Job 10
1 “I am tired of living. And I will not be silent and stop saying what I am complaining about. Instead, being very unhappy, I will speak [IDM].
Ang aking kaluluwa ay nalulunos sa aking buhay; aking palalayain ang aking daing; ako'y magsasalita sa kapaitan ng aking kaluluwa.
2 I will say to God, ‘Do not say that I must be punished; instead, tell me what wrong you are saying that I have done.
Sasabihin ko sa Dios: Huwag mo akong hatulan; ipakilala mo sa akin kung bakit nakikipagtalo ka sa akin.
3 Does it seem to be good for you to oppress me, to abandon me, whom you created, and instead, to help wicked people to do the things that they plan to do?
Mabuti ba sa iyo na ikaw ay mamighati, na iyong itakuwil ang gawa ng iyong mga kaaway, at iyong pasilangin ang payo ng masama?
4 Do you understand things the way that we humans do?
Ikaw ba'y may mga matang laman, o nakakakita ka bang gaya ng pagkakita ng tao?
5 (Do you live for only a few years, like we do?/You certainly do not live for only a few years, like we do.) [RHQ]
Ang iyo bang mga kaarawan ay gaya ng mga kaarawan ng tao, o ang iyong mga taon ay gaya ng mga kaarawan ng tao,
6 So, why do you [RHQ] continue to search for my faults? Why do you hunt for my sins?
Upang ikaw ay magsiyasat ng aking kasamaan, at magusisa ng aking kasalanan,
7 You know that I am not guilty, and that no one can rescue me from your power [MTY].
Bagaman iyong nalalaman na ako'y hindi masama; at walang makapagliligtas sa iyong kamay?
8 “'With your hands you created me and shaped/formed my body; but now you are [deciding that you should not have done that, and you are] destroying me.
Ang iyong mga kamay ang siyang lumalang at nagbigay anyo sa akin sa buong palibot; gayon ma'y pinahihirapan mo ako.
9 Do not forget that you made me from [a piece of] clay; are you going to cause me to become dirt again [RHQ]?
Iyong alalahanin, isinasamo ko sa iyo, na ako'y iyong binigyang anyo na gaya ng putik; at iuuwi mo ba ako uli sa pagkaalabok?
10 You certainly [RHQ] directed/controlled it when I was conceived, and you formed me inside my mother’s womb [MET].
Hindi mo ba ako ibinuhos na parang gatas, at binuo mo akong parang keso?
11 You fastened my bones together with sinews, and [then] you covered them with flesh inside my skin.
Ako'y binihisan mo ng balat at laman, at sinugpong mo ako ng mga buto at mga litid.
12 You have caused me to be alive, and you have faithfully loved me, and you have carefully (preserved me/kept me alive).
Ako'y pinagkalooban mo ng buhay at kagandahang-loob, at pinamalagi ang aking diwa ng iyong pagdalaw.
13 “'But you (kept secret/did not reveal) what [you were planning to do to me]; I am certain that you were planning [to do] these [things to me].
Gayon ma'y ang mga bagay na ito ay iyong ikinubli sa iyong puso; talastas ko na ito'y sa iyo:
14 You were watching to see if I would sin, in order that [if I sinned, ] you would refuse to forgive me.
Kung ako'y magkasala, iyo nga akong tinatandaan, at hindi mo ako patatawarin sa aking kasamaan.
15 If I am a wicked man, I hope/wish that terrible things will happen to me. But even if I am righteous, I still must bow my head [and feel ashamed], because I am very disgraced and feel miserable.
Kung ako'y maging masama, sa aba ko; at kung ako'y maging matuwid, hindi ko man itataas ang aking ulo; yamang puspos ng kakutyaan, at ng pagmamasid niring kadalamhatian.
16 And if I am proud, you hunt me like [SIM] a lion hunts [for some animal to kill], and you act powerfully to injure me.
At kung ang aking ulo ay mataas, iyong hinuhuli akong parang leon: at napakikita ka uling kagilagilalas sa akin.
17 You constantly find more witnesses [to testify that I have done what is wrong], and you continually become more angry/perturbed with me. [It is as though] you are always bringing new troops to attack me.
Iyong binabago ang iyong mga pagsaksi laban sa akin, at dinaragdagan mo ang iyong galit sa akin; paninibago at pakikipagbaka ang sumasaakin.
18 “'God, why did you allow me to be born? I wish/desire that I had died before anyone [SYN] saw me.
Bakit mo nga ako inilabas mula sa bahay-bata? Napatid sana ang aking hininga, at wala nang matang nakakita pa sa akin.
19 [I consider that] it would have been better if I had been carried directly from my mother’s womb to the grave than for me to live.
Ako sana'y naging parang hindi nabuhay; nadala sana ako mula sa bahay-bata hanggang sa libingan,
20 [I think that] [RHQ] there are only a few days for me to remain alive; so (allow me to be alone/stop attacking me), in order that I may be a little cheerful
Hindi ba kaunti ang aking mga araw? paglikatin mo nga, at ako'y iyong bayaan, upang ako'y maginhawahan ng kaunti,
21 before I go to the place from which I will never return, where it is always gloomy and very dark [DOU],
Bago ako manaw doon na hindi ako babalik, sa lupain ng kadiliman at ng lilim ng kamatayan;
22 a place of darkness and dark shadows, where [everything] is confused/disordered, where [even a small amount of] light there is like darkness (OR, there is no light, only darkness).’”
Ang lupain na dilim, na gaya ng salimuot na kadiliman; lupain ng lilim ng kamatayan, na walang anomang ayos, at doon sa ang liwanag ay gaya ng salimuot na kadiliman.
