< أيُّوب 30 >

أَمَّا الآنَ فَقَدْ هَزَأَ بِي مَنْ هُمْ أَصْغَرُ مِنِّي سِنّاً، مَنْ كُنْتُ آنَفُ أَنْ أَجْعَلَ آبَاءَهُمْ مَعَ كِلابِ غَنَمِي. ١ 1
But now [they that are] younger than I have me in derision, whose fathers I would have disdained to have set with the dogs of my flock.
إِذْ مَا جَدْوَى قُوَّةِ أَيْدِيهِمْ لِي بَعْدَ أَنْ أُصِيبَتْ بِعَجْزٍ؟ ٢ 2
Yea, whereto [might] the strength of their hands [profit] me, in whom old age was perished?
يَهِيمُونَ هُزَالَى جِيَاعاً، يَنْبِشُونَ الْيَابِسَةَ الْخَرِبَةَ الْمَهْجُورَةَ. ٣ 3
For want and famine [they were] solitary; fleeing into the wilderness in former time desolate and waste.
يَلْتَقِطُونَ الْخُبَّيْزَةَ بَيْنَ الْعُلَّيْقِ، وَخُبْزُهُمْ عُرُوقُ الرَّتَمِ. ٤ 4
Who cut up mallows by the bushes, and juniper roots [for] their meat.
يُطْرَدُونَ مِنْ بَيْنِ النَّاسِ، وَيَصْرُخُونَ خَلْفَهُمْ كَمَا يَصْرُخُونَ عَلَى لِصٍّ. ٥ 5
They were driven forth from among [men], (they cried after them as [after] a thief; )
يُقِيمُونَ فِي كُهُوفِ الْوِدْيَانِ الْجَافَّةِ، بَيْنَ الصُّخُورِ وَفِي ثُقُوبِ الأَرْضِ. ٦ 6
To dwell in the clifts of the valleys, [in] caves of the earth, and [in] the rocks.
يَنْهَقُونَ بَيْنَ الْعُلَّيْقِ، وَيرْبِضُونَ تَحْتَ الْعَوْسَجِ. ٧ 7
Among the bushes they brayed; under the nettles they were gathered together.
هُمْ حَمْقَى، أَبْنَاءُ قَوْمٍ خَامِلِينَ مَنْبُوذِينَ مِنَ الأَرْضِ. ٨ 8
[They were] children of fools, yea, children of base men: they were viler than the earth.
أَمَّا الآنَ فَقَدْ أَصْبَحْتُ مَثَارَ سُخْرِيَةٍ لَهُمْ وَمَثَلاً يَتَنَدَّرُونَ بِهِ ٩ 9
And now am I their song, yea, I am their byword.
يَشْمَئِزُّونَ مِنِّي وَيَتَجَافَوْنَنِي، لَا يَتَوَانَوْنَ عَنِ الْبَصْقِ فِي وَجْهِي! ١٠ 10
They abhor me, they flee far from me, and spare not to spit in my face.
لأَنَّ اللهَ قَدْ أَرْخَى وَتَرَ قَوْسِي وَأَذَلَّنِي، انْقَلَبُوا ضِدِّي بِكُلِّ قُوَّتِهِمْ. ١١ 11
Because he hath loosed my cord, and afflicted me, they have also let loose the bridle before me.
قَامَ صِغَارُهُمْ عَنْ يَمِينِي يُزِلُّونَ قَدَمِي وَيُمَهِّدُونَ سُبُلَ دَمَارِي. ١٢ 12
Upon [my] right [hand] rise the youth; they push away my feet, and they raise up against me the ways of their destruction.
سَدُّوا عَلَيَّ مَنْفَذَ مَهْرَبِي، وَتَضَافَرُوا عَلَى هَلاكِي، مِنْ غَيْرِ أَنْ يَكُونَ لِي مُعِينٌ. ١٣ 13
They mar my path, they set forward my calamity, they have no helper.
وَكَأَنَّمَا مِنْ ثُغْرَةٍ وَاسِعَةٍ تَدَافَعُوا نَحْوِي، وَانْدَفَعُوا هَاجِمِينَ بَيْنَ الرَّدْمِ. ١٤ 14
They came [upon me] as a wide breaking in [of waters: ] in the desolation they rolled themselves [upon me].
طَغَتْ عَلَيَّ الأَهْوَالُ، فَتَطَايَرَتْ كَرَامَتِي كَوَرَقَةٍ أَمَامَ الرِّيحِ، وَمَضَى رَغْدِي كَالسَّحَابِ. ١٥ 15
Terrors are turned upon me: they pursue my soul as the wind: and my welfare passeth away as a cloud.
وَالآنَ تَهَافَتَتْ نَفْسِي عَلَيَّ وَتَنَاهَبَتْنِي أَيَّامُ بُؤْسِي. ١٦ 16
And now my soul is poured out upon me; the days of affliction have taken hold upon me.
يَنْخَرُ اللَّيْلُ عِظَامِي، وَآلامِي الضَّارِيَةُ لَا تَهْجَعُ. ١٧ 17
My bones are pierced in me in the night season: and my sinews take no rest.
تَشُدُّ بِعُنْفٍ لِبَاسِي وَتَحْزِمُنِي مِثْلَ طَوْقِ عَبَاءَتِي. ١٨ 18
By the great force [of my disease] is my garment changed: it bindeth me about as the collar of my coat.
قَدْ طَرَحَنِي اللهُ فِي الْحَمْأَةِ فَأَشْبَهْتُ التُّرَابَ وَالرَّمَادَ. ١٩ 19
He hath cast me into the mire, and I am become like dust and ashes.
أَسْتَغِيثُ بِكَ فَلا تَسْتَجِيبُ، وَأَقِفُ أَمَامَكَ فَلا تَأْبَهُ بِي. ٢٠ 20
I cry unto thee, and thou dost not hear me: I stand up, and thou regardest me [not].
أَصْبَحْتَ لِي عَدُوّاً قَاسِياً، وَبِقُدْرَةِ ذِرَاعِكَ تَضْطَهِدُنِي. ٢١ 21
Thou art become cruel to me: with thy strong hand thou opposest thyself against me.
خَطَفْتَنِي وَأَرْكَبْتَنِي عَلَى الرِّيحِ، تُذِيبُنِي فِي زَئِيرِ الْعَاصِفَةِ. ٢٢ 22
Thou liftest me up to the wind; thou causest me to ride [upon it], and dissolvest my substance.
فَأَيْقَنْتُ أَنَّكَ تَسُوقُنِي إِلَى الْمَوْتِ، وَإِلَى دَارِ مِيعَادِ كُلِّ حَيٍّ. ٢٣ 23
For I know [that] thou wilt bring me [to] death, and [to] the house appointed for all living.
وَلَكِنْ، أَلا يَمُدُّ إِنْسَانٌ يَدَهُ مِنْ تَحْتِ الأَنْقَاضِ؟ أَوَ لَا يَسْتَغِيثُ فِي بَلِيَّتِهِ؟ ٢٤ 24
Howbeit he will not stretch out [his] hand to the grave, though they cry in his destruction.
أَلَمْ أَبْكِ لِمَنْ قَسَى عَلَيْهِ يَوْمُهُ؟ أَلَمْ تَحْزَنْ نَفْسِي لِلْمِسْكِينِ؟ ٢٥ 25
Did not I weep for him that was in trouble? was [not] my soul grieved for the poor?
وَلَكِنْ حِينَ تَرَقَّبْتُ الْخَيْرَ أَقْبَلَ الشَّرُّ، وَحِينَ تَوَقَّعْتُ النُّورَ هَجَمَ الظَّلامُ. ٢٦ 26
When I looked for good, then evil came [unto me: ] and when I waited for light, there came darkness.
قَلْبِي يَغْلِي وَلَنْ يَهْدَأَ، وَأَيَّامُ الْبَلِيَّةِ غَشِيَتْنِي. ٢٧ 27
My bowels boiled, and rested not: the days of affliction prevented me.
فَأَمْضِي نَائِحاً لَكِنْ مِنْ غَيْرِ عَزَاءٍ. أَقِفُ بَيْنَ النَّاسِ أَطْلُبُ الْعَوْنَ. ٢٨ 28
I went mourning without the sun: I stood up, [and] I cried in the congregation.
صِرْتُ أَخاً لِبَنَاتِ آوَى، وَرَفِيقاً لِلنَّعَامِ. ٢٩ 29
I am a brother to dragons, and a companion to owls.
اسْوَدَّ جِلْدِي عَلَيَّ وَتَقَشَّرَ، وَاحْتَرَقَتْ عِظَامِي مِنَ الْحُمَّى ٣٠ 30
My skin is black upon me, and my bones are burned with heat.
صَارَتْ قِيثَارَتِي لِلنَّوْحِ، وَمِزْمَارِي لِصَوْتِ النَّادِبِينَ. ٣١ 31
My harp also is [turned] to mourning, and my organ into the voice of them that weep.

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