< Job 30 >

1 But, now, they who are of fewer days than I, have poured derision upon me; whose fathers I refused—to set with the dogs of my flock.
וְעַתָּה ׀ שָׂחֲקוּ עָלַי צְעִירִים מִמֶּנִּי לְיָמִים אֲשֶׁר־מָאַסְתִּי אֲבוֹתָם לָשִׁית עִם־כַּלְבֵי צֹאנִֽי׃
2 Even the strength of their hands, wherefore was it mine? Upon them, vigour was lost;
גַּם־כֹּחַ יְדֵיהֶם לָמָּה לִּי עָלֵימוֹ אָבַד כָּֽלַח׃
3 In want and hunger, they were lean, —who used to gnaw the dry ground, a dark night of desolation!
בְּחֶסֶר וּבְכָפָן גַּלְמוּד הַעֹרְקִים צִיָּה אֶמֶשׁ שׁוֹאָה וּמְשֹׁאָֽה׃
4 Who used to pluck off the mallow by the bushes, with the root of the broom for their food;
הַקֹּטְפִים מַלּוּחַ עֲלֵי־שִׂיחַ וְשֹׁרֶשׁ רְתָמִים לַחְמָֽם׃
5 Out of the midst, were they driven, men shouted after them, as after a thief;
מִן־גֵּו יְגֹרָשׁוּ יָרִיעוּ עָלֵימוֹ כַּגַּנָּֽב׃
6 In the fissures, of the ravines had they to dwell, in holes of dust and crags;
בַּעֲרוּץ נְחָלִים לִשְׁכֹּן חֹרֵי עָפָר וְכֵפִֽים׃
7 Among the bushes, used they to shriek, Under the bramble, were they huddled together:
בֵּין־שִׂיחִים יִנְהָקוּ תַּחַת חָרוּל יְסֻפָּֽחוּ׃
8 Sons of the base, yea sons of the nameless, they were scourged out of the land.
בְּֽנֵי־נָבָל גַּם־בְּנֵי בְלִי־שֵׁם נִכְּאוּ מִן־הָאָֽרֶץ׃
9 But, now, their song, have I become, Yea I serve them for a byword;
וְעַתָּה נְגִינָתָם הָיִיתִי וָאֱהִי לָהֶם לְמִלָּֽה׃
10 They abhor me—have put themselves far from me, and, from my face, have not withheld—spittle!
תִּעֲבוּנִי רָחֲקוּ מֶנִּי וּמִפָּנַי לֹא־חָשְׂכוּ רֹֽק׃
11 Because, my girdle, he had loosened and had humbled me, therefore, the bridle—in my presence, cast they off;
כִּֽי־[יִתְרִי] (יתרו) פִתַּח וַיְעַנֵּנִי וְרֶסֶן מִפָּנַי שִׁלֵּֽחוּ׃
12 On my right hand, the young brood rose up, —My feet, they thrust aside, and cast up against me their earthworks of destruction;
עַל־יָמִין פִּרְחַח יָקוּמוּ רַגְלַי שִׁלֵּחוּ וַיָּסֹלּוּ עָלַי אׇרְחוֹת אֵידָֽם׃
13 They brake up my path, —My engulfing ruin, they helped forward, unaided;
נָֽתְסוּ נְֽתִיבָתִי לְהַוָּתִי יֹעִילוּ לֹא עֹזֵר לָֽמוֹ׃
14 As through a wide breach, came they on, with a crashing noise, they rolled themselves along.
כְּפֶרֶץ רָחָב יֶאֱתָיוּ תַּחַת שֹׁאָה הִתְגַּלְגָּֽלוּ׃
15 There are turned upon me terrors, —Chased away as with a wind, is mine abundance, and, as a cloud, hath passed away my prosperity.
הׇהְפַּךְ עָלַי בַּלָּהוֹת תִּרְדֹּף כָּרוּחַ נְדִבָתִי וּכְעָב עָבְרָה יְשֻׁעָתִֽי׃
16 Now, therefore, over myself, my soul poureth itself out, There seize me days of affliction:
וְעַתָּה עָלַי תִּשְׁתַּפֵּךְ נַפְשִׁי יֹאחֲזוּנִי יְמֵי־עֹֽנִי׃
17 Night, boreth, my bones, all over me, —and, my sinews, find no rest;
לַיְלָה עֲצָמַי נִקַּר מֵעָלָי וְעֹרְקַי לֹא יִשְׁכָּבֽוּן׃
18 Most effectually, is my skin disfigured, —Like the collar of my tunic, it girdeth me about:
בְּרׇב־כֹּחַ יִתְחַפֵּשׂ לְבוּשִׁי כְּפִי כֻתׇּנְתִּי יַאַזְרֵֽנִי׃
19 He hath cast me into the mire, and I have become like dust and ashes.
הֹרָנִי לַחֹמֶר וָאֶתְמַשֵּׁל כֶּעָפָר וָאֵֽפֶר׃
20 I cry out for help unto thee, and thou dost not answer, I stand still, and thou dost gaze at me;
אֲשַׁוַּע אֵלֶיךָ וְלֹא תַֽעֲנֵנִי עָמַדְתִּי וַתִּתְבֹּנֶן בִּֽי׃
21 Thou art turned to become a cruel one unto me, With the might of thy hand, thou assailest me;
תֵּהָפֵךְ לְאַכְזָר לִי בְּעֹצֶם יָדְךָ תִשְׂטְמֵֽנִי׃
22 Thou liftest up me to the wind, thou carriest me away, and the storm maketh me faint;
תִּשָּׂאֵנִי אֶל־רוּחַ תַּרְכִּיבֵנִי וּתְמֹגְגֵנִי (תשוה) [תּוּשִׁיָּֽה]׃
23 For I know that, unto death, thou wilt bring me back, even unto the house of meeting for every one living.
כִּֽי־יָדַעְתִּי מָוֶת תְּשִׁיבֵנִי וּבֵית מוֹעֵד לְכׇל־חָֽי׃
24 Only, against a heap of ruins, will one not thrust a hand! Surely, when one is in calamity—for that very reason, is there an outcry for help.
אַךְ לֹֽא־בְעִי יִשְׁלַח־יָד אִם־בְּפִידוֹ לָהֶן שֽׁוּעַ׃
25 Verily I wept, for him whose lot was hard, Grieved was my soul, for the needy.
אִם־לֹא בָכִיתִי לִקְשֵׁה־יוֹם עָֽגְמָה נַפְשִׁי לָאֶבְיֽוֹן׃
26 Surely, for good, I looked, but there came in evil, And I waited for light, but there came in darkness;
כִּי טוֹב קִוִּיתִי וַיָּבֹא רָע וַאֲיַחֲלָה לְאוֹר וַיָּבֹא אֹֽפֶל׃
27 I boiled within me, and rested not, There confronted me—days of affliction;
מֵעַי רֻתְּחוּ וְלֹא־דָמּוּ קִדְּמֻנִי יְמֵי־עֹֽנִי׃
28 In gloom, I walked along, without sun, I arose—in the convocation, I cried out for help;
קֹדֵר הִלַּכְתִּי בְּלֹא חַמָּה קַמְתִּי בַקָּהָל אֲשַׁוֵּֽעַ׃
29 A brother, became I to the brutes that howl, and a companion to the birds that screech:
אָח הָיִיתִי לְתַנִּים וְרֵעַ לִבְנוֹת יַעֲנָֽה׃
30 My skin, turned black, and peeled off me, and, my bones, burned with heat:
עוֹרִי שָׁחַר מֵעָלָי וְעַצְמִי־חָרָה מִנִּי־חֹֽרֶב׃
31 Thus is attuned to mourning—my lyre, and my flute, to the noise of them who weep.
וַיְהִי לְאֵבֶל כִּנֹּרִי וְעֻגָבִי לְקוֹל בֹּכִֽים׃

< Job 30 >