Nehemiah 2
1 Now it happened that, in the month of Nisan, in the twentieth year of king Artaxerxes, wine was before him; and I lifted up the wine, and I gave it to the king. And I was like someone languishing before his face.
Beberapa bulan kemudian, yaitu pada bulan Nisan, masih dalam tahun keduapuluh pemerintahan Artasasta, saya bertugas menyajikan anggur bagi raja. Saat saya memberikan anggur kepadanya, ternyata dia melihat saya bersedih. Sebelumnya saya tidak pernah terlihat sedih di hadapan raja.
2 And the king said to me: “Why is your expression sad, though you do not appear to be sick? This is not without cause, but some evil, I know not what, is in your heart.” And I was struck with an exceedingly great fear.
Karena itu raja pun bertanya, “Mengapa mukamu muram? Sepertinya kamu tidak sakit. Pasti kamu sedang bersusah hati.” Saya menjadi sangat ketakutan,
3 And I said to the king: “O king, live forever. Why should my expression not be mournful, since the city of the house of the sepulchers of my father is desolate, and its gates have been burned with fire?”
tetapi saya menjawab, “Semoga Tuanku Raja hidup selamanya! Bagaimana saya tidak sedih, Tuan, bila keadaan kota Yerusalem, tanah air kami, tempat nenek moyang saya dikuburkan, sudah menjadi reruntuhan dan gerbangnya hancur terbakar.”
4 And the king said to me: “What would you request?” And I prayed to the God of heaven.
Lalu raja bertanya, “Apakah kamu punya permintaan yang berhubungan dengan hal itu?” Saya pun berdoa dalam hati kepada Allah Surgawi
5 And I said to the king: “If it seems good to the king, and if your servant is pleasing before your face: that you would send me into Judea, to the city of the sepulcher of my father. And I will rebuild it.”
kemudian menjawab raja, “Jika Tuanku berkenan mengabulkan permintaan hambamu ini, mohon utuslah saya ke Yehuda untuk membangun kembali kota asal saya itu.”
6 And the king said to me, with the queen who was sitting beside him: “Until what time will your journey be, and when will you return?” And it was pleasing before the countenance of the king, and so he sent me. And I established a time for him.
Raja, yang saat itu duduk berdampingan dengan ratu, bertanya kepada saya, “Berapa lama kamu akan pergi dan kapan kembali?” Saya memberitahu raja waktu yang sudah saya rencanakan. Dia menyetujuinya dan mengizinkan saya pergi.
7 And I said to the king: “If it seems good to the king, may he give me letters to the governors of the region beyond the river, so that they may lead me through, until I arrive in Judea,
Saya juga meminta kepada raja, “Jika Tuanku berkenan, mohon berikanlah beberapa surat jalan resmi kerajaan untuk saya sampaikan kepada setiap pemimpin wilayah yang akan saya lewati menuju Provinsi Sebelah Barat sungai Efrat. Dengan itu mereka mengizinkan saya melewati wilayah mereka hingga sampai ke Yehuda.
8 and a letter to Asaph, the keeper of the king’s forest, so that he may give me timber, in order that I may be able to cover the gates of the tower of the house, and the walls of the city, and the house that I will enter.” And the king granted to me in accord with the good hand of my God, who is with me.
Juga surat untuk Asaf, pengelola hutan raja, agar dia memberi saya balok-balok kayu untuk membuat pintu gerbang pada tembok yang mengelilingi rumah TUHAN, benteng kota, dan untuk membangun rumah tempat saya tinggal.” Oleh pertolongan Allah, raja mengabulkan semua permintaan itu.
9 And I went to the governors of the region beyond the river, and I gave them the letters of the king. Now the king had sent with me military leaders and horsemen.
Raja juga menyuruh sejumlah perwira tentara dan pasukan berkuda untuk mengawal perjalanan saya. Demikianlah saya berangkat ke Provinsi Sebelah Barat sungai Efrat dan menyampaikan surat-surat dari raja kepada gubernur di sana.
10 And Sanballat, a Horonite, and the servant Tobiah, an Ammonite, heard this. And they were saddened, with a great affliction, that a man had arrived who was seeking the prosperity of the sons of Israel.
Ketika Sanbalat orang Horon dan Tobia orang Amon mendengar berita kedatangan saya, mereka sangat marah karena saya hendak menolong orang Israel.
11 And I arrived at Jerusalem, and I was there for three days.
Akhirnya kami tiba di Yerusalem, lalu tiga hari kemudian
12 And I got up in the night, I and a few men with me. And I did not reveal to anyone what God had placed in my heart to do in Jerusalem. And there was no animal with me, except the animal on which I was sitting.
saya dan beberapa orang yang datang bersama saya diam-diam pergi keluar pada malam hari. Saya menunggang keledai, sementara yang lain berjalan kaki. Saya tidak memberi tahu siapa pun tentang rencana yang Allah berikan kepada saya untuk membangun kembali Yerusalem.
13 And I departed in the night through the gate of the valley, and before the fountain of the dragon, and toward the dung gate. And I considered the wall of Jerusalem, which was broken apart, and its gates, which had been consumed by fire.
Kami keluar melalui Gerbang Lembah, melewati Sumur Naga, dan sampai ke Gerbang Pembuangan Sampah untuk memeriksa bagian benteng yang sudah diruntuhkan dan gerbang-gerbang yang sudah dibakar.
14 And I continued on to the gate of the fountain, and to the aqueduct of the king. And there was no room for the beast on which I was sitting to pass through.
Selanjutnya kami menuju ke Gerbang Air Mancur dan Kolam Raja, tetapi keledai saya tidak bisa melewati reruntuhan di sana.
15 And so I climbed up in the night along the torrent, and I considered the wall. And turning back, I went by the gate of the valley, and I returned.
Kemudian kami meneruskan ke Lembah Kidron dan memeriksa bagian benteng di situ, lalu kembali melalui Gerbang Lembah.
16 Now the magistrates did not know where I had gone, or what I had done. For I had revealed nothing, even to that point in time, to the Jews, or to the priests, or to the nobles, or to the magistrates, or to the others who were doing the work.
Para pejabat pemerintahan tidak tahu bahwa saya sudah memeriksa tempat-tempat itu, karena saya belum mengatakan apa pun tentang rencana saya kepada para pemimpin Yahudi, baik para imam, bangsawan, pejabat, maupun semua orang yang akan terlibat dalam pembangunan.
17 And so I said to them: “You know the affliction in which we are, because Jerusalem is desolate, and its gates have been consumed by fire. Come, and let us rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, and let us no longer be in disgrace.”
Sesudah itu, saya mengadakan pertemuan dengan mereka dan berkata, “Kalian tahu betul masalah yang kita hadapi. Kota kita sudah hancur, bentengnya sudah diruntuhkan, dan gerbangnya sudah dibakar. Mari kita membangun kembali benteng kota Yerusalem, supaya kita tidak terus-menerus merasa hina!”
18 And I revealed to them how the hand of my God was with me for good, and the words of the king, which he had spoken to me. And I said: “Let us rise up, and build.” And their hands were strengthened for good.
Saya juga menceritakan kepada mereka bahwa Allah sudah begitu baik sehingga Dia menolong saya, dan bahwa raja pun mendukung rencana ini. Mereka menjawab, “Bagus! Mari kita bangun kembali benteng kota kita!” Maka dengan berani mereka memulai pekerjaan yang baik itu.
19 But Sanballat, a Horonite, and the servant Tobiah, an Ammonite, and Geshem, an Arab, heard of it. And they ridiculed and disparaged us, and they said: “What is this thing that you are doing? Could you be rebelling against the king?”
Tetapi ketika Sanbalat, Tobia, dan seorang Arab bernama Gesyem mendengar rencana kami, mereka menertawakan dan menghina kami dengan berkata, “Apa-apaan ini?! Kalian merencanakan kejahatan besar! Rupanya kalian mau memberontak terhadap raja!”
20 And I replied to them a word, and I said to them: “The God of heaven himself is helping us, and we are his servants. Let us rise up and build. But there is no portion, or justice, or remembrance in Jerusalem for you.”
Saya menjawab, “Dengar baik-baik. Allah Surgawi pasti menolong kami. Kami para hamba-Nya akan mulai membangun kembali benteng kota ini. Kalian tidak perlu ikut campur, karena kalian tidak punya hak apa pun di Yerusalem, baik berdasarkan izin pemerintah maupun hak kepemilikan tanah. Para leluhur kalian juga tidak pernah ikut menyembah TUHAN di sini.”
