< Job 7 >
1 Is there not a time of service to man upon earth? And are not his days like the days of a hireling?
Is there not a warfare to man on earth? And as the days of an hireling his days?
2 As a servant that eagerly longeth for the shadow, and as a hireling that looketh for his wages;
As a servant desireth the shadow, And as a hireling expecteth his wage,
3 So am I made to possess — months of vanity, and wearisome nights are appointed to me.
So I have been caused to inherit months of vanity, And nights of misery they numbered to me.
4 When I lie down, I say: 'When shall I arise?' But the night is long, and I am full of tossings to and fro unto the dawning of the day.
If I lay down then I said, 'When do I rise!' And evening hath been measured, And I have been full of tossings till dawn.
5 My flesh is clothed with worms and clods of dust; my skin closeth up and breaketh out afresh.
Clothed hath been my flesh [with] worms, And a clod of dust, My skin hath been shrivelled and is loathsome,
6 My days are swifter than a weaver's shuttle, and are spent without hope.
My days swifter than a weaving machine, And they are consumed without hope.
7 O remember that my life is a breath; mine eye shall no more see good.
Remember Thou that my life [is] a breath, Mine eye turneth not back to see good.
8 The eye of him that seeth me shall behold me no more; while Thine eyes are upon me, I am gone.
The eye of my beholder beholdeth me not. Thine eyes [are] upon me — and I am not.
9 As the cloud is consumed and vanisheth away, so he that goeth down to the grave shall come up no more. (Sheol )
Consumed hath been a cloud, and it goeth, So he who is going down to Sheol cometh not up. (Sheol )
10 He shall return no more to his house, neither shall his place know him any more.
He turneth not again to his house, Nor doth his place discern him again.
11 Therefore I will not refrain my mouth; I will speak in the anguish of my spirit; I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
Also I — I withhold not my mouth — I speak in the distress of my spirit, I talk in the bitterness of my soul.
12 Am I a sea, or a sea-monster, that Thou settest a watch over me?
A sea -[monster] am I, or a dragon, That thou settest over me a guard?
13 When I say: 'My bed shall comfort me, my couch shall ease my complaint';
When I said, 'My bed doth comfort me,' He taketh away in my talking my couch.
14 Then Thou scarest me with dreams, and terrifiest me through visions;
And thou hast affrighted me with dreams, And from visions thou terrifiest me,
15 So that my soul chooseth strangling, and death rather than these my bones.
And my soul chooseth strangling, Death rather than my bones.
16 I loathe it; I shall not live alway; let me alone; for my days are vanity.
I have wasted away — not to the age do I live. Cease from me, for my days [are] vanity.
17 What is man, that Thou shouldest magnify him, and that Thou shouldest set Thy heart upon him,
What [is] man that Thou dost magnify him? And that Thou settest unto him Thy heart?
18 And that Thou shouldest remember him every morning, and try him every moment?
And inspectest him in the mornings, In the evenings dost try him?
19 How long wilt Thou not look away from me, nor let me alone till I swallow down my spittle?
How long dost Thou not look from me? Thou dost not desist till I swallow my spittle.
20 If I have sinned, what do I unto Thee, O Thou watcher of men? Why hast Thou set me as a mark for Thee, so that I am a burden to myself?
I have sinned, what do I to Thee, O watcher of man? Why hast Thou set me for a mark to Thee, And I am for a burden to myself — and what?
21 And why dost Thou not pardon my transgression, and take away mine iniquity? For now shall I lie down in the dust; and Thou wilt seek me, but I shall not be.
Thou dost not take away my transgression, And cause to pass away mine iniquity, Because now, for dust I lie down: And Thou hast sought me — and I am not!