< Job 31 >

1 I vowed to myself never to look with desire at young women.
I have made a covenant with my eyes; how then should I look with desire on a virgin?
2 What should people expect to receive from God? What reward should the Almighty on high give them?
For what is the portion from God above, the inheritance from the Almighty on high?
3 Isn't it disaster for the wicked and destruction for those who do wrong?
I used to think that calamity is for unrighteous people, and that disaster is for doers of wickedness.
4 Doesn't God see everything I do—even count every step I take?
Does not God see my ways and count all my steps?
5 Have I lived a deceitful life? Have I been eager to tell lies?
If I have walked with falsehood, if my foot has hurried to deceit,
6 No! Let God weigh me on the scales of his justice and let him discover my integrity.
let me be weighed in an even balance so that God will know my integrity.
7 If I have wandered from God's way, if I have let what I see become my desires, if there's any stain of sin on my hands,
If my step has turned aside from the way, if my heart has gone after my eyes, if any spot has stuck to my hands,
8 then let someone else eat what I have sown, and all that I have grown be uprooted.
then let me sow, and let another eat, and let my crops be uprooted.
9 If a woman has seduced me, or if I have looked for an opportunity to sleep with my neighbor's wife,
If my heart has been deceived by a woman, if I have lain in wait at my neighbor's door,
10 then let my wife serve another, let other men sleep with her.
then let my wife grind grain for another, and let others bow down on her.
11 For that would be wicked, a sin deserving punishment,
For that would be a terrible crime; indeed, it would be a crime to be punished by judges.
12 for this sin is like a fire that leads to destruction, destroying everything I have.
For that is a fire that consumes as far as Abaddon, and it would burn all my harvest to the root.
13 If I had refused to listen to my menservants or maidservants when they brought their complaints to me,
If I ignored the plea for justice from my male or female servant when they argued with me,
14 what would I do when God came to judge me? How would I reply if he investigated me?
what then would I do when God rises up to accuse me? When he comes to judge me, how would I answer him?
15 Didn't the same God make all of us?
Did the one who made me in the womb not make them also? Did not the same one mold us all in the womb?
16 Have I refused to give the poor what they needed, or caused widows to despair?
If I have withheld poor people from their desire, or if I have caused the eyes of the widow to grow dim from crying,
17 Have I even eaten just a piece of bread by myself? Haven't I always shared my food with orphans?
or if I have eaten my morsel alone and not allowed those without fathers to eat it also—
18 From when I was young I was a father to orphans and took care of widows.
because from my youth the orphan grew up with me as with a father, and I have guided his mother, a widow, from my own mother's womb.
19 If ever I saw someone needing clothes, the poor without anything to wear,
If I have seen anyone perish for lack of clothing, or if I have seen that a needy man had no clothing;
20 they always thanked me for the wool clothing that kept them warm.
if his heart has not blessed me because he has not been warmed with the wool of my sheep,
21 If I raised my hand to hit an orphan, confident that if it came to court the judges would be on my side,
if I have lifted up my hand against fatherless people because I saw my support in the city gate, then bring charges against me!
22 then let my shoulder be pulled from its joint, my arm wrenched out of its socket.
If I have done these things, then let my shoulder fall from the shoulder blade, and let my arm be broken from its joint.
23 Since I'm terrified of what punishment God may have in store for me, and because of his majesty, I could never do this.
For I dreaded destruction from God; because of his majesty, I was not able to do those things.
24 Have I put my trust in gold, calling fine gold, ‘My security’?
If I have made gold my hope, and if I have said to fine gold, 'You are what I am confident in';
25 Have I delighted in being rich, happy at all my wealth I had gained?
if I have rejoiced because my wealth was great, because my hand had gotten many possessions, then bring charges against me!
26 Have I looked at the sun shining so brilliantly or the moon moving in majesty across the sky
If I have seen the sun when it shone, or the moon walking in its brightness,
27 and been tempted to secretly worship them by kissing my hand to them in devotion?
and if my heart has been secretly attracted, so that my mouth has kissed my hand in worship of them—
28 This too would be a sin deserving punishment for it would mean I had denied God above.
this also would be a crime to be punished by judges, for I would have denied the God who is above.
29 Have I ever been happy when disaster destroyed those who hated me, or celebrated when evil took them down?
If I have rejoiced at the destruction of anyone who hated me or congratulated myself when disaster overtook him, then bring charges against me!
30 I have never allowed my mouth to sin by putting a curse on someone's life.
Indeed, I have not even allowed my mouth to sin by asking for his life with a curse.
31 Haven't my family asked, ‘Is there anyone who has not eaten as much as they wanted of his food?’
If the men of my tent have never said, 'Who can find one who has not been filled with Job's food?'
32 I have never let strangers sleep in the street; I have opened my doors to travelers.
(even the foreigner has never had to stay in the city square, because I have always opened my doors to the traveler), and if that is not so, then bring charges against me!
33 Have I concealed my sins from others, hiding my wrongdoing deep inside me?
If, like mankind, I have hidden my sins by hiding my guilt inside my tunic
34 Was I afraid of what everybody else would think, scared of the contempt families would show me, so that I kept quiet and didn't go outside?
(because I feared the great multitude, because the contempt of families terrified me, so that I kept silent and would not go outside), then bring charges against me!
35 Why won't anyone listen to what I'm saying! I'm signing my name to endorse everything I've said. Let the Almighty answer me. Let my accuser write down what he is charging me with.
Oh, if only I had someone to hear me! See, here is my signature; let the Almighty answer me! If only I had the indictment that my opponent has written!
36 I would hold them up high; I would wear them on my head like a crown.
Surely I would carry it openly on my shoulder; I would put it on like a crown.
37 I would explain to him everything I'd done; I would hold my head high before him.
I would declare to him an accounting for my steps; as a confident prince I would go up to him.
38 If my land has cried out against me; if her furrows have wept over me;
If my land ever cries out against me, and its furrows weep together,
39 if I have taken its crops without payment or if I have caused harm to the farmers;
if I have eaten its harvest without paying for it or have caused its owners to lose their lives,
40 then let thorns grow instead of wheat, and weeds instead of barley.” The words of Job are ended.
then let thorns grow instead of wheat and weeds instead of barley.” The words of Job are finished.

< Job 31 >