< أيُّوب 23 >
And Job made answer and said,
«إِنَّ شَكْوَايَ الْيَوْمَ مُرَّةٌ، وَلَكِنَّ الْيَدَ الَّتِي عَلَيَّ أَثْقَلُ مِنْ أَنِينِي. | ٢ 2 |
Even today my outcry is bitter; his hand is hard on my sorrow.
أَيْنَ لِي أَنْ أَجِدَهُ فَأَمْثُلَ أَمَامَ كُرْسِيِّهِ، | ٣ 3 |
If only I had knowledge of where he might be seen, so that I might come even to his seat!
وَأَعْرِضَ عَلَيْهِ قَضِيَّتِي وَأَمْلأَ فَمِي حُجَجاً، | ٤ 4 |
I would put my cause in order before him, and my mouth would be full of arguments.
فَأَطَّلِعَ عَلَى جَوَابِهِ وَأَفْهَمَ مَا يَقُولُهُ لِي؟ | ٥ 5 |
I would see what his answers would be, and have knowledge of what he would say to me.
أَيُخَاصِمُنِي بِعَظَمَةِ قُوَّتِهِ؟ لا! بَلْ يَلْتَفِتُ مُتَرَئِّفاً عَلَيَّ. | ٦ 6 |
Would he make use of his great power to overcome me? No, but he would give attention to me.
هُنَاكَ يُمْكِنُ لِلْمُسْتَقِيمِ أَنْ يُحَاجَّهُ، وَأُبْرِئُ سَاحَتِي إِلَى الأَبَدِ مِنْ قَاضِيَّ. | ٧ 7 |
There an upright man might put his cause before him; and I would be free for ever from my judge.
وَلَكِنْ هَا أَنَا أَتَّجِهُ شَرْقاً فَلا أَجِدُهُ، وَإِنْ قَصَدْتُ غَرْباً لَا أَشْعُرُ بِهِ، | ٨ 8 |
See, I go forward, but he is not there; and back, but I do not see him;
أَطْلُبُهُ عَنْ شِمَالِي فَلا أَرَاهُ وَأَلْتَفِتُ إِلَى يَمِينِي فَلا أُبْصِرُهُ. | ٩ 9 |
I am looking for him on the left hand, but there is no sign of him; and turning to the right, I am not able to see him.
وَلَكِنَّهُ يَعْرِفُ الطَّرِيقَ الَّتِي أَسْلُكُهَا، وَإذَا امْتَحَنَنِي أَخْرُجُ كَالذَّهَبِ | ١٠ 10 |
For he has knowledge of the way I take; after I have been tested I will come out like gold.
اقْتَفَتْ قَدَمَايَ إِثْرَ خُطَاهُ، وَسَلَكْتُ بِحِرْصٍ فِي سُبُلِهِ وَلَمْ أَحِدْ. | ١١ 11 |
My feet have gone in his steps; I have kept in his way, without turning to one side or to the other.
لَمْ أَتَعَدَّ عَلَى وَصَايَاهُ، وَذَخَرْتُ فِي قَلْبِي كَلِمَاتِهِ. | ١٢ 12 |
I have never gone against the orders of his lips; the words of his mouth have been stored up in my heart.
وَلَكِنَّهُ مُتَفَرِّدٌ وَحْدَهُ فَمَنْ يَرُدُّهُ؟ يَفْعَلُ مَا يَشَاءُ، | ١٣ 13 |
But his purpose is fixed and there is no changing it; and he gives effect to the desire of his soul.
لأَنَّهُ يُتَمِّمُ مَا رَسَمَهُ لِي، وَمَازَالَ لَدَيْهِ وَفْرَةٌ مِنْهَا. | ١٤ 14 |
For what has been ordered for me by him will be gone through to the end: and his mind is full of such designs.
لِذَلِكَ أَرْتَعِبُ فِي حَضْرَتِهِ، وَعِنْدَمَا أَتَأَمَّلُ، يُخَامِرُنِي الْخَوْفُ مِنْهُ. | ١٥ 15 |
For this cause I am in fear before him, my thoughts of him overcome me.
فَقَدْ أَضْعَفَ اللهُ قَلْبِي، وَرَوَّعَنِي الْقَدِيرُ. | ١٦ 16 |
For God has made my heart feeble, and my mind is troubled before the Ruler of all.
وَمَعَ ذَلِكَ لَمْ تَسْكُنْنِي الظُّلْمَةُ، وَلا الدُّجَى غَشَّى وَجْهِي. | ١٧ 17 |
For I am overcome by the dark, and by the black night which is covering my face.