I look at [MTY], or [that] I am guilty of any other sin,
Yolumda əyri addım atmışamsa, Gözlərimin ardınca qəlbimi sürükləmişəmsə, Əllərimi ləkələmişəmsə,
8 then I hope/wish that when I plant [seeds], someone else will [harvest the crops and] eat [them] and that others will uproot the [fruit trees] that I planted.
Əkdiyimi yadlar yesin, Qoy əkinim kökündən çıxarılsın.
9 “If [it were true that] I [SYN] have been attracted by some other man’s wife, or [that] I have hidden myself and waited outside [the] door [to] her [house],
Əgər qəlbim başqa bir qadına meyl edibsə, Qonşumun qapısını pusmuşamsa,
10 I hope/desire that my wife will become the servant/slave of another man and have sex [EUP] with him.
Qoy arvadım başqasının taxılını üyütsün, Qoy onunla başqa kişilər yatsın.
11 [For me to do] that would be a terrible sin, and the judges would decide that I should be punished.
Axı bu bir xəcalət olardı, Məhkəməyə veriləsi bir günah sayılardı.
12 My [committing adultery] would [produce in me a fire like] [MET] the fire that burns people in hell, and it would burn up everything that I own. (questioned)
Çünki bu Həlak yerinədək yandırıb-yaxan bir alovdur. Bu bütün barımı kökündən çıxarardı.
13 “And, if [it were true that] I have ever refused to listen to one of my male or female servants when they complained to me about something,
Əgər mənimlə çəkişəndə Nökərlərimin və kənizlərimin Haqqını yemişəmsə,
14 God would arise [and declare that he would punish me]; and when he would do that, what would I do? If he would ask me [about what I have done], (what would I answer?/I would not be able to answer.) [RHQ]
Allah ayağa qalxanda Mən nə edə bilərəm? Məni yoxlayanda nə cavab verərəm?
15 God, who created me, certainly also created my servants [RHQ]; surely he is the one who formed them and me in our mothers’ wombs [RHQ]; [so we all should behave toward each other equally].
Anamın bətnində məni yaradan Onu yaratmayıbmı? Bətndən bizə quruluş verən O olmayıbmı?
16 “I have guided orphans from the time that they were born; I have taken care of them since they were young. So, if [it were true that] I ate all my food myself and did not share some of it with orphans, or [that] I refused to give poor people the things that they wanted, or [that] I caused widows to live (in despair/without hope [that they would receive any help from anyone]),
Əgər yoxsulların istədiklərini bir kənara qoymuşamsa, Dul qadının ümidini qırmışamsa,
Bir tikəmi özüm yeyib Yetimə verməmişəmsə,
Gəncliyimdən bəri yetimlərə atalıq etməmişəmsə, Doğulandan bəri dul qadına yol göstərməmişəmsə,
19 or [that] I had seen people die [from cold] because they had no clothes, or [that] I had seen poor people who did not have clothes [to keep them warm],
Paltarı olmadığı üçün canı ağrıyan, Ya örtüyə möhtac qalan yoxsulları görəndə
20 and they were not able to become warm [from clothes made] from the wool of my sheep with the result that they thanked me for [giving them clothes, ]
Qoyunlarımın yunu ilə onları isitməmişəmsə, Onlar da mənə ürəkdən alqış etməyiblərsə,
21 or if [it were true that] I threatened to strike any orphan because I knew that the elders at the city gates would (decide in my favor);
Məhkəmədə sözü keçən olduğum üçün Yetimə əl qaldırmışamsa,
22 [if those things were true about me], I hope/desire that my shoulder blade would be torn out and my arm be torn from my shoulder.
Qollarım qırılıb çiyinlərimdən düşsün, Qoy qolum lüləsindən sınsın.
23 I always feared that God would cause me to experience a great disaster [if I did any of those evil things], and I would not have been able to endure the powerful [things that he would do to punish me].
Çünki Allahın bəlasından qorxuram, Əzəməti qarşısında dayana bilmərəm.
24 “If [it were true that] I trusted in my gold/money [DOU],
Əgər qızıla ümid bağlamışamsa, Saf qızıla “ümidim sənsən” demişəmsə,
25 or that I rejoiced because I had acquired many things and had become very rich,
Əgər bol sərvətimə görə, Əlimin gəlirinin çoxluğuna görə sevinmişəmsə,
26 or that I looked at the sun when it was shining or looked at the beautiful moon
Əgər parlayan günəşə, İşıq saçaraq dövran edən aya baxıb,
27 and I [SYN] had been tempted [to worship them] by kissing my hand to revere them,
Könlümün meylini gizlicə azdırıb, Sitayiş etmək üçün əlimlə onlara Öpüş yollamışamsa,
28 those things also would be sins for which the judges would say that I must be punished, because I would have been rejecting God [by doing those things].
Bu da məni ittiham edən günah sayılardı, Çünki ucalarda olan Allahı danmış olardım.
29 “[It is not true that] I [SYN] sinned by requesting God to curse people who hated me with the result that God would cause them to die. It is also not true that I was glad when they were ruined or that I rejoiced when they experienced disasters [DOU].
Əgər düşmənlərimin bədbəxtliyinə sevinmişəmsə, Başına bəla gəldi deyə fərəhlənmişəmsə,
Kiminsə canına qarğış yağdıraraq Dilimə günah işlətməyə yol vermişəmsə,
31 [It is also not true that] I never welcomed travelers to stay in my tent or that I did not open my doors to them, but [forced them to] sleep in the streets. [All] the men who work for me certainly know that [RHQ]!
Evimdəki insanlar “Əyyubun verdiyi ətlə Qarnını doyurmayan varmı?” deyə soruşmayıblarsa,
– Heç bir yadelli gecəni küçədə keçirməzdi, Qapım həmişə yoldan keçənlərin üzünə açıq idi –
33 Some people try to hide their sins, but I have never done that;
Əgər təqsirimi gizlətmişəmsə, Adəm kimi üsyankarlığımı ört-basdır etmişəmsə,
34 and I never remained silent and refused to go outside of my home because I was very (afraid of/worried about) what people would say [about me], and that they would hate/scorn me.
Camaatdan qorxduğum üçün, El qınağından dəhşətə gəldiyim üçün Dinməzcə bayıra çıxmamışamsa…
35 “I wish/desire that there was someone who would hear what I am saying! I solemnly declare [that all that I have said is true]. I wish that those who oppose me would write down [on a scroll] the evil things that they say that I did.
Kaş məni bir eşidən olaydı! Bu sözümü təsdiq edirəm, Qoy Külli-İxtiyar mənə bir cavab versin! Əleyhdarım bunu tumara yazıb əlimə versin.
36 [If they did that, ] I would wear that scroll on my shoulder, or wear it on top of my head, [in order that everyone could see it].
Şübhəsiz, bu tumarı çiynimdə gəzdirərdim, Başıma tac edərdim.
37 I would tell [God] everything that I have done, and I would approach him [confidently], like a ruler would.
Onda atdığım hər addımı Allaha bildirərdim, Mən bir şahzadə kimi Onun yanına gedərdim.
38 If [it were true that] I have stolen land, with the result that [it was as though] its furrows cried out to accuse me of stealing;
Torpağım da məndən fəryad edirsə, Kotanın açdığı yarıqlar əlimdən bir ağızdan ağlayırsa,
39 or [if it were true that] I have eaten the crops that grew in someone else’s fields without paying [for those crops], with the result that those farmers who grew those crops died [from hunger];
Pulunu vermədən məhsulu yemişəmsə, Buranın sakinlərinin ürəyini qırmışamsa,
40 then I wish/desire that thorns would grow [in my fields] instead of wheat. May bad weeds grow instead of barley!” That is the end of what Job said [to his three friends].
Qoy sahəmdə buğda yerinə tikan, Arpa yerinə alaq bitsin». Əyyubun söhbəti sona yetdi.
