< المَزامِير 38 >
مَزْمُورٌ لِدَاوُدَ لِلتَّذْكِيرِ يَا رَبُّ لَا تُوَبِّخْنِي بِغَضَبِكَ، وَلَا تُؤَدِّبْنِي بِسَخَطِكَ، | ١ 1 |
O Yhwh, rebuke me not in thy wrath: neither chasten me in thy hot displeasure.
لأَنَّ سِهَامَكَ قَدْ أَصَابَتْنِي وَضَرَبَاتِكَ قَدْ ثَقُلَتْ عَلَيَّ. | ٢ 2 |
For thine arrows stick fast in me, and thy hand presseth me sore.
اعْتَلَّ جَسَدِي لِفَرْطِ غَضَبِكَ عَلَيَّ. وَبَلِيَتْ عِظَامِي بِسَبَبِ خَطِيئَتِي. | ٣ 3 |
There is no soundness in my flesh because of thine anger; neither is there any rest in my bones because of my sin.
طَمَتْ آثَامِي فَوْقَ رَأْسِي. وَصَارَتْ كَعِبْءٍ ثَقِيلٍ لَا طَاقَةَ لِي عَلَى حَمْلِهِ. | ٤ 4 |
For mine iniquities are gone over mine head: as an heavy burden they are too heavy for me.
أَنْتَنَتْ جِرَاحِي وَسَالَ صَدِيدُهَا بِسَبَبِ جَهَالَتِي. | ٥ 5 |
My wounds stink and are corrupt because of my foolishness.
انْحَنَيْتُ وَالْتَوَيْتُ. وَدَامَ نَحِيبِي طُولَ النَّهَارِ. | ٦ 6 |
I am troubled; I am bowed down greatly; I go mourning all the day long.
امْتلأَ دَاخِلِي بِأَلَمٍ حَارِقٍ، فَلَا صِحَّةَ فِي جَسَدِي. | ٧ 7 |
For my loins are filled with a loathsome disease: and there is no soundness in my flesh.
أَنَا وَاهِنٌ وَمَسْحُوقٌ إِلَى الْغَايَةِ، وَأَئِنُّ مِنْ أَوْجَاعِ قَلْبِي الدَّفِينَةِ. | ٨ 8 |
I am feeble and sore broken: I have roared by reason of the disquietness of my heart.
أَمَامَكَ يَا رَبُّ كُلُّ تَأَوُّهِي، وَتَنَهُّدِي مَكْشُوفٌ لَدَيْكَ. | ٩ 9 |
Lord, all my desire is before thee; and my groaning is not hid from thee.
خَفَقَ قَلْبِي وَفَارَقَتْنِي قُوَّتِي، وَاضْمَحَلَّ فِيَّ نُورُ عَيْنَيَّ. | ١٠ 10 |
My heart panteth, my strength faileth me: as for the light of mine eyes, it also is gone from me.
وَقَفَ أَحِبَّائِي وَأَصْحَابِي مُسْتَنْكِفِينَ مِنِّي بِسَبَبِ مُصِيبَتِي، وَتَنَحَّى أَقَارِبِي عَنِّي. | ١١ 11 |
My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my sore; and my kinsmen stand afar off.
نَصَبَ السَّاعُونَ لِقَتْلِي الْفِخَاخَ، وَطَالِبُو أَذِيَّتِي تَوَعَّدُوا بِدَمَارِي، وَتَآمَرُوا طُولَ النَّهَارِ لِلإِيقَاعِ بِي. | ١٢ 12 |
They also that seek after my life lay snares for me: and they that seek my hurt speak mischievous things, and imagine deceits all the day long.
أَمَّا أَنَا فَقَدْ كُنْتُ كَأَصَمَّ، لَا يَسْمَعُ، وَكَأَخْرَسَ لَا يَفْتَحُ فَاهُ. | ١٣ 13 |
But I, as a deaf man, heard not; and I was as a dumb man that openeth not his mouth.
كُنْتُ كَمَنْ لَا يَسْمَعُ، وَكَمَنْ لَيْسَ فِي فَمِهِ حُجَّةٌ. | ١٤ 14 |
Thus I was as a man that heareth not, and in whose mouth are no reproofs.
لأَنِّي قَدْ وَضَعْتُ فِيكَ رَجَائِي، وَأَنْتَ تَسْتَجِيبُنِي يَا رَبُّ يَا إِلَهِي. | ١٥ 15 |
For in thee, O Yhwh, do I hope: thou wilt hear, O Lord my God.
قُلْتُ: «لَا تَدَعْهُمْ يَشْمَتُونَ بِي فَحَالَمَا زَلَّتْ قَدَمِي تَغَطْرَسُوا عَلَيَّ» | ١٦ 16 |
For I said, Hear me, lest otherwise they should rejoice over me: when my foot slippeth, they magnify themselves against me.
لأَنِّي أَكَادُ أَتَعَثَّرُ، وَوَجَعِي دَائِماً أَمَامَ نَاظِرِي. | ١٧ 17 |
For I am ready to halt, and my sorrow is continually before me.
أَعْتَرِفُ جَهْراً بِإِثْمِي، وأَحْزَنُ مِنْ أَجْلِ خَطِيئَتِي. | ١٨ 18 |
For I will declare mine iniquity; I will be sorry for my sin.
أَمَّا أَعْدَائِي فَيَفِيضُونَ حَيَوِيَّةً. تَجَبَّرُوا وَكَثُرَ الَّذِينَ يُبْغِضُونَنِي ظُلْماً. | ١٩ 19 |
But mine enemies are lively, and they are strong: and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied.
وَالَّذِينَ يُجَازُونَ الْخَيْرَ بِالشَّرِّ يُقَاوِمُونَنِي لأَنِّي أَتْبَعُ الصَّلاحَ. | ٢٠ 20 |
They also that render evil for good are mine adversaries; because I follow the thing that good is.
لَا تَنْبِذْنِي يَا رَبُّ. يَا إِلَهِي لَا تَبْعُدْ عَنِّي. | ٢١ 21 |
Forsake me not, O Yhwh: O my God, be not far from me.
أَسْرِعْ لِنَجْدَتِي يَا رَبُّ يَا مُخَلِّصِي. | ٢٢ 22 |
Make haste to help me, O Lord my salvation.