< Nehemiah 1 >
1 The words of Neemias the son of Chelcia. And it came to pass in the month Chaseleu, of the twentieth year, that I was in Susan the palace.
Saya Nehemia anak Hakalya. Saya menyusun riwayat ini untuk melaporkan tindakan yang sudah saya lakukan. Pada bulan Kisleu di tahun kedua puluh pemerintahan Raja Artasasta, saat saya berada di Benteng Susan,
2 And Anani, one of my brethren, came, he and [some] men of Juda; and I asked them concerning those that had escaped, who had been left of the captivity, and concerning Jerusalem.
kerabat saya yang bernama Hanani datang bersama beberapa orang dari Yehuda. Ketika bertemu dengan mereka, saya menanyakan keadaan orang Yahudi yang sudah pulang ke wilayah Yehuda dari pembuangan di Babel, juga keadaaan kota Yerusalem.
3 And they said to me, The remnant, [even] those that are left of the captivity, [are] there in the land, in great distress and reproach: and the walls of Jerusalem [are] thrown down, and its gates are burnt with fire.
Jawab mereka, “Orang-orang yang kembali dari pembuangan dan rakyat yang ditinggal di wilayah Yehuda mengalami banyak kesulitan dan dipermalukan. Benteng kota Yerusalem sudah dirobohkan, dan pintu gerbangnya sudah dibakar.”
4 And it came to pass, when I heard these words, [that] I sat down and wept, and mourned for [several] days, and continued fasting and praying before the God of heaven.
Mendengar berita itu, saya duduk dan menangis. Selama berhari-hari saya berkabung, berpuasa, dan berdoa kepada Allah Surgawi.
5 And I said, Nay, I pray you, O Lord God of heaven, the mighty, the great and terrible, keeping your covenant and mercy to them that love him, and to those that keep his commandments:
Saya berkata, “Tolonglah ya TUHAN, Allah yang bertakhta di surga! Engkau Allah yang hebat yang kami takuti dan hormati. Engkau menepati perjanjian-Mu dan tetap setia kepada orang-orang yang mengasihi dan menaati perintah-Mu.
6 let now your ear be attentive, and your eyes open, that you may hear the prayer of your servant, which I pray before you at this time, this day [both] day and night, for the children of Israel your servants, and make confession for the sins of the children of Israel, which we have sinned against you: both I and the house of my father have sinned.
Lihatlah aku dan dengarkanlah doaku. Aku berdoa siang dan malam untuk orang Israel. Aku mengakui bahwa umat Israel, juga aku dan nenek moyangku, sudah berdosa terhadap Engkau. Ya, kami hamba-hamba-Mu ini sudah berdosa.
7 We have altogether broken [covenant] with you, and we have not kept the commandments, and the ordinances, and the judgments, which you did command your servant Moses.
Kami sangat memberontak terhadap Engkau dengan tidak menaati perintah, hukum, dan ketetapan yang Engkau berikan melalui Musa, hamba-Mu itu.
8 Remember, I pray you, the word wherewith you did charge your servant Moses, saying, If you break covenant [with me], I will disperse you among the nations.
Ya TUHAN, ingatlah perkataan-Mu ini melalui Musa, ‘Jika kalian tidak setia hidup sesuai perjanjian dengan-Ku, Aku akan mencerai-beraikan kalian di antara bangsa-bangsa.
9 But if you turn again to me, and keep my commandments, and do them; if you should be scattered under the utmost [bound] of heaven, thence will I gather them, and I will bring them into the place which I have chosen to cause my name to dwell there.
Tetapi jika kalian kembali kepada-Ku dan mematuhi perintah-perintah-Ku, maka sekalipun kalian dibuang ke ujung bumi, Aku akan mengumpulkan kalian kembali ke tempat yang sudah Aku tetapkan, yaitu tempat di mana Aku disembah.’
10 Now they [are] your servants and your people, whom you have redeemed with your great power, and with your strong hand.
Kami adalah hamba-Mu dan umat-Mu yang sudah Engkau selamatkan dengan kekuatan dan kuasa-Mu yang besar.
11 [Turn] not [away], I pray you, O Lord, but let your ear be attentive to the prayer of your servant, and to the prayer of your servants, who desire to fear your name: and prosper, I pray you, your servant this day, and cause him to find mercy in the sight of this man. Now I was the king's cupbearer.
Ya TUHAN, mohon dengarkanlah doa hamba-Mu ini, juga doa hamba-hamba-Mu yang lain yang selalu ingin menghormati Engkau. Berikanlah aku keberanian sewaktu meminta bantuan kepada raja. Lembutkanlah hatinya agar dia bersikap baik kepadaku.” Pada masa itu jabatan saya adalah juru minuman raja.