< Psalms 38 >
1 [A Psalm by David, for a memorial.] YHWH, do not rebuke me in your wrath, neither chasten me in your hot displeasure.
A Psalm of David for remembrance concerning the Sabbath-day. O Lord, rebuke me not in your wrath, neither chasten me in your anger.
2 For your arrows have pierced me, your hand presses hard on me.
For your weapons are fixed in me, and you have pressed your hand heavily upon me.
3 There is no soundness in my flesh because of your indignation, neither is there any health in my bones because of my sin.
For there is no health in my flesh because of your anger; there is no peace to my bones because of my sins.
4 For my iniquities have gone over my head. As a heavy burden, they are too heavy for me.
For my transgressions have gone over mine head: they have pressed heavily upon me like a weighty burden.
5 My wounds are loathsome and corrupt, because of my foolishness.
My bruises have become noisome and corrupt, because of my foolishness.
6 I am pained and bowed down greatly. I go mourning all day long.
I have been wretched and bowed down continually: I went with a mourning countenance all the day.
7 For my waist is filled with burning. There is no soundness in my flesh.
For my soul is filled with mockings; and there is no health in my flesh.
8 I am faint and severely bruised. I have groaned by reason of the anguish of my heart.
I have been afflicted and brought down exceedingly: I have roared for the groaning of my heart.
9 Lord, all my desire is before you. My groaning is not hidden from you.
But all my desire is before you; and my groaning is not hidden from you.
10 My heart throbs. My strength fails me. As for the light of my eyes, it has also left me.
My heart is troubled, my strength has failed me; and the light of mine eyes is not with me.
11 My loved ones and my friends keep their distance because of my affliction. My kinsmen stand far away.
My friends and my neighbours drew near before me, and stood still; and my nearest of kin stood afar off.
12 They also who seek after my life lay snares. Those who seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and meditate deceits all day long.
While they pressed hard upon me that sought my soul: and they that sought my hurt spoke vanities, and devised deceits all the day.
13 But I, as a deaf man, do not hear. I am as a mute man who doesn't open his mouth.
But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and was as a dumb man not opening his mouth.
14 Yes, I am as a man who doesn't hear, in whose mouth are no reproofs.
And I was as a man that hears not, and who has no reproofs in his mouth.
15 For in you, YHWH, do I hope. You will answer, YHWH my God.
For I hoped in you, O Lord: you will hear, O Lord my God.
16 For I said, "Do not let them gloat over me, or exalt themselves over me when my foot slips."
For I said, Lest mine enemies rejoice against me: for when my feet were moved, they spoke boastingly against me.
17 For I am ready to fall. My pain is continually before me.
For I am ready for plagues, and my grief is continually before me.
18 Yes, I confess my iniquity. I am anxious because of my sin.
For I will declare mine iniquity, and be distressed for my sin.
19 But my enemies, for no reason, are many. Those who hate me wrongfully are numerous.
But mine enemies live, and are mightier than I: and they that hate me unjustly are multiplied.
20 They who also render evil for good are adversaries to me, because I follow what is good.
They that reward evil for good slandered me; because I followed righteousness.
21 Do not forsake me, YHWH. My God, do not be far from me.
Forsake me not, O Lord my God: depart not from me.
22 Hurry to help me, YHWH, my salvation.
Draw near to my help, O Lord of my salvation.