< Psalms 38 >
1 O Yhwh, rebuke me not in thy wrath: neither chasten me in thy hot displeasure.
A Psalm of David, in commemoration of the Sabbath. O Lord, do not rebuke me in your fury, nor chastise me in your wrath.
2 For thine arrows stick fast in me, and thy hand presseth me sore.
For your arrows have been driven into me, and your hand has been confirmed over me.
3 There is no soundness in my flesh because of thine anger; neither is there any rest in my bones because of my sin.
There is no health in my flesh before the face of your wrath. There is no peace for my bones before the face of my sins.
4 For mine iniquities are gone over mine head: as an heavy burden they are too heavy for me.
For my iniquities have walked over my head, and they have been like a heavy burden weighing upon me.
5 My wounds stink and are corrupt because of my foolishness.
My sores have putrefied and been corrupted before the face of my foolishness.
6 I am troubled; I am bowed down greatly; I go mourning all the day long.
I have become miserable, and I have been bent down, even to the end. I have walked with contrition all day long.
7 For my loins are filled with a loathsome disease: and there is no soundness in my flesh.
For my loins have been filled with illusions, and there is no health in my flesh.
8 I am feeble and sore broken: I have roared by reason of the disquietness of my heart.
I have been afflicted and greatly humbled. I bellowed from the groaning of my heart.
9 Lord, all my desire is before thee; and my groaning is not hid from thee.
O Lord, all my desire is before you, and my groaning before you has not been hidden.
10 My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.
My heart has been disturbed. My strength has abandoned me, and the light of my eyes has abandoned me, and it is not with me.
11 My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my sore; and my kinsmen stand afar off.
My friends and my neighbors have drawn near and stood against me. And those who were next to me stood far apart. And those who sought my soul used violence.
12 They also that seek after my life lay snares for me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine deceits all the day long.
And those who sought evil accusations against me were speaking emptiness. And they practiced deceitfulness all day long.
13 But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and I was as a dumb man that openeth not his mouth.
But, like someone deaf, I did not hear. And I was like someone mute, not opening his mouth.
14 Thus I was as a man that heareth not, and in whose mouth are no reproofs.
And I became like a man who does not hear, and who has no reproofs in his mouth.
15 For in thee, O Yhwh, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.
For in you, Lord, I have hoped. You will listen to me, O Lord my God.
16 For I said, Hear me, lest otherwise they should rejoice over me: when my foot slippeth, they magnify themselves against me.
For I said, “Lest at any time, my enemies might rejoice over me,” and, “While my feet are being shaken, they have spoken great things against me.”
17 For I am ready to halt, and my sorrow is continually before me.
For I have been prepared for scourges, and my sorrow is ever before me.
18 For I will declare mine iniquity; I will be sorry for my sin.
For I will announce my iniquity, and I will think about my sin.
19 But mine enemies are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied.
But my enemies live, and they have been stronger than me. And those who have wrongfully hated me have been multiplied.
20 They also that render evil for good are mine adversaries; because I follow the thing that good is.
Those who render evil for good have dragged me down, because I followed goodness.
21 Forsake me not, O Yhwh: O my God, be not far from me.
Do not forsake me, O Lord my God. Do not depart from me.
22 Make haste to help me, O Lord my salvation.
Be attentive to my help, O Lord, the God of my salvation.