< Job 31 >
1 "I made a covenant with my eyes, how then should I look lustfully at a young woman?
“I solemnly promised myself that I would not look at a young woman with a desire [to have sex with her].
2 For what is the portion from God above, and the heritage from Shaddai on high?
[If I did not do what I promised, ] what would God who is in heaven [MTY] do to me [RHQ]? Almighty [God] would certainly not [RHQ] give me any reward!
3 Is it not calamity for the unrighteous, and disaster for evildoers?
[Previously I thought that] surely [RHQ] it was unrighteous people who would experience calamities, and that it was those who do what is wrong who would experience disasters.
4 Doesn't he see my ways, and number all my steps?
God certainly sees [RHQ] everything that I do, [so why is he causing me to suffer?] [It is as though] he counts every step that I take.
5 "If I have walked with falsehood, and my foot has hurried to deceit
[“I solemnly declare that] I have never acted wickedly and have never tried to deceive people.
6 (let me be weighed in an even balance, that God may know my integrity);
I request only that God judge me fairly [MET], and if he does that, he will know that I (am innocent/have not done what is wrong).
7 if my step has turned out of the way, if my heart walked after my eyes, if any defilement has stuck to my hands,
If [it were true that] I have stopped living righteously, or [that] I [SYN] have desired the things that I look at [MTY], or [that] I am guilty of any other sin,
8 then let me sow, and let another eat. Yes, let the produce of my field be rooted out.
then I hope/wish that when I plant [seeds], someone else will [harvest the crops and] eat [them] and that others will uproot the [fruit trees] that I planted.
9 "If my heart has been enticed to a woman, and I have lain in wait at my neighbor's door,
“If [it were true that] I [SYN] have been attracted by some other man’s wife, or [that] I have hidden myself and waited outside [the] door [to] her [house],
10 then let my wife grind for another, and let others sleep with her.
I hope/desire that my wife will become the servant/slave of another man and have sex [EUP] with him.
11 For that would be a heinous crime. Yes, it would be an iniquity to be punished by the judges:
[For me to do] that would be a terrible sin, and the judges would decide that I should be punished.
12 For it is a fire that consumes to destruction, and would root out all my increase.
My [committing adultery] would [produce in me a fire like] [MET] the fire that burns people in hell, and it would burn up everything that I own. ()
13 "If I have despised the cause of my male servant or of my female servant, when they contended with me;
“And, if [it were true that] I have ever refused to listen to one of my male or female servants when they complained to me about something,
14 What then shall I do when God rises up? When he visits, what shall I answer him?
God would arise [and declare that he would punish me]; and when he would do that, what would I do? If he would ask me [about what I have done], (what would I answer?/I would not be able to answer.) [RHQ]
15 Did not he who made me in the womb make him? Did not the same one fashion us in the womb?
God, who created me, certainly also created my servants [RHQ]; surely he is the one who formed them and me in our mothers’ wombs [RHQ]; [so we all should behave toward each other equally].
16 "If I have withheld the poor from their desire, or have caused the eyes of the widow to fail,
“I have guided orphans from the time that they were born; I have taken care of them since they were young. So, if [it were true that] I ate all my food myself and did not share some of it with orphans, or [that] I refused to give poor people the things that they wanted, or [that] I caused widows to live (in despair/without hope [that they would receive any help from anyone]),
17 or have eaten my morsel alone, and the fatherless has not eaten of it
18 (no, from my youth he grew up with me as with a father, her have I guided from my mother's womb);
19 if I have seen any perish for want of clothing, or that the needy had no covering;
or [that] I had seen people die [from cold] because they had no clothes, or [that] I had seen poor people who did not have clothes [to keep them warm],
20 if his heart hasn't blessed me, if he hasn't been warmed with my sheep's fleece;
and they were not able to become warm [from clothes made] from the wool of my sheep with the result that they thanked me for [giving them clothes, ]
21 if I have lifted up my hand against the fatherless, because I saw my help in the gate,
or if [it were true that] I threatened to strike any orphan because I knew that the elders at the city gates would (decide in my favor);
22 then let my shoulder fall from the shoulder blade, and my arm be broken from the bone.
[if those things were true about me], I hope/desire that my shoulder blade would be torn out and my arm be torn from my shoulder.
23 For calamity from God is a terror to me. Because his majesty, I can do nothing.
I always feared that God would cause me to experience a great disaster [if I did any of those evil things], and I would not have been able to endure the powerful [things that he would do to punish me].
24 "If I have made gold my hope, and have said to the fine gold, 'You are my confidence;'
“If [it were true that] I trusted in my gold/money [DOU],
25 If I have rejoiced because my wealth was great, and because my hand had gotten much;
or that I rejoiced because I had acquired many things and had become very rich,
26 if I have seen the sun when it shined, or the moon moving in splendor,
or that I looked at the sun when it was shining or looked at the beautiful moon
27 and my heart has been secretly enticed, and my hand threw a kiss from my mouth,
and I [SYN] had been tempted [to worship them] by kissing my hand to revere them,
28 this also would be an iniquity to be punished by the judges; for I should have denied the God who is above.
those things also would be sins for which the judges would say that I must be punished, because I would have been rejecting God [by doing those things].
29 "If I have rejoiced at the destruction of him who hated me, or lifted up myself when evil found him;
“[It is not true that] I [SYN] sinned by requesting God to curse people who hated me with the result that God would cause them to die. It is also not true that I was glad when they were ruined or that I rejoiced when they experienced disasters [DOU].
30 (yes, I have not allowed my mouth to sin by asking his life with a curse);
31 if the men of my tent have not said, 'Who can find one who has not been filled with his meat?'
[It is also not true that] I never welcomed travelers to stay in my tent or that I did not open my doors to them, but [forced them to] sleep in the streets. [All] the men who work for me certainly know that [RHQ]!
32 (the foreigner has not lodged in the street, but I have opened my doors to the traveler);
33 if like Adam I have covered my transgressions, by hiding my iniquity in my heart,
Some people try to hide their sins, but I have never done that;
34 because I feared the great multitude, and the contempt of families terrified me, so that I kept silence, and did not go out of the door?
and I never remained silent and refused to go outside of my home because I was very (afraid of/worried about) what people would say [about me], and that they would hate/scorn me.
35 oh that I had one to hear me. (look, here is my signature, let Shaddai answer me); let the accuser write my indictment.
“I wish/desire that there was someone who would hear what I am saying! I solemnly declare [that all that I have said is true]. I wish that those who oppose me would write down [on a scroll] the evil things that they say that I did.
36 Surely I would carry it on my shoulder; and I would bind it to me as a crown.
[If they did that, ] I would wear that scroll on my shoulder, or wear it on top of my head, [in order that everyone could see it].
37 I would declare to him the number of my steps; as a prince would I go near to him.
I would tell [God] everything that I have done, and I would approach him [confidently], like a ruler would.
38 If my land cries out against me, and its furrows weep together;
If [it were true that] I have stolen land, with the result that [it was as though] its furrows cried out to accuse me of stealing;
39 if I have eaten its fruits without money, or have caused its owners to lose their life,
or [if it were true that] I have eaten the crops that grew in someone else’s fields without paying [for those crops], with the result that those farmers who grew those crops died [from hunger];
40 let briars grow instead of wheat, and stinkweed instead of barley." The words of Job are ended.
then I wish/desire that thorns would grow [in my fields] instead of wheat. May bad weeds grow instead of barley!” That is the end of what Job said [to his three friends].