< Psalms 39 >
1 For the choirmaster. For Jeduthun. A Psalm of David. I said, “I will watch my ways so that I will not sin with my tongue; I will guard my mouth with a muzzle as long as the wicked are present.”
“A psalm of David. For the leader of the music of the Jeduthunites.” I said, I will take heed to my ways, That I may not sin with my tongue; I will keep my mouth with a bridle, While the wicked is before me.
2 I was speechless and still; I remained silent, even from speaking good, and my sorrow was stirred.
I was dumb with silence; I spake not even what was good; But my pain was increased.
3 My heart grew hot within me; as I mused, the fire burned. Then I spoke with my tongue:
My heart was hot within me; In my anguish the fire burst forth, And I spake with my tongue:
4 “Show me, O LORD, my end and the measure of my days. Let me know how fleeting my life is.
LORD, make me to know mine end, And the number of my days, That I may know how frail I am!
5 You, indeed, have made my days as handbreadths, and my lifetime as nothing before You. Truly each man at his best exists as but a breath.
Behold, thou hast made my days as a hand-breadth, And my life is as nothing before thee; Yea, every man in his firmest state is altogether vanity. (Pause)
6 Surely every man goes about like a phantom; surely he bustles in vain; he heaps up riches not knowing who will haul them away.
Surely every man walketh in a vain show; Surely he disquieteth himself in vain; He heapeth up riches, and knoweth not who shall gather them.
7 And now, O Lord, for what do I wait? My hope is in You.
What, then, O Lord! is my hope? My hope is in thee!
8 Deliver me from all my transgressions; do not make me the reproach of fools.
Deliver me from all my transgressions; Let me not be the reproach of scoffers!
9 I have become mute; I do not open my mouth because of what You have done.
Yet I am dumb; I open not my mouth; For thou hast done it!
10 Remove Your scourge from me; I am perishing by the force of Your hand.
But remove from me thine infliction; For I am perishing by the blow of thine hand.
11 You discipline and correct a man for his iniquity, consuming like a moth what he holds dear; surely each man is but a vapor.
When thou with rebukes dost chasten man for iniquity, Thou causest his glory to waste away like a moth! Surely every man is vanity.
12 Hear my prayer, O LORD, and give ear to my cry for help; do not be deaf to my weeping. For I am a foreigner dwelling with You, a stranger like all my fathers.
Hear my prayer, O LORD! Give ear to my cry; Be not silent at my tears! For I am but a stranger with thee, A sojourner, as all my fathers were.
13 Turn Your gaze away from me, that I may again be cheered before I depart and am no more.”
O spare me, that I may recover strength, Before I go away, and be no more!