Job 7
1 Has not man his ordered time of trouble on the earth? and are not his days like the days of a servant working for payment?
"Isn't a man forced to labor on earth? Aren't his days like the days of a hired hand?
2 As a servant desiring the shades of evening, and a workman looking for his payment:
As a servant who earnestly desires the shadow, as a hireling who looks for his wages,
3 So I have for my heritage months of pain to no purpose, and nights of weariness are given to me.
so am I made to possess months of misery, wearisome nights are appointed to me.
4 When I go to my bed, I say, When will it be time to get up? but the night is long, and I am turning from side to side till morning light.
When I lie down, I say, 'When shall I arise, and the night be gone?' I toss and turn until the dawning of the day.
5 My flesh is covered with worms and dust; my skin gets hard and then is cracked again.
My flesh is clothed with worms and clods of dust. My skin closes up, and breaks out afresh.
6 My days go quicker than the cloth-worker's thread, and come to an end without hope.
My days are swifter than a weaver's shuttle, and are spent without hope.
7 O, keep in mind that my life is wind: my eye will never again see good.
Oh remember that my life is a breath. My eye shall no more see good.
8 The eye of him who sees me will see me no longer: your eyes will be looking for me, but I will be gone.
The eye of him who sees me shall see me no more. Your eyes shall be on me, but I shall not be.
9 A cloud comes to an end and is gone; so he who goes down into the underworld comes not up again. (Sheol h7585)
As the cloud is consumed and vanishes away, so he who goes down to Sheol shall come up no more. (Sheol h7585)
10 He will not come back to his house, and his place will have no more knowledge of him.
He shall return no more to his house, neither shall his place know him any more.
11 So I will not keep my mouth shut; I will let the words come from it in the pain of my spirit, my soul will make a bitter outcry.
"Therefore I will not keep silent. I will speak in the anguish of my spirit. I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.
12 Am I a sea, or a sea-beast, that you put a watch over me?
Am I a sea, or a sea monster, that you put a guard over me?
13 When I say, In my bed I will have comfort, there I will get rest from my disease;
When I say, 'My bed shall comfort me. My couch shall ease my complaint;'
14 Then you send dreams to me, and visions of fear;
then you scare me with dreams, and terrify me through visions:
15 So that a hard death seems better to my soul than my pains.
so that my soul chooses strangling, death rather than my bones.
16 I have no desire for life, I would not be living for ever! Keep away from me, for my days are as a breath.
I loathe my life. I do not want to live forever. Leave me alone, for my days are but a breath.
17 What is man, that you have made him great, and that your attention is fixed on him,
What is man, that you should magnify him, that you should set your mind on him,
18 And that your hand is on him every morning, and that you are testing him every minute?
that you should visit him every morning, and test him every moment?
19 How long will it be before your eyes are turned away from me, so that I may have a minute's breathing-space?
How long will you not look away from me, nor leave me alone until I swallow down my spittle?
20 If I have done wrong, what have I done to you, O keeper of men? why have you made me a mark for your blows, so that I am a weariness to myself?
If I have sinned, what do I do to you, you watcher of men? Why have you set me as a mark for you, so that I am a burden to myself?
21 And why do you not take away my sin, and let my wrongdoing be ended? for now I go down to the dust, and you will be searching for me with care, but I will be gone.
Why do you not pardon my disobedience, and take away my iniquity? For now shall I lie down in the dust. You will seek me diligently, but I shall not be."
