Ezra 9
1 Some time later, the Jewish leaders came to me and said, “Many Israelis, and even some priests and [other men who are] descendants of Levi [who work in the temple], have not kept themselves from [doing what] the other people who are living in this land [do]. They are practicing the detestable things that the Canaan, Heth, Periz, Jebus, Ammon, and Amor people-groups, and the people from Moab and Egypt do.
Sesudah semua itu dilaksanakan, beberapa pemimpin Israel datang kepada saya di teras rumah Allah dan berkata, “Bapak, kami mau memberitahukan bahwa ada banyak rakyat, termasuk para imam dan pelayan dari suku Lewi, yang terlibat dalam bermacam-macam perbuatan najis yang dilakukan oleh berbagai bangsa lain yang tinggal di wilayah ini. Umat Israel tidak memisahkan diri dari pengaruh bangsa Kanaan, Het, Feris, Yebus, Amon, Moab, Mesir, dan Amori.
2 [Specifically, some] Israeli men have married women who are not Israelis, and they have allowed their sons to do the same thing. So we, God’s sacred people, have become (contaminated/polluted in God’s sight). And some of our leaders and officials have been the first/worst ones to do this.”
Mereka dan anak-anak lelaki mereka melakukan kawin campur dengan anak-anak perempuan dari bangsa-bangsa itu, sehingga merusak kesucian garis keturunan bangsa Israel. Bahkan para pemimpinlah yang justru lebih dulu melakukan tindakan tercemar itu!”
3 When I heard that, [I became very angry, with the result that] I tore my clothes and tore some hair from my head and from my beard. Then I sat down, very shocked/dismayed. [The Israelis knew that God had warned us that he would punish us if we disobeyed] what he had said to us [about marrying women who are not Israelis].
Mendengar berita tersebut, saya sebagai pimpinan sangat kecewa, sehingga saat itu juga saya merobek pakaian saya serta mencabuti rambut dan jenggot saya sebagai tanda berduka, lalu duduk dengan tidak berdaya dan hati yang hancur lebur.
4 [So] many of the Israelis trembled/were afraid when they heard that some of those who had returned from Babylonia had sinned by disobeying the God of us Israelis like that. They came and sat with me until it was time to offer the evening sacrifices [of grain].
Kemudian banyak orang berkumpul di sekeliling saya untuk turut berduka karena pelanggaran besar terhadap firman Allah Israel yang dilakukan oleh sebagian orang yang pulang dari pembuangan. Mereka takut dan gemetar terhadap ancaman hukuman Allah, dan saya terus duduk dalam keadaan berduka sampai tiba waktunya persembahan kurban sore.
5 When it was time to offer those sacrifices, I was still sitting there, wearing those torn clothes and mourning/sad. I stood up, and then I quickly prostrated myself on the ground. I lifted up my hands to Yahweh, my God,
Pada saat persembahan kurban sore mulai dibakar, saya berdiri dari tempat saya duduk merendahkan diri, dengan masih memakai pakaian yang sudah robek tadi. Lalu saya bersujud lagi dan mengulurkan kedua tangan saya kepada TUHAN Allahku.
6 and this is what I prayed: “Yahweh my God, I am very ashamed to raise my head in front of you. The sins that we Israelis have committed [are very great; it is as though they] have risen up higher than our heads, and our guilt [for committing those sins, it is as though it] rises up to the heavens.
Saya berdoa, “Ya Allahku, aku merasa sangat malu datang ke hadapan-Mu, karena dosa dan kesalahan kami sangat banyak, bahkan bertumpuk-tumpuk sampai ke surga.
7 Since the time that our ancestors lived until now, we have been very guilty. That is the reason that we and our kings and our priests have been defeated by [the armies of] the kings of other lands. They killed [some of our people], they captured [some], they robbed [some], and they [caused them all to be] disgraced, just like we are today.
Sejak zaman nenek moyang kami sampai sekarang, kami terlalu banyak berbuat dosa terhadap Engkau. Itulah sebabnya, sejak dulu, rakyat Israel serta para raja dan imam kami terus dibunuh, dirampok, juga ditawan ke negeri musuh, seperti yang masih kami alami sekarang.
8 “But now, Yahweh God, you have been very kind to us. You have allowed some of us to (survive/continue to live). You have revived our spirits [IDM] and allowed us to escape from being slaves [in Babylonia] and to return safely [IDM] to live in this sacred place.
“Tetapi saat ini, Engkau sudah berbelas kasihan kepada kami, ya TUHAN Allah kami. Engkau baru saja membebaskan sebagian kecil dari kami untuk kembali dan hidup di tempat-Mu yang kudus ini. Oleh karena itu, kami merasa lebih lega daripada sebelumnya dalam perbudakan di negeri Babel.
9 We were slaves, but you did not abandon us. Instead, because you faithfully love us, you caused the kings of Persia to be very kind to us. You have allowed us to continue to live and to rebuild your temple which had been completely destroyed. You have allowed us to start to live safely here in Jerusalem and in [other towns in] Judah.
Meskipun kami masih berstatus budak, Engkau tidak meninggalkan kami. Engkau bahkan menunjukkan kasih dan kesetiaan-Mu kepada kami melalui raja-raja Persia, sehingga kami mendapat izin untuk membangun rumah-Mu yang sudah dihancurkan ini, dan Engkau menjadi seperti pagar pelindung bagi kami di tanah Yehuda dan kota Yerusalem.
10 “Our God, what more can we say now [RHQ]? In spite of all that [you have done for us], we have disobeyed your commands.
“Tetapi sekarang, setelah semua kebaikan yang Engkau tunjukkan itu, kami tidak bisa berkata apa-apa, ya Allah. Karena lagi-lagi kami sudah berhenti mengikuti perintah-perintah-Mu,
11 They are commands that you gave to your servants, the prophets, to tell to us. They said that the land that we would occupy was polluted because of the detestable/disgusting things that were done by the people who lived there. They said that in the land there were people from one end to the other who did immoral/shameful things.
yang dahulu Engkau sampaikan melalui hamba-hamba-Mu, para nabi. Mereka sudah memberitahu nenek moyang kami bahwa daerah yang akan kami masuki sudah dikotori oleh penduduk-penduduk di sini. Para penduduk asli negeri ini sudah melakukan perbuatan-perbuatan buruk dan menjijikkan dari ujung ke ujung sehingga negeri ini menjadi najis.
12 They said, ‘Do not allow your daughters to marry their sons! Do not allow your sons to marry their daughters! Do not even try to cause things to go well for those people-groups! If you obey these instructions, your nation will be strong, and you will enjoy the good crops that grow on the land, and the land will belong to your descendants forever.’
Oleh karena itu para nabi melarang kami kawin campur dengan orang-orang di negeri ini ataupun membantu mereka untuk menjadi makmur dan sejahtera. Jika kami menaati perintah-perintah itu, kami akan tetap kuat dan dapat menikmati hasil bumi dari negeri kami, serta mewariskannya kepada anak cucu kami sampai selamanya.
13 “You punished us because we were very guilty for having done wicked things. But you have not punished us as much as we deserve to be punished. [I say this because] you, our God, have allowed some of us to survive.
“Tetapi bangsa kami sudah banyak melanggar perintah-Mu itu. Sesungguhnya, semua kesengsaraan yang dialami bangsa kami selama masa pembuangan di negeri Babel adalah hukuman yang adil atas segala kejahatan bangsa kami, bahkan hukuman-Mu itu lebih ringan daripada yang pantas kami terima. Hanya karena kebaikan-Mu saja, sebagian kecil dari bangsa kami masih bisa hidup dan kembali ke tanah ini.
14 However, some of us are again disobeying your commands, and we are marrying women who do those detestable things. If we continue to do that, surely you will get rid of all of us [RHQ], with the result that none of us will remain alive.
Maka, dengan keadaan yang terlanjur seperti sekarang, ya TUHAN, apakah yang dapat kami katakan atau lakukan? Tidak mungkin kami terus saja melanggar perintah-perintah-Mu lagi dengan melakukan kawin campur dengan orang-orang kafir itu! Kalau kami tidak menghentikan kejahatan ini, tentu Engkau akan membinasakan kami sampai tidak tersisa lagi satu pun yang selamat.
15 Yahweh, the God whom we Israelis [worship/belong to], you are fair/just. We are guilty. We are only a few people who have escaped [from Babylonia], but we pray to you, even though we do not deserve to stand in your presence.”
TUHAN, Allah Israel, Engkau maha benar. Tetapi lihatlah kami: Dari bangsa Israel yang besar, hanya tinggal kami ini yang masih hidup dan ingin mengabdi kepada-Mu. Namun, sekarang pun kami sudah jatuh dalam kenajisan lagi! Tidak ada satu pun dari kami yang layak datang ke hadapan-Mu untuk berdoa meminta pengampunan.”
