< Psalmi 38 >
1 Psalam. Davidov. Za spomen. Jahve, u srdžbi svojoj nemoj ne karati, i nemoj me kazniti u svojemu gnjevu.
A PSALM OF DAVID. “TO CAUSE TO REMEMBER.” YHWH, do not reprove me in Your wrath, Nor discipline me in Your fury.
2 Strijele se tvoje u me zabodoše, ruka me tvoja teško pritisnu:
For Your arrows have come down on me, And You let down Your hand on me.
3 na tijelu mi ništa zdravo nema zbog gnjeva tvog, od grijeha mojih mira mi nema kostima.
Soundness is not in my flesh, Because of Your indignation, Peace is not in my bones, Because of my sin.
4 Zloće moje glavu su mi nadišle, kao preteško breme tište me.
For my iniquities have passed over my head, As a heavy burden—too heavy for me.
5 Rane moje zaudaraju i gnjiju zbog bezumnosti moje.
Stunk—my wounds have become corrupt, Because of my folly.
6 Pogurih se sav i zgrčih, povazdan lutam žalostan.
I have been bent down, I have been bowed down—to excess, I have gone mourning all the day.
7 Moji bokovi puni su ognjice, na tijelu mi ništa zdravo nema.
For my flanks have been full of drought, And soundness is not in my flesh.
8 Iscrpljen sam i satrven posve, stenjem od jecanja srca svojega.
I have been feeble and struck—to excess, I have roared from disquietude of heart.
9 O Gospode, sve su mi želje pred tobom, i vapaji moji nisu ti skriveni.
Lord, all my desire [is] before You, And my sighing has not been hid from You.
10 Srce mi udara silno, snaga me ostavlja i svjetlost vida očinjeg gasi se.
My heart [is] panting, my power has forsaken me, And the light of my eyes, Even they are not with me.
11 Prijatelji i drugovi od rana mojih uzmakoše, i moji najbliži stoje daleko.
My lovers and my friends stand aloof from before my plague. And my neighbors have stood far off.
12 Namještaju mi zamke oni koji mi život vrebaju, koji mi žele nesreću, propašću mi prijete i uvijek smišljaju prijevare.
And those seeking my soul lay a snare, And those seeking my evil Have spoken mischievous things, And they meditate [on] deceits all the day.
13 A ja sam kao gluh i ništa ne čujem i, kao nijem, usta ne otvaram.
And I, as deaf, do not hear. And as a mute one who does not open his mouth.
14 Postadoh k'o čovjek koji ne čuje i koji u ustima nema odgovora.
Indeed, I am as a man who does not hear, And in his mouth are no reproofs.
15 Jer u tebe se, o Jahve, uzdam, ti ćeš me uslišati, Jahve, Bože moj!
Because for You, O YHWH, I have waited, You answer, O Lord my God.
16 Rekoh: “Nek' se ne raduju nada mnom; kad mi noga posrne, nek' se ne uzdižu nada mnom!”
When I said, “Lest they rejoice over me, In the slipping of my foot they magnified themselves against me.”
17 Jer umalo ne propadoh, i moja je bol svagda preda mnom.
For I am ready to halt, And my pain [is] continually before me.
18 Bezakonje svoje ja priznajem i pun sam žalosti zbog grijeha svojega.
For I declare my iniquity, I am sorry for my sin.
19 A koji su bez razloga protiv mene, moćni su, i mnogi su koji me mrze nepravedno.
And my enemies [are] lively, They have been strong, and those hating me without cause, Have been multiplied.
20 Za dobro zlom mi uzvraćaju, protive mi se što tražim dobro.
And those paying evil for good accuse me, Because of my pursuing good.
21 O Jahve, ne ostavljaj me! Bože moj, ne udaljuj se od mene!
Do not forsake me, O YHWH, My God, do not be far from me,
22 Požuri se meni u pomoć, Gospode, spase moj!
Hurry to help me, O Lord, my salvation!